Things went in a direction that C didn't expect.
He brought the lamb out alone, and whether he took care of him or killed him, before the lamb's life was over, Lin Huaisheng became an existence that C couldn't blame.
C even thought about what to do with Lin Huaisheng in a very short time.
But the lamb didn't need him to think, he kindly saved the man's burdened brain. After the emotional ups and downs, the tension in Lin Huaisheng's mind broke, and he suddenly had a fever.
Lin Huaisheng stayed in this room. Lying on the not-so-soft bed, he thought while feeling dizzy from the fever, so this is really Mr. C's room. Thus, the legs of the table, chair and bed that had hurt him suddenly became cute. Not seeing, Lin Huaisheng stretched out his hand, touched the pillow and felt the corner of the quilt.
The not-so-obedient fingers were grabbed by the man, and his voice didn't sound very gentle.
"What are you doing?"
With his voice, suddenly the whole bed and quilt were infused with this man's breath. Burning tobacco leaves and flowing blood, those smells that Lin Huaisheng never liked before, now suddenly filled the youth with obsession and peace of mind.
Even though he couldn't see, Lin Huaisheng still searched for someone, and chased him clumsily, his eyes were red with fever, like dry land. C couldn't help thinking that this lamb was so crying, maybe it was because he shed so many tears before that it made people have a fever. More likely, he himself was blind from crying.
The young man held onto the kidnapper's hand as if he was having fun. C can easily break free from the child's hand, he has more important things to do. But his finger landed on the other person's eyes. Could this be his more important thing? C began to feel confused, but he didn't stop.
The blind lamb has a kind of extreme attachment that allows him to get whatever he wants, and he is weak and has nothing to rely on. This is a relationship that cannot occur in a real and ordinary real society. But in this kidnapping, in this room, the two of them completed the confirmation of each other's identities.
As a result, this child has a very magical ability. Now C is more and more able to feel it. He started to violate his principles, so there must be a lot of ugly faces. This is contrary to C's consistent will and makes the man feel that this should not continue.
But Lin Huaisheng's cunning is that he can't see it.
He couldn't see how crazy and indulgent C could be, so C was pardoned.
C was in front of this young man, feeling unprecedentedly relaxed. He didn't take drugs, but he seemed to understand the enjoyment shown by those people. Now, his nerves have been withdrawn, and his brain is comfortably empty, and the key to opening his ugliness is Lin Huaisheng's invisible eyes. How beautiful this child's eyes are, the beautiful eyes of Asians all over the world are derived from him, copied, and divided his beauty in every detail. For some reason, C recalled the throbbing feeling when he passed a certain local largest Catholic church and looked up at the Virgin Mary more than ten years ago. Now, this pair of similar eyes, torn from such a lofty sculpture, was reincarnated into this child who could be firmly grasped by him.
He was so comfortable...
C stroked Lin Huaisheng's eye sockets repeatedly, and the fingertips of his trigger finger were the roughness of time and time again, and now the scars of thorns and lashes on this soft skin. Lin Huaisheng trembled slightly, even the pain would be magnified, but he seemed to read a hint of meaning from the kidnapper's movements, he turned around in the solid quilt, his body and face turned towards and approached C little by little. He silently acquiesced, he came to suffer, he was the most beautiful and merciful victim in the world. C also understands this child, he feels that compared to any moment before when Lin Huaisheng approached him proactively, their hearts are the closest at this moment.
So he is the kidnapper of this lamb and the disciple of this young Virgin.
Do not.
C woke up suddenly. And felt that he was bewitched just now. He felt terrified, for his indulgent self, for Lin Huaisheng. His hand jerked back, drawing a scar across the young Virgin's face. The man stared at Lin Huaisheng vigilantly and coldly, even in the next second, the hand that loved him might be the murderer.
But Lin Huaisheng still came close. He seems to be used to Mr. Kidnapper's capriciousness, how great his feelings make him, and how brave he is to complete endless tolerance and volume.
The lamb, who does not know the heights of the sky and the earth, came to the butcher and took the initiative to show his tenderness. Lin Huaisheng fumbled, and finally took C's hand. The man refused and he also took it, and then pulled the other's fingers back to his eye sockets.
C is like an indifferent stone statue. He thought that he must goug out this pair of eyes, but it turned out that he was slowly relaxing the pressure on Lin Huaisheng's eye sockets. In the end, those calluses that had inflicted pain knelt down to the child, lowered their posture very low, and gently cuddled him, turning into armor around the eyes.
The lamb seemed to be smiling.
C couldn't describe this smile, it was a little shy, a little nervous, but also had the strength to knock him down.
"My eyes... aren't they ugly now?"
Artists and art dealers will all lament the dusty gems, but he is a kidnapper who lacks beauty, a lunatic wandering between life and death, C can't see what's in between He even felt that non-luminous gemstones had a fatal attraction to him. He wasn't even honest with himself, but his actions revealed all his thoughts to Lin Huaisheng, so Lin Huaisheng in the bed didn't ask any more questions. He has figured it out.
He remained silent, but C thought more and more, thinking about everything, and his brain started to go crazy again, turning into a lunatic that he was unfamiliar with. He had to try his best to restrain himself so as not to reveal the weakness that suddenly appeared in him.
"No."
So his answer was brief.
After getting the man's response, Lin Huaisheng smiled contentedly, and then he was very cooperative when he was fed the medicine, that is, he talked more, and complained that the medicine was so bitter and his head hurt, showing his closeness and acting like a baby. His voice was hoarse, rambling like raindrops on the window. C thought about it, and this time, his mouth was faster than his brain, so he told Lin Huaisheng that it was raining outside now.
