Humsafar (short stories)

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Zaviyaar was roaming angrily in the room while Inan was looking at him with fear in her eyes

"I warned you Inan to not tell anyone"
He said gritting his teeth

"It was just a slip of the tongue"
She said making an innocent face

"Sure it was"
He said rolling his eyes

"I got so embarrassed now they will never stop teasing me that was our secret why did you do that Inan"
He said sitting on the bed beside Inan and holding his head in both hands. Inan moved a little bit aside from Zaviyaar

"Okay, I am sorry"
She said holding her ears

"It's okay but don't do this again please"
He said with a smile and was about to kiss her forehead but she moved back he got embarrassed and asked

"May I?"
She took a deep breath and nodded meekly

Zaviyaar held her shoulders and kissed her forehead. Both closed their eyes. They were feeling a different kind of peace that they never felt before. Zaviyaar kissed Zaina on the forehead many times but never felt the peace that he was feeling with Inan. Remembering Zaina something broke inside him which he was trying to heal with Inan's presence. He opened his eyes and moved away from her to see her keeping her gaze low while blushing. He smiled automatically and took out his phone. Inan's trance broke with the sound of the click. She looked up immediately to see him clicking her picture. She covered her face with her hands saying

"Zaviyaar please stop it! I am looking like a mess"

"Shut up you're looking very beautiful with that blush over your face come on Inan let's take a picture"
He said pulling her close while she was resisting

"Please no Zaviyaar I am feeling shy"
She said hiding her face in both hands and making him laugh loudly

"Haha you're so cute Inan, please I wanna take pictures with you. Can't you do that for me?"
He asked her making an innocent face

"But you already took a lot of pictures with your ex-girlfriends still you're not satisfied"
She said mischievously

"Very funny you know everybody's right that one should never share anything with his wife cause she will taunt him for that specific thing his whole life"
He said rolling his eyes

She got close to him keeping her arm on his shoulder and whispering in his ears making a current run through his body

"Sure I will"
She said winking at him and he furrowed his eyebrows hearing her because he was expecting something romantic. She got away from him and started laughing loudly

"You have done a Ph.D. in spoiling romance"
He said frowning and she shivered to hear the word romance

Suddenly he held her hands in his hands saying lovingly
"Inan you're much more important than them. I will not lie that they didn't mean anything to me but I never loved them except one still she can never take your place you are my wife. Only you have the right to this title. You're the queen of my life. I belong to you. I am yours. Is that not enough?"
He asked raising his eyebrows

She got hurt when he told her that he loved Zaina but his next words made her feel butterflies in her stomach. She blushed and nodded yes

"So should we"
He asked her

"Yes"
She whispered to which he giggled and started taking pictures with her

He was repeating the photo shoot that he did with co-actresses but he never got too close to them. He never kissed any actress not even on the forehead but obviously, he was an actor so he knew all the poses because they were offered to him but he rejected them

He asked her to hold his arm with both hands and place her head on his shoulder which she did feeling nervous and shy. He smiled at the camera and took the pictures. Then he made her sit properly and took pictures while kissing her forehead. Then he placed his head in her lap making her gasp but he smiled and took pictures in which they both were staring deeply into each other's eyes. Then he made her sit on the bed behind him he fold her hands around his neck taking pictures with her. Then he took a picture holding her hand in his and kissing it while staring at her face which was blushing and bent down. Then he made her stand and took her near the mirror. He back-hugged her to which she shivered and turned back in his arms asking

"Zaviyaar kya kar rahe hain?"
She said taking deep breathe as her heartbeat increased

"Nothing just taking a picture"
He said turning her and holding her waist in his one hand and taking a picture while nuzzling into her neck

He placed the mobile phone aside and back hugged her again nuzzling into her neck and placing soft kisses on it. She stopped breathing and closed her eyes feeling pleasure. Her whole body was shivering. Suddenly she hissed when he bit her skin but he started soothing it. He lifted his head to see her face which was red like a tomato. He kissed her forehead then her cheeks then her eyes then her nose and stopped for a moment to look at her face looking for any discomfort but finding none he placed his lips on her. Inan was about to get unconscious. She held his shoulders tightly. Zaviyaar wasn't ready to leave her but she tried to push him when she couldn't breathe. Zaviyaar got away from her and joined his forehead with hers. She smiled blushing and pushed him running from the room. He smiled seeing her antics
....................................................................

