It was 7PM when Soobin finally decided to go home, he told his friends and said goodbye. Soobin was heading to the train station when it suddenly started raining, he put his phone in his pockets and looked up, he thought for a second.
" Maybe I should just walk "
And there he was, ditching the train station to walk heading home while it's raining cats and dogs but for a heartbroken man like Soobin, it felt relaxing for him, he felt alive and free, it was the one moment in his life where he forgot about everyone and everything and just focused on the sound of the rain and the feeling of freedom.
He arrived home. he immediately opened the door not thinking of what his parents would say, but surprisingly it was dark, he turned the lights on and to his surprise, noone was home, he looked to his side and at the clock, 8:12.
He panicked for awhile but thought of something
" I'll just call mom and dad " He proceeds to get his phone from his pocket, he opens it and rings
his parents
" Omma ? Amma ? , Where are
you guys ? " Worried Soobin asked
" I'm still at work, Did something happen ? "
" Oh, no I was just worried so I called you "
" Didn't I tell you that I would go home late today ? "
Soobin looked up, the thought finally came back to him that his mother did tell him this morning" Oh - I must have forgotten "
" Okay, I'm gonna hang up now, my boss is approaching me "
" Okay bye omma, stay safe " Soobin sweetly said
" You too honey " His mother also replied with something sweet
Soobin put his phone in his pockets and headed upstairs. He looked around and felt lonely. The only thing you could hear was the footsteps as he walked to his room as he enters, he lets out a sigh. He grabbed his phone from his pockets and immediately opened ig to text his friends.
ImSoobin :
What are you guys doing ?
Gyu_iscute :
Just doing our assignments
Addractive_Yeji :
You still haven't figured it
out yet ?
Gyu_iscute :
Yeji Unnieeee, help me
HandsomeSquirrel :
Are you bored Hyung ?
ImSoobin :
Very, I have noone to talk to
Penguin_Kai :
Just sitting at the couch talking
shit about someone
Gyu_iscute :
You guys are slow typers
HandsomeSquirrel :
Sorry we don't spend our free time trying to enhance our typing skills
Gyu_iscute :
You're lucky you're cute
ImSoobin :
Come on guys, it's not her fault
she doesn't like me
Gyu_iscute :
Who now ?
Penguin_Kai :
What ? Of course it's not,
she's not even the person we're
talking about
ImSoobin :
Oh that's good then
HandsomeSquirrel :
We're not toxic Hyung
ImSoobin :
I knew you guys weren't but I just thought for a second
HandsomeSquirrel :
Anyways, should we hangout
at Saturday?
Penguin_Kai :
Yeah ! But where are we
gonna hang out at?
ImSoobin :
Anywhere but the park,it
reminds me of her
Gyu_iscute :
Soobin Hyung got dumped?? Oop
HandsomeSquirrel :
The arcade ?
Penguin_Kai :
Not something to be ashamed of Gyu Hyung
Gyu_iscute :
I know, I was about to say I got dumped atleast 7 times
HandsomeSquirrel :
Damn
Gyu_iscute :
It would be 6 if you agreed
ImSoobin :
Are you guys in a relationship
or what ?
Gyu_iscute :
In my dreams
Addractive_Yeji :
Tae, you need to reply to his texts or he's gonna come over to my house and stab me
ImSoobin :
Damn—
ImSoobin :
But the arcade sounds cool,
what time ?
Penguin_Kai :
Maybe like 1:30pm ?
HandsomeSquirrel :
Can we make it 2 ?
Penguin_Kai :
Sure ! Not a problem
Whilst Soobin was texting his friends, he was scrolling through Instagram when he saw what Chaewon posted, it was an old picture of her and Yeonjun holding a panda while both wearing masks when she was still in the same school with him, when he saw that Yeonjun was online he couldn't help but be mad at him, " he knew that I had a crush on her, right ? ".
ImSoobin :
Guys, I'm gonna have to go now
Penguin_Kai :
Bye Hyung !
