Authors Note:
The beginning of this chapter is gonna speed through the months because nothing happens until March.
They basically just practice for the war.
Just a reminder they are technically in year 7 but they don't attend Hogwarts.
(Sierras Pov)
November 16th
I only train for 3 hours a day which is a huge difference.
I also let myself be vulnerable now.
The first step to recovery is acceptance.
October 31st
It's Halloween today!
We got a day off and decided to go out.
Last year near Halloween we had a party at Hogwarts but of course we can't do that this year.
We went to a muggle club instead.
I was a bit hesitant after my last experience but Mattheo and Draco never left my side.
December 25th
We had no time for gifts this year so Draco took me to the mall and let buy me whatever I wanted.
We spent most of the day cuddled up in our pajamas watching movies.
I lied in between Draco and Mattheo and put both of their arms around me.
I haven't gotten in any arguments with them for months now.
They also haven't argued with each other which is great.
January 1st
"Happy New Years!" We all yelled.
"I can't believe we're all gonna be 18 this year."
"God we're gonna be adults." Said Theo.
"Do not say that." Said Enzo.
"Sierra can I talk to you for a second."
Said Mattheo.
He pulled me aside.
"Last year I gave you that book I wrote in, where you could read one page a day for a year. Now the years over.
I wanted to make you another one but I'm sorry I couldn't find the time." Said Mattheo.
Awww.
"Don't worry about it Mattheo." I said smiling.
"I really, really wanted to Sierra. You mean the world to me." Said Mattheo.
I pulled him in for a hug and kissed his cheek.
"You mean the world to me too." I said.
February 14th
Today was Valentine's Day.
I went out for dinner,
with both Mattheo and Draco.
I couldn't choose one over the other on Valentine's Day.
I sat across the 2 of them and it was awkward.
"So." Said Mattheo.
"What are you guys in the mood to eat."
He asked.
I couldn't help but smile at the awkwardness.
"What's so funny?" Asked Draco.
"Nothing." I said.
We sat in silence for a couple of seconds and I couldn't take it anymore.
"Should we just go home and shag?"
I blurted out.
"Fucking finally you asked. Let's get out of here." Said Draco.
We left our table and apparated back to the manor.
We raced to my room and shut the door behind us.
I haven't had sex since July which means they probably haven't either.
The 3 of us were so eager to fuck.
Mattheo roughly pulled my pants down and Draco pulled out his wand.
"Muffliato." He said.
He said something under his breath and my clothes flew off.
"Fucking hell." Said Draco.
"I haven't seen you naked in months.
Your breathtaking." Said Mattheo.
I smiled.
Draco stood there looking me up and down over and over.
"Your turn, strip." I said.
They took their clothes off and I was immediately shoved against a wall.
Mattheo gripped my neck with both hands and placed hickeys all over my neck.
He lead his mouth down and kissed around my breasts.
He then put his mouth around the center and flicked his tongue up and down.
I gasped.
Usually when I had sex it was focused on the bottom half of me.
This is the first time it's been the top.
Draco looked at my face for a reaction as Mattheo kept circling.
Suddenly he bit the middle of my breast and I whimpered a bit.
Mattheo looked at me. "How did that feel?"
He asked.
I was still a bit taken back but I think I liked it.
"Good, I think."
I looked at Draco and he clenched his jaw.
"But I don't know for sure maybe do it again."
I said looking at Mattheo.
God I loved pissing Draco off.
"No give me a chance." Said Draco.
"This was my idea." Said Mattheo.
They both looked at me.
"Such children. Take one each." I said.
"Good to know that hasn't changed about you."
Said Draco.
"What hasn't?" I said.
"Your still a fucking whore." He said.
I pushed him and he pressed his tongue against his cheek.
"Okay do it now." I said eagerly.
Draco and Mattheo bent down.
I could feel the difference between them.
Mattheo was making snips at me as Draco sucked.
I hate how their so opposite.
Mattheo doesn't like to wait and wants it rough.
Draco plays the waiting game and builds up to the roughness.
But what I hate even more was that I like both.
March 1st
Mattheo was born on February 29th but it wasn't a leap year so we celebrated today instead.
We got him a cake and sang happy birthday.
Mattheo blew out the candles.
"What did you wish for?" I asked.