"Really?"
The little lamb shows his curiosity. When it rains, the grass is more fragrant. He must like it, so he is so happy.
"Yeah."
C answered him. Of course he can't hear it in the place where he is locked up now. The lamb can only rely on his dictation for all perception of the outside world. His tongue determines what Lin Huaisheng hears, which makes C understand compassion when he feels subtle happiness.
That night, Lin Huaisheng stayed in Mr. Kidnapper's room, receiving the most appropriate silent care from this man within his ability. C gave up the bed to Lin Huaisheng, but he didn't leave, so he finally moved a chair and sat for the night.
During the day, when Lin Huaisheng's fever subsided, he was sent back to the original room.
At first, the young man didn't understand why. His fever still plagued his mind, and he still couldn't figure it out. It's just subconsciously not wanting to leave the man's side. But when he stood in front of the prison room, he seemed to understand.
He turned around and "watched" the kidnapper with dull eyes, and it was this lamb that was injecting poison into his kidnapper again. When he is not blind, his eyes are the most Eden; when he is blind, he is the most poisonous snake, the most beautiful and deadly poison in the world.
C was strangled by the throat, he felt bad, he felt that he was about to walk over to touch Lin Huaisheng's eyes, and even more presumptuously, using lips instead of hands, worshiping with kisses. He wants to go crazy, he's about to go crazy, the adrenaline is high, his love god is death, and he loves someone like death right now.
Lin Huaisheng's words stopped him, pulled him out of the vortex, wiped away the mess on his body, and gave him dignity and consideration.
He still smiled so innocently and sweetly.
"Then I'll go back first..." He showed a little embarrassment because of his begging, but he still tried his best to show this expectation, and he was shy and tried his best to show boldly, "You will come to pick me up later." Me, right?"
He was so cute and so bad.
To save a man from the water is to have that man killed on the shore.
C's brain roared. He didn't seem to be able to think anymore, he just remembered the lovely and innocent request that Lin Huaisheng told him.
After Lin Huaisheng finished speaking, he hurriedly opened the door and fled in. He didn't even wait for the man to give him a response, thinking that if he couldn't wait, there was still room for imagination.
But he didn't see C's already parted lips, he said yes, he said yes, he was full of anxiety and regret and alienated a brand new kidnapper, this time, C wanted to bind the lamb and return to his lair alone.
C even wanted to break through the door and catch Lin Huaisheng out, no, no, to save his lamb from the sheepfold of mediocre people, but the fence he set up stopped him at this moment. The kidnapper seemed to have lost his soul, he could only wait for his lamb to jump out and save him.
...
Lin Huaisheng didn't know that he was dubbed "lamb" with such an inductive title, becoming "the most perfect lamb". He also doesn't know what identity or mission he needs to have.
The happy little blind man looked as if he had gone out for a walk, bid farewell to the butcher, and returned to the slaughterhouse. But to his real companions, this youth is no longer the same kind.
This time, the atmosphere among the three hostages was very delicate.
Lin Huaisheng was taken away alone for one night, Ethel was selected and tortured, and the balance was broken. Arnold was the only one left among the three who was calmer. For what purpose and in what way they are treated, they cannot fall apart.
Because of the beating, Ethel had broken bones in the most serious part, and now he will be lying down. Arnold took his place, and took the initiative to care for Lin Huaisheng who just came back. At the same time, he also wanted to use Lin Huaisheng to try to find out the possible kidnapper the goal of.
"Lin, are you okay?"
In fact, they were strangers to each other. Arnold knew the name of this Asian young man from the words of the previous kidnappers. So just based on the pronunciation, Arnold's intonation in reciting Lin Huaisheng's surname is quite weird.
But fortunately, he is a Germanic with a dominant voice.
Lin Huaisheng's ears, which were hidden under his hair, trembled. Now that he had learned to roughly identify the direction by sound, he turned around and groped towards the two of them little by little.
Halfway through, Lin Huaisheng realized that he had forgotten to answer impolitely, so he stood still again, smiled awkwardly in a direction that Kong Kong had identified, and answered quickly, hoping to make up for his mistake.
"I'm fine, how about you?"
And his every move was under scrutiny. Arnold observed the young man, but so far, everything Lin Huaisheng has shown is so natural and easy to understand.
But Arnold wanted another look. Arnold is very good at creating and controlling silence, and he began to arrange it deliberately. In this atmosphere, Lin Huaisheng gradually felt more and more uneasy, and began to feel a sense of guilt. He was not beaten yesterday, so someone must have become his scapegoat. He came back safe and sound now, as if he had defected, violated the tacit covenant that these people had pledged, and become a heinous traitor.
The young man wrung his hands, the more he explained, the more he stumbled, and the more he comforted him.
"Yeah, who's hurt? How are you? ... Shall we beg him? I heard them say they want something."
"I don't know what it is, how about you..."
"... ...He is also very good, he didn't hit me, let me sleep in bed, and took care of me...then go beg him, maybe he will agree...by the way, have you eaten yet..."
Arnold frowned. The young man in front of him was overwhelmed by huge self-blame, revealing his current mental state which is different from ordinary people.
Arnold had seen this type of people, after experiencing severe physical and psychological trauma, they will seek advantages and avoid disadvantages to preserve themselves, and psychological alienation is a form. Arnold realized that this young child was probably in such a state, and he stopped this covert pressure. However-
Ethel, who was lying like a puddle of mud, laughed out loud, and the laughter was similar to that of a broken bellows.
He moved and sat up, making no effort to hide his contempt and malice.
"Why did the kidnapper agree to you."
"Did you be fooled by him."
"Or did you sleep with him? Little fool."