Zaviyaar came back tired as all the elders left for a wedding leaving him alone with troublemakers and now they used to trouble him more as Inan got added to their gang as well. He told his employee to transfer Inan to Islambad's college branch as he couldn't do it and finally, the process got completed. He had to work all day and after coming back he fell on the sofa but he sat back with a jerk when he heard the music playing as loud as it could he frowned and moved towards Arsam's room as they all used to be in his there all day except sleeping

He opened the door and got shocked to see the scenario. Arsam who was having Hookah passed it to Inan who was enjoying it to her fullest making rings with it while Asad started making a video of Ayan who was standing in the middle of the room while all of them were sitting on the bed. Suddenly Zara changed the song and all jumped cheering on the song and giving Ayan flying kisses who was doing dance
"Patli kamariya mori aye haye hayeee
Teerchi nazariya mori aye haye hayeee"

Zaviyaar was about to get unconscious seeing all this they were so engrossed in themselves and the song was playing very loudly so they couldn't sense his presence
They all were jumping on the bed crazily saying aye haye when Zaviyaar stopped the song and all of them got stuck when they saw Zaviyaar sitting there folding his arms on his chest. He was glaring at all of them, especially Inan who started hiding behind Zara, and Zara started to hide behind Sana who was tryna hide behind Arsam who himself was trying to hide behind Asad while Ayan ran and hide behind Inan making all of them fall on one another screaming loudly. Asad and Arsam fell off the bed while Sana was hanging between the bed and the floor. Zaviyaar sighed angrily and picked up Ayan who was lying on Inan. He was glaring at him as if he will eat him alive. Ayan joined his shivering hands in front of Zaviyaar and looked at all of them for help. Zara and Sana stood beside Arsam and Asad.

"Ahh"
Inan who was tryna get up by holding Zaviyaar's leg made him fall on her and Ayan fell on both of them as Zaviyaar was holding his arm. Ayan got up immediately leaving them in an awkward position. Zaviyaar tried to get up but fell on her again their forehead hit each other making them scream. They both were about to move their head in opposite directions when their lips touched each other making everyone gasp and their eyes wide. Zaviyaar lifted his head to see them covering each other's eyes. He glared at Inan who shivered seeing him so angry. He got up and removed their hands while adding them

"What the hell was happening here? You guys thought elders were not home so you can do anything. I will not let that happen. I will break your legs if I saw anyone having that harmful thing again. I have never in my life even touched a cigarette and here my siblings and my wife enjoying Hookah. How stupid I am to let you guys alone. Now all of your freedom will end. From now onwards you will do everything with my permission. I will keep a check on the results of your company and everything. I have never been strict with you guys but you guys are taking advantage of my leniency who played that cheap song and of course Ayan how can I forget you your dance was awesome"
He screamed

Everyone's eyes were about to come out of their sockets listening to him that they had freedom before and he will check their report cards and they were about to die listening to the last part that he never had been strict on them such a big lie at the same time

"But Bhai it's not harmful as cigarettes"
Arsam mumbles

"Shut up. I will deal with you guys tomorrow"
He said glaring at all of them

"And where's my young innocent beautiful wife"
Zaviyaar taunted gritting his teeth while turning toward the bed where Inan was lying and seeing everything in the same position as he left her. Her feet were towards the bed's headboard. Her arms were lying below the bed. Zaviyaar bent on her face whispering

"I will train you how to make rings with Hookah"
He said in a furious voice saying this he stood up and pulled her from her arms making her sit and made her stand on the floor

He sat on the bed and ordered them making their eyes wide
"Now you guys will do sit-ups until I stop you and Ayan you will repeat that until I tell you to stop"

He played the song and they all started doing sit-ups while Ayan was dancing. Inan who got tired as he was making her do sit-ups for the last five minutes asked

"Can I change my task with Ayan"
Zaviyaar widened his eyes listening to her

"Obviously , no"
He stopped the music and held Inan's wrist

"Your punishment is remaining"
He warned them before dragging Inan with him to the room
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He pushed her inside the room and locked the door making her gulp.
He pushed her towards the door locking her between his arms

"What was that"
He asked angrily

"N Nothing"
She stammered

"I am asking Inan Zaviyaar Hassan what was that?"
He shouted loudly

"Huh"
Inan gasped covering herself with her hands

"Inan will you answer me?"
He shouted at the top of his voice making her shiver and cry loudly. She sat down on the floor hugging her knees and sobbing loudly

He closed his eyes and took deep breaths to calm himself down. He sat down beside Inan who started moving back with fear stammering
"S Sorry"