"If I tell you it won't come true." Said Mattheo.
"Ohh Mattheo." Narcissa said giving him a hug.
"I can't believe your 18." Said Narcissa.
"I remember when you were a little boy, you were such a mischievous one.
I remember when all of you were little."
Said Narcissa.
"My boys are so grown up now."
Enzo walked over and gave her a hug.
"I love you." Said Enzo.
"All of you come here." Said Narcissa.
Draco, Theo and Blaise walked over and she hugged them all.
"You too darling." She said.
I walked over and she gave me a hug.
March 8th
Today was our last day of training.
Voldemort said he didn't wanna risk any injury after because he was preparing to catch Harry.
Today Voldemort and Bellatrix came in to watch and see how we dueled.
"Up first. Enzo, and Blaise." Said Voldemort.
We all watched as they shot spells back and forth at each other.
Next was Theo and I.
I hit him with a hex and he groaned but brushed it off. He then hit me in the arm and I yelped but kept going. We shot back and forth for about five minutes.
Last up went Mattheo and Draco.
Their style of fighting were the most similar which is why Voldemort put them up against each other.
They didn't mind giving each other a bit of pain and aimed for more sensitive parts.
"Fuck." Yelled Draco.
He shot a spell back and it hit Mattheo in the chest.
Mattheo gritted his teeth and kept going.
They were the 2 best duelers and I watched as they dodged most of the spells being thrown.
Finally we finished.
"I have one last task for you 6. Said Voldemort.
"You must perform the Cruciatus curse on each other. I need to see if your capable of doing it and taking it." Said Voldemort.
I felt my heart drop.
"No, I already took it I'm capable." Said Draco.
I heard the panic in his voice which caused me to worry even more.
"Very well. Then you have to perform it on Sierra." Said Voldemort.
My heart pounded.
"I can't." Said Draco.
"Then take it again." Said Voldemort.
"Either way someone has to do it. At least if you do it you won't have to take it again." I said.
Draco shook his head.
"I won't be able to do it." He said.
"If you don't do it I'll put you through the cruciatus curse for longer then everyone."
Said Voldemort.
Draco looked at me.
"It's okay." I said.
I felt my pulse increase everywhere in my body.
My heart, wrist, head, I swear I even felt my eye twitch.
I was beyond scared.
This curse was used to torture people.
"Theo you'll perform it on Mattheo."
Said Voldemort.
Voldemort grabbed Mattheo and shoved him in front of Theo.
"Any time now." Said Voldemort.
Theo held his wand up against Mattheo and his hand shook.
"Just do it." Said Mattheo.
Theo hesitated.
"Come on Nott get it over with." Said Mattheo.
"Crucio." Said Theo.
An agonizing yell came from Mattheo, and Theo faced the other way.
I dug my head into Draco, I couldn't watch.
Mattheos the strongest person I know so seeing him in pain hurt.
Theo stopped and Mattheo fell to the floor and twitched.
"Enzo your up. Perform the curse on Theo."
Said Voldemort.
I ran over to Mattheo and grabbed his face.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"Where does it hurt the most?" I asked.
He was panting and couldn't reply.
Mattheos hands were twitching the most so I grabbed them.
I messaged his palms and he sat up.
"It hurt so bad but the pains gone now. Just a bit sore."
Suddenly I heard Theo scream and I flinched.
God this was stressful.
Blaise was told to use the curse on Enzo.
After a bit of hesitating he casted the curse.
Enzo screamed and I closed my eyes.
It was going by so fast which meant I was up any minute.
"Mattheo perform it on Blaise."
Mattheo stood up in front of Blaise and got ready.
I ran back to Draco and grabbed his hand.
"Sierra I can't do this to you." He said.
"You have too." I said.
Draco faced away and we heard Blaise scream.
I felt like my heart was gonna pop out.
I swear heard it beat and I felt sweat drip down.
"Draco perform it on Sierra now."
Said Voldemort.
"Please don't make me." Begged Draco.
"Fine but you know the terms."
Draco stood in front of Voldemort and closed his eyes.
"NO." I yelled.
"Just do it." I said.
I couldn't bare to watch Draco go through this again.
"This is why Sierras more competent then you." Said Lucius walking over.
Draco walked over to me and held up his wand.
I stood there shaking.