Soobin thought for a while " I'm gonna stalk Yeonjun, what's in him that I don't have ? " He quickly switched to his other account where he used to stalk Chaewon. He searched Yeonjun's name and surprisingly he saw 2 accounts, the account he's using now and an old account, when Soobin noticed he quickly tapped on the profile of the old account.
Damn it, he said
It's not him
He groaned in frustration and just plopped himself in his pillows, wanting to stab Yeonjun right now when suddenly, he receives a notification it's from Yeonjun
" Soobin-ah ? are you okay ? :'> ".
" Damn it, why am i not mad at him anymore ? I ignored all his messages when I was in Tae's house " Soobin thought, he thought for a minute and decided he should be more mature and reply to his Hyung.
He nervously typed a response
ImSoobin :
Sorry Hyung, I was busy
Junnie :
Oh it's okay, I thought you were mad at me because Chaewon told me something
ImSoobin :
WHAT !? SHE TOLD YOU
Junnie :
Yeah ? She told me you were sad about something and maybe you would blame me for it
This was one time he found Chaewon annoying
Junnie :
Are you okay ?
ImSoobin :
I'm fine Hyung, I don't blame you for it, it's not even your fault
Junnie :
But whatever it is, I'm sorry
ImSoobin :
No, don't apologize, it was
never your fault
Junnie :
Are you sure ?
ImSoobin :
Yes, I am
Junnie :
Have you eaten already ?
ImSoobin :
I don't have the appetite to eat
Junnie :
It doesn't matter, you should
still eat
ImSoobin :
No, I don't wanna eat
Junnie :
Soobin-ah
When Soobin didn't have the appetite to eat, he would never eat even his mother force fed him as a child but he would just spit it all out even if there was torture if he did that. There was one time when Chaewon told him to eat when he didn't have the appetite, he tried eating but he just spat it all out in the end.
ImSoobin :
Fine, I'm gonna cook
instant ramen
Junnie :
Okay ! I'll leave you alone and come back later when you're done
Of course, he didn't eat why would he ?
He headed downstairs to drink water. After he was gonna go back upstairs, his parents opened the door, he quickly greeted them.
" Omma, Amma how was work ? " As he took the coat of his mother and hanged it
" Tiring " His mother replied
" My boss should just kill me than to torture me with his demands, paper work and yelling "
" Don't say that you carrot-eating brat " His wife angrily replied
" Hey ! I love carrots and they love me " You don't hear that everyday, a carrot loving a human
" Amma, You look and act like a rabbit " Soobin added, smiling while saying it. When he received a " really " expression from his dad,he couldn't help but burst into laughter
" I'm gonna go straight to bed, I don't have the appetite to eat " His father said as he was headed to their room, now you know where he
got it from
Soobin stands in the corner waiting for them while smiling
" Honey, we still need to eat " His mother replied while already preparing to cook
His father groans in frustration
" Fine !, I'm doing this because I love you " Soobin chuckles as his mother and father bicker in the kitchen
" Really ? You're cooking ? " His dad commented on his wife preparing the bowls and ingredients of kimchi
" What? Of course not, I'm preparing them for you to cook " A laugh came out of her mouth
" I knew it " Their love and bickering always made Soobin's mouth lift a bit
Soobin told his mom that he wasn't gonna eat anymore and surprisingly, his mother was too tired to force him to so she let him go this one time.
" But you better wake up early tomorrow to eat! Or your ears are gonna be gone from how much I'm gonna pull it ! " Mother's yelling made Soobin silently laugh
He smiled " Okay omma, I'll try if I can "
He still stayed at the table to talk with his parents while they were eating dinner. After they were done, he washed the dishes.
" Hey son " His father who is in their room called him while he was wiping the plates dry
" Yes Amma ? " He wiped his hands as he walked over to their room
" Lets play a few board games before I sleep " His dad said while sitting on the floor of their room
" Sure !, What game though ? " Soobin excitedly responded
Soobin sits down as his father prepares the board game " scrabble "
Soobin always loved playing that game and so did his father. They happily played it, laughing and just enjoying with no care of who's winning.