"It's okay. It's okay. You don't have to be scared I will not do anything"
He said lovingly holding her hand but she was still looking at him afraid

"I am sorry Inan please get up"
He said trying to make her stand but she was still sitting in the same position

"Please get up look I am holding my ears please get up"
He said holding his ears at which she started staring at him innocently

He made her stand and made her sit on the bed. He sat down on the floor in front of her holding her hands

"Look Inan I didn't like your deed that's why I got angry. I don't want to be harsh on you. I promise I am trying my level best but for me can you please never do that? I am sorry that I shouted at you"
He requested kissing her hands

She smiled and nodded yes

"I will forgive you if you do sit-ups until I stop you"
She said making his eyes wide

"Inan iss tarah nahi kehte"
He tried to make her understand lovingly

"Kyun nahi kehte apne bhi toh kaha tha na aur karvaya bhi tha toh ma bhi kahu gi"
She said stubbornly

"Inan buri baat ma apka shohar hu na"
He said lovingly cupping her face in his hands

"Zaviyaar tab buri baat nahi thi jab apne kiya ma bhi toh apki biwi hu na"
She said cupping his face in her hands

"Lagta hai begum sahiba apne aise nahi manna"
He said

"Ap sahi samjhe hain sartaaj bilkul aise nahi manna"
She coppied him

"Mujhe ghussa bhi a sakta hai"
He said with fake angry expressions

"Woh kab nahi ata"
She said placing her hand on her waist

"Acha ji toh apko mujhse dar nahi lagta"
He asked lifting his eyebrows

"Dar aur Inan Rehman ko huh. Darti toh apne baap se bhi nahi"
She said with attitude

"Correct yourself darling it's Inan Zaviyaar Hassan aur han ap apne baap se toh nahi par apne bachon ke baap se zaroor darti hain"
He said winking at her

She blushed hard looking down but composed herself saying

"Apse kisne kaha ma apse darti hu?"
She asked raising her eyebrow

He laughed loudly listening to her
"Lagta hai ap kuch der pehle wala waqiah bhool gyi meri jaan"

Inan stopped breathing listening to him saying meri jaan. He was giving her shocks after shocks she composed herself

"Woh toh koi bhi dar sakta hai itni unchi awaaz se ohh aur unchi awaaz se yaad aya jayein sit ups karein mujhse bhi toh karvaye na"
She said angrily

"Inan tum toh meri sabse pyari biwi ho bilkul zid nahi krti"
He said holding her hands

"Correct yourself ma apki aik hi biwi hu aur ap ghalat hain mere bare ma I am very stubborn abhi apne dekha nahi hai na. Ma toh shuru se sochti thi mera shohar janati ho ga joh mere sath guzara kar jaye ga ma khud ko mushqil se bardasht krti hu toh mujhe kya pata tha yaha Allah miya mujhe janati banane ma lage hain apke sath shadi kara ke ab ma zameen pe lait ke rona shuru karu ke karte hain ap sit ups apni bari achi baat nahi hoti aur neri baar sab jayaiz"
She said with a smirk on her face

Zaviyaar remembered the second day of nikkah when she wasn't even able to stand but came to the dining table just because of stubbornness but he was suppressing his laugh listening to her

After making him do sit-ups for exactly five minutes she permitted him to sleep

Now they both were lying on the bed.
Zaviyaar kissed her forehead to which Inan kissed him as well timidly. Zaviyaar giggled at her response. Zaviyaar was very tired so fell asleep immediately and snored more loudly. Inan tried to cover her ears but still, she couldn't sleep. She sat up and started crying. Listening to her Zaviyaar got up

"What happened now?"
Zaviyaar asked in a husky voice. His voice was already very beautiful and different now his sleepy voice was directly hitting her heart strings

"I asked what happened Inan"
He said rubbing his eyes

"You're snoring loudly I can't sleep"
She said hiccuping

"Ohh I am sorry babe. Please stop crying you should have told me to stop instead of crying"
He said placing her head on his chest

"Like mama stops baba from snoring?"
She asked innocently

"And how does she stops him?"
He asked

"By kicking him"
She answered with innocent eyes

"No, no darling not like that. You should have told me I would have stopped snoring"
His eyes widened listening to her answer

Inan nodded and they finally fell asleep
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Today Zaviyaar came early from the office. Inan got shocked to see him. He sat on the sofa rubbing his forehead while keeping his eyes close

"You came back early today"
She asked offering him water

"Hmm"
He started drinking water

Inan was observing Zaviyaar who was looking extremely tired. He got up and go into the washroom and came back after changing his clothes. He lay beside Inan on the bed keeping his arm on his eyes