"I'm so sorry." Whispered Draco.
His hand trembled and he closed his eyes.
"Cru- c -c." Draco stuttered.
"If you don't do it in the next 5 seconds I'll do it and I'll double her time." Said Voldemort.
"Crucio." Said Draco.
I screamed and everything hit me at once.
I felt like my bones were crushing and my limbs were being ripped.
The pressure in my head was so strong I felt like it was gonna crumble.
My stomach contracted so much I felt like I was gonna puke.
Every part of me hurt.
My fingers felt like they were being pulled.
This was so much worse then when Voldemort used leglimency on me.
It was insufferable.
Finally Draco stopped and I felt myself fall.
Mattheo caught me before I hit the floor and my heart raced.
The pain stopped but my body was so sore.
I felt my legs twitching and I couldn't speak.
Mattheo rubbed my temples and I closed my eyes.
The pain lessened left and I could speak again.
All of the sudden I heard the sound of throwing up.
I looked up and saw Draco throwing up into a garbage can.
Lucius walked over and smacked him in the head.
"Stop being an embarrassment."
He snarled.
Draco turned around and Lucius cleaned him with a spell.
Draco walked over to me and picked me up.
"I'm so sorry I did this to you." He said.
"It's okay you had no choice." I said.
"Sierra has no one to crucio now."
Said Voldemort.
We all nervously looked at each other.
"I'm sure she's capable." Said Voldemort.
He apparated away and we relaxed.
That was the end.
We no longer had to train.
March 15th
We were all upstairs hanging out in my room.
"Ohhh Dracooo come." Yelled Bellatrix.
"We'll all go." Said Theo.
We left the room and walked downstairs.
We saw Bellatrix holding on to someone.
We got a bit closer and I gasped.
"Is that Harry?" Said Mattheo.
"I think so but he looks terrible." I said.
Lucius grabbed Draco by his neck and shoved him towards Harry.
"Well? Is it Harry." Asked Bellatrix.
Draco looked him up and down.
"Look closely." Said Lucius pushing him forward.
I was so focused on Harry that I completely missed Ron and Hermione being held by snatchers.
"You have to be sure Draco, if this isn't him he'll kill us all." Said Bellatrix.
"Why does his face look like that?" Said Draco.
"Good question." Said Bellatrix.
"Let's see the last spell you used."
She said to Hermione.
Suddenly Bellatrix gasped.
"What is that?" She said.
She seemed freaked out which was never good.
She was looking at a silver sword.
"That's supposed to be in my vault." She said.
We looked at each other and she walked over to Hermione.
"Cissy, put the boys in the cellar, I wanna have a little talk with her, girl to girl." Said Bellatrix in Hermiones face.
Narcissa grabbed Harry and Ron, Peter Pettigrew put them in the cellar.
Enzo, Blaise, and Theo followed them.
Draco walked over to me and I looked at him.
"Why didn't you tell them it was Harry? Don't you remember what he did to me?" I asked confused.
"I didn't want them to fight in my house, everything would've been destroyed. This house is the only thing I have. This house is the only thing my mother has. I couldn't let it be destroyed. Who knows what Voldemort would've done." Said Draco.
(Blaise's Pov)
We got to the cellar and Harry and Ron were shoved in.
"Blaise." I heard a voice say.
I saw Luna and my heart dropped.
"Luna! What are you doing here?" I asked.
"D-death eaters." She said.
"They wanted to stop my dad from posting things in the quibbler, so they took me."
She said.
I apparated in and grabbed her.
"I'll get you out." I said.
I grabbed her hand and apparated away.
(Sierras Pov)
Draco, Mattheo and I watched as Bellatrix shoved Hermione onto the floor.
"How did you get it." Asked Bellatrix pinning Hermione down.
"I don't have anything." Said Hermione.
Her voice shook.
"Crucio." Said Bellatrix.
Hermione screamed and I jumped.
I grabbed Draco's hand.
"Did you take it from my vault!? Yelled Bellatrix.
"I didn't take anything." Said Hermione crying.
Bellatrix pulled her wand away and pulled out a blade.
She bent over and Hermione screamed again.
I felt my heart pound.
I was worried for her.
I looked at Draco and saw him wince.
"You 3, stay with the girl." Said Bellatrix.