Time skip: Saturday morning
The birds chirping as the honey comb hue of the sun enters the room through the white curtains. The whirring sound of the cars outside awoke Soobin from his deep sleep but the comfortable and cool sensation of his bed kept him from getting up and starting his day. He was about to fall asleep but it was once disturbed by mother's calls, he replies half-asleep but his mother demands him to come downstairs to eat because he didn't eat the night before. " Atleast my mother cares " He thought.
Soobin groaned feeling like he would fall right away if he got up because of how sleepy he actually is. As he walks down the stairs, he holds the bars tightly because if he doesn't, he may fall down.
" Omma ? " He responds quietly, Soobin was always respectful and he will always be
His mother sips her coffee " Soobin ? You look like you just awoke from the dead " She raises her eyebrows
" Hm " Soobin blinking sleepily as he sits on the sofa of their living room
" When did you sleep last night ? "
His mother approached and sat beside him. Inviting him to rest on her shoulder and without thinking, Soobin quickly does as she brushes her soft hand through Soobin's hair. The feeling of mother's love made Soobin smile while being half asleep.
" Okay, I will allow you this one time, you can go back to sleep if you want to " As she smacks Soobin on the head, awaking him.
Soobin walks to his parent's room and decides it's better to sleep there than waste his time to go upstairs, besides the bed was way more comfortable than the bed he had.
Time skip: A few minutes later
Soobin woke up to the sun beaming on his soft skin. The sound of notifications in his phone, he felt famous just by hearing it. Soobin got up, he was the only one in the house now, as he went out the sunshine brightening the living room was making him feel lonely, he wanted his parents to also see the beautiful scene. He walks over to the counter and starts cooking instant ramen, after he's done preparing his meal, he grabs his phone and checks to see what the notifications were all about. Let's say, it was moments before disaster.
Junnie :
He really thought he would get accepted HAHAHA
ChaeChae :
If I was him, I wouldn't do that honestly
Junnie :
Seriously ? I mean look at that dude, no offense though HAHAH
Soobin was happily chewing his food when he red the messages, It made Soobin's eye widened, the grip on his chopsticks became tight. It was unbelievable and he was completely taken aback by the betrayal of his two dear friends, " they do know I'm present in this gc, right ? " He thought, calling them stupid but also being thankful he found out sooner.
But he thought again, " what if they aren't talking about me ?, they didn't even mention a name so I shouldn't judge it immediately "
Junnie :
I feel bad for you HSHAHAH
Now that proved it, he was furious that without hesitation he left the gc with no goodbyes. Why would he tell them what he's feeling ? They would just judge him even more, besides wasting your energy and time to useless backstabbing bitches wasn't in his vocabulary so he just left without giving them hints to what he felt. He closed his phone and gently placed it on the table, he was mad but he wouldn't break his phone because of it. He wasn't gonna cry but realizing he was alone made him rethink his decision, he burst into tears as the only sound heard was the cars present outside. " I miss my mother, my father... " That was the only thing going in his mind when he was sad.
Soobin couldn't finish his food without tears dropping from his eyes. He just couldn't believe it, he opened Instagram one more time to message Taehyun and Kai but instead saw a post Chae just posted, it was an old video of Chaewon and Yeonjun walking in their school while the sunlight hit their hair, highlighting it, they laugh as they spoke " Ms.Kim is gonna be so mad when she realizes we skipped class HAHAHA " Laughter comes out of their mouths, their happiness made him jealous, was he that bad that he didn't deserve the happiness that Yeonjun and Chaewon experienced ?
A.N's note: Sorry for my long unannounced hiatus guys !, School is just really stressful and I didn't have the motivation to write again :'>> Stay tuned for the next chapter ! This isn't what it looks like promise HAHAHA