"Everything's okay Zaviyaar?"
She asked keeping her hand on his shoulder

He removed his hand and looked at her with his red bloodshot eyes

"Zavvi what happened"
She asked him worriedly

He didn't reply but instead placed his head on her lap. She got shocked and didn't know how to react. Zaviyaar placed her hand on his hair and caressed his hair. Inan got his signal and started caressing his hair

"Zavi what happened please tell me"
She asked worriedly

"Ghaziyaan and Zaina are coming back"
He said with tears in his eyes

Inanʼs hands stopped for a minute as she tried to understand the situation and then she continued caressing his hair looking at him who engrossed in his past

Flashback

"Zavi you know Zaina again snatched my lunch. I don't like her why does bare baba keep a friendship with her baba? I will ask bare baba to break friendship with her father. She's a thief she stole my lunch"
A ten-year-old boy was saying to his brother who was exactly like him

"It's okay Ghazi you can have my lunch but don't call Zaina a thief you're my good brother right"
He said hugging him who smiled and hugged him back

"Davi loot he's talling me a thief. I don't like youl fat brother"
Zaina said in babyish tone

"Zavi look he's calling me a theif. I don't like your fat brother"

"Zaina don't call my brother fat he's very handsome and you're a good girl right then why do you always eat his lunch"
He asked making her sit beside him

"Because I hate him"
She sniffed

"Shut up you kid I am older than you respect me"
Ghaziyan started fighting

"Okay okay stop fighting you both are very good people and I love you both so much"
He said hugging them

"We love you too"
A trio of them were hugging each
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"Zavi somebody will see us please get up"
20 years old Zaina who was sitting in 23 years old Zaviyaar's room tried to warn him as he was lying with his head on her lap

"Nobody will come don't worry Ghazi will handle everything"
He winked at her

"And what if he comes"
She asked holding his ear

"Ahh stop it Zaina and I am completely fine with Ghazi seeing us he's my brother my best friend I love him so much and I am sure he loves me more. It's not like I am gonna hide anything from him so he can see us"
He said kissing her hand

"Still Zavi I don't like him"
She told tolling her eyes

"Don't talk about him like this Zaina"
Zaviyaar told Zaina he was feeling angry but couldn't take out his anger on her

Zaina nodded yes holding her ears to which Zaviyaar smiled and kissed her forehead

Ghaziyan who was already upset as he got scolded again because of Zaviyaar's marks got furious listening to Zaina. He entered inside

"Don't you have manners, Ghazi? You should have knocked first"
Gain a shouted

"Ohh, please miss enemy I don't need your permission to enter here. Zaviyaar will never stop me"
He screamed

"And that's why you take advantage of everything. You make Zavi bad in everyone's view and call yourself his friend, his brother no you are his enemy and Zavi's enemy is my enemy"
She screamed standing in front of him

"Zaina stop it love"
He tried to relax her by caressing her shoulders

"I am sorry Ghazi ignore her you're my life. I don't mind anything"
He said holding Ghaziyan's hand and kissing on it

"How long will you bear it Zavi he told everyone that you drink but he's the one who does. He told everyone that you roam all night and come home late but he's the one who does this. He told everyone that you have affairs with girls but he's the one who has affairs. He puts every blame on you and you accept that as a sign of friendship that's not friendship"
She screamed pushing Ghaziyan

"He's my brother Zaina stop it"
He whispered angrily holding Ghaziyan

"And who am I?"
She asked with tears in her eyes

"You both are the most precious thing in my life. I love you both. I want you both to have a good bond. I will die if any one of you will get away from me"
He said hugging both of them but Ghaziyan and Zaina were glaring at each other suddenly

"No Zavi he's jealous of you I listened to him saying he hates you. He can't achieve anything in his life that's why this loser keeps getting jealous of you"
She said while crying

"Stop her Zavi otherwise I will kill her"
Ghaziyan screamed and left

"You shouldn't have said that Zaina that might be a misunderstanding sweetheart. He's my brother I love him so much, please don't do this for me just for me stop hating him it hurts me to see you both hurt. You guys are my lifeline hmm"
He said holding her hands in his

"You can't leave him for me"
She asked while hugging him

"You're very precious to me Zaina. You are my first love. I can't live without you. I can give my life for you but this is the only thing I can't do. Please baby I am sorry"
He said lovingly