"Mattheo, Draco and I held her down and Bellatrix walked away.
Draco and I pinned her arms down and Mattheo pinned her legs.
She trembled and avoided eye contact.
I looked down at the arm I was holding and saw the word Mudblood engraved in it.
"Holy shit." I whispered.
I held up her arm and Draco grabbed it.
He grazed his finger over the word and she flinched.
"Please don't press on it." She said. Her voice wavered and I felt myself tear up.
I remember how how bad I felt about myself when everyone thought I was a Mudblood.
I wiped my eyes and looked away.
"What's wrong with me." I whispered.
"It's ok to feel bad." Said Mattheo.
I looked down at Hermione and she wouldn't break eye contact.
"It wasn't H-Harry's fault that day." She said.
"Stop it, don't bring it up." I said.
That was the last thing I wanted to talk about.
"Sierra I swear." She said.
"Stop it." I yelled.
"Why won't you just listen." She said.
I grabbed her arm back from Draco and pinned it against the floor putting pressure against the cut.
She screamed and Draco pushed me away.
"Sierra, she's just trying to piss you off."
Said Draco.
"I'm not." She said sobbing.
Draco looked at her and wiped her eyes.
"Leave her alone Mudblood." Said Draco.
She continued sobbing and Bellatrix walked back.
Mattheo and I stood up but Draco stayed.
"You wanna watch as I torture the Mudblood." Said Bellatrix.
Draco didn't say anything.
Mattheo and I went to the dungeons, I wanted to have a little talk with Harry.
(Hermiones Pov)
Draco kept me pinned as Bellatrix hovered over me.
"Please Draco." I said.
Draco and I have never really liked each other but we had a bit of history some years ago.
Bellatrix slapped me and I groaned.
"Bellatrix come here for a moment."
Said Narcissa.
"I was just having some fun." Said Bellatrix.
Bellatrix dragged her feet and left with Narcissa.
"It wasn't Harry's fault." I said.
"Shut it Mudblood."
He said it but he didn't mean it, I could tell.
"Your not a bad person Draco none of this is your fault please just hear me out." I begged.
"If you had the chance to kill me you would take it any day." He snarled.
"Harry was under a potion." I said.
"Harry was under a lot of stress so he took a potion without knowing the strength.
The potion made him hazy so he had no awareness of what went on. Harry didn't realize what was happening to her so he didn't do anything.
He's not a monster Draco."
"You better not be lying Granger."
He conjured a chair and forced me on it, he then restrained me.
My heart pounded.
"Go tell her Draco, please." I said.
He grabbed my arm with Mudblood engraved and I flinched.
"Please, please, please, please." I said crying.
"Fucking relax." He said.
He muttered a spell which got rid of the engraved Mudblood on my arm.
He walked away without saying a word.
"Draco." I called.
He turned his head.
"Thank you."
He turned back around and left.
(Sierras Pov)
I ran to the dungeons and saw Harry and Ron in a cell.
Harry and I looked at each other.
He knew, I could feel it.
"You know." I said looking him up and down.
He nodded.
"I'm sorry." He said.
I laughed in disbelief.
"Sorry?" I asked.
I apparated into the cage and slapped him across the face.
"Oh shit." Said Theo.
"It wasn't my fault." Said Harry.
I slapped him again.
"How could you do this to me?" I yelled.
"Sierra I swear I didn't-"
I shoved him against the wall.
"Adrian had his hands all over me and you watched. What the fuck is wrong with you?"
Ron pulled me off of him.
"Hey don't touch her." Said Mattheo.
He apparated in and grabbed me from Ron.
Draco came running down.
"It may not have been Harry's fault."
Said Draco.
I looked at Draco and he apparated him.
"Go into his mind and find that day." He said.
(Mattheos Pov)
Enzo, Theo and Blaise joined us in the cage.
Theo and Enzo held Harry back, while Draco, Blaise and I held Ron.
She put her hand on Harry's forehead.
"What are you doing?" Harry asked.
"Leglimency." Said Sierra.
She closed her eyes and Harry yelled in pain.
Harry kept screaming and Sierra pulled out.
She turned to face us and she went pale.
Sierra looked at Harry and then sniffled.
"I- um, I." She stuttered.
The colour was drained from her face.
"What's wrong?" Said Draco.
He let Ron go and grabbed onto Sierra.
She looked at her dark mark and back up at Harry.
"No, no, no, no, no." She repeated.
Her knees buckled but Draco caught her.
(Sierras Pov)
I was wrong, it wasn't Harry's fault.
I saw what he did through his eyes and I felt the way he did.
Harry was out of it, he didn't know.
There was nothing he could've done.
"Sierra, Sierra!" I heard my name being called but I couldn't think.
Everything I did.
I killed Dumbledore, took the dark mark, went through all of this shit for no reason.
I closed my eyes and sobbed.
I felt a new set of hand on my face and snapped back into reality.
It was Harry's hands.
"I k-killed Dumbledore." I said.
"I know." Said Harry.
I showed him my dark mark.
"I got the m-mark." I said.
He pushed my arm down.
"It's okay." He said.
"I have to fight against you, it's too late."
I said.
I looked back at everyone else and they watched.
I felt disgusted.
All of my decisions I've made in the past couple of months were based on a lie.
"Your my b-" I couldn't say it, I was so ashamed.
"I know." He said again wiping my eyes.
"I'm a terrible person. No wonder your- our parents gave me up." I said.
"Sierra you didn't know." Said Harry.
I lunged into Harry and pulled him in for a hug.
"I'm so sorry." I whispered.
He hugged me back and I felt so much better knowing he didn't hate me.
"Harry, your the only living family I have left."
Harry nodded.
"Listen I'm sorry I put you under a truth serum, it was the only way." He said.
I sorta laughed.
I pulled up my sleeve showing my dark mark.
"It's okay, I've done worse." I said.
He gave me a sad smile.
"I gotta go I can't help you." I said.
I apparated out and us 6 walked upstairs.
"You okay?" Asked Mattheo.
"Harry was right, it wasn't his fault." I said.
"I feel terrible." I said.
"What's done is done." Said Enzo.
"Are you still gonna fight?" Asked Blaise.
"I have too." I said.
We walked back and I saw Bellatrix speaking to a goblin.
"Consider yourself lucky goblin, the same won't be said for this one." Bellatrix walked around Hermione.
The rest of us stood by them unsure what to do.
I didn't wanna see Hermione getting hurt.
I didn't wanna see anyone I used to be friends with getting hurt.
"Expelliamrus." I heard someone say.
I turned around and saw Ron.
"Stupefy." Said Harry.
We had no choice but to duel them.
We shot spells back and forth until Bellatrix yelled.
"Stop!"
We turned around and saw her holding Hermione with a blade pressed against her neck.
"Drop your wands." Said Bellatrix.
Harry and Ron dropped their wands.
"Pick them up Lorenzo, now." She said.
Enzo grabbed their wands and handed them to Draco.
"Look what we have here." Said Bellatrix.
"It's Harry Potter." She whispered.
"Just in time for the dark lord, call him."
Said Bellatrix.
The 6 of us stood there. We knew this would happen but it was so much harder then we thought.
"Call him." Repeated Bellatrix.
Lucius pulled up his sleeve preparing to call him.
Draco and Narcissa stood behind him.
Suddenly we heard squeaking and looked up.
It was a house elf unscrewing the chandelier.
It started to fall. We all screamed and jumped out of the way.
Harry tried grabbing his wand from Draco and Draco let him take it.
"Stupif elf, you could have killed me."
Said Bellatrix.
Harry, Ron, Hermione, the elf, and the goblin stood there. Ron had his arms wrapped around Hermione.
"How dare you defy your masters?"
Said Bellatrix.
"Dobby is a free elf, and he's here to save his friends."
They grabbed hands and they apparated away.
Bellatrix threw her blade and it sucked into their apparition.
Bellatrix shrieked.
"He escaped." She yelled.
She screamed again apparated away.
"He disarmed me." Said Draco.
"What?" Said Theo.
"When we were dueling, Harry has my wand."
Said Draco.
"How could you be so foolish?" Said Lucius.
"It's okay, take mine dear." Said Narcissa.
"I won't be fighting much."
She said giving Draco her wand.
(Draco's Pov)
April 25th
I grabbed Sierra and pulled her into her dorm.
"Remember all that time ago you had belt marks on your ass?" I said.
"It's my turn to make you suffer." I said.
"Muffliato."