Zaina left angrily, On the other hand, Ghaziyan was smirking planning something else
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"Zaina I am waiting outside Zavi is not well he's in the hospital. He's calling you,  I am here to take you to the hospital please come with me"
Ghaziyan called her standing outside her house

Zaina came and Ghaziyan started driving towards the farmhouse

"Where are you taking me?"
She asked scaredly

"You will get to know miss enemy"
He smirked

He parked his car and dragged Zaina inside the flat

Zaina got shocked to see a priest and Ghaziyan's friends sitting there. Ghaziyan took her inside the room and pushed her onto the bed

"You have to do nikkah with me"
He ordered her and started smoking a Cigarette

"I will never do this I am your Bhabhi shame on you, Ghaziyaan think about Zaviyaar he will be so hurt. I can never do this. I will not betray Zaviyaar for anyone"
She was about to leave when he said

"Not even for Zaviyaar"
She got shocked and turned towards him who showed her a video in which a snipper was holding a gun at Zavi who was sitting inside the car waiting for his mama to come back after shopping

She was about to call Zaviyaar when Ghaziyan snatched the mobile phone from her

She requested him a lot and even held his feet but at last for her love, she accepted that devil as her husband. Someone has to die Zaviyaar or her so she decided to kill herself. When everyone raised their hands for Dua she for the first time asked anyone else than her for Zaviyaar. She didn't ask anything for her she just asked for a good life partner for her Zavi on the other hand, Ghaziyan was feeling so much guilt. He wanted to kill himself to betray his friend but as always his hate overcome his love. Now he will prove everyone wrong he can achieve more than himself.

He took Zaina with him and announced in front of everyone that his wife. Zaviyaar was so shocked to react, he was just looking at their face. He felt somebody snatch his soul. He just said one word in a broken voice

"Why Ghazi?"
He said with tears in his eyes

"Because I hate you Zaviyaar Ali Hassan you thought you will achieve anything in the world. You wanted to make me feel like a loser by winning those awards and Zaina. Look I snatched your everything. Now you don't have anything your childhood love is my wife. You're a loser. You got betrayed by your so called best friend and love. Oh my God, poor Zaviyaar. How stupid you are. I destroyed you Zaviyaar. I did it. I hate you so much. I wanna kill you bloody"
Ghaziyan shouted making everyone scared and shocked as he was acting like a psycho but that day he killed Zaviyaar. What did he mean by he wants to kill him he already murdered him brutally can a dead person die again? That was the only question in his head there were just two persons with whom he can never be angry but today he became the same Zaviyaar as he was for everyone even worst than that. Ghaziyan's betrayal killed him. He killed his heart

"Just once. Just once if you asked Zaina from me I would have given even though I know I will not be able to live without her. Just because of you I will never be able to trust anybody again. You killed me Ghaziyaan. I hate you. I hate you more than anything in the world. I will not leave you. You hurt my Zaina. You hurt me. You were my only secret keeper. You were my best friend. You were my brother today you were ready to kill me just in case Zaina didn't get ready for nikkah. Zaina why did you do this it would be better if he killed I would have died peacefully look I am alive but I am still dead I will kill this......."
Saying this he started punching him both were beating each other everybody tried to stop them, Iram and Saima (Ghaziyan's mother) started crying seeing them holding each other's neck the eyes which used to hold immense love for each other were now holding rage. ALI Hassan and Arman (Ghaziyan's father) were trying to separate them but they were not leaving each other

Zaina was crying silently standing in the corner she was feeling like the most helpless soul right now

Iram started crying loudly seeing her sons killing each other she joined her hands in front of them only then they left each other. They both loved their mother so much. ALI Hassan came and slapped both of them who were bleeding badly. After seeing all of this Armaan announced that he will take Ghziyan and Zaina to a foreign until both brothers don't stop hating each other or at least don't kill each other. He talked to Zaina's parents and apologized. All the elders apologized and made them agree to their decision. That's when both of the persons whom Zavi used to call his life got away from his life leaving him with a dead heart

Flashback ended

"Zavi what are you thinking? I am here with you. Everything will be fine. Don't worry"
She said kissing his forehead

Zaviyaar didn't say anything he was just staring into her eyes with tears rolling down his eyes

"Zavi, please don't do this. I am getting hurt. Please don't cry"
She said with tears in her eyes. She couldn't see him hurt

He hugged her hiding his face in her belly. She could feel his tears

"I need you"
He stammered

Inan started trembling badly listening to his words. She removed her hand from his hair

"It's okay if you aren't comfortable I will not force you"
He was about to get up from her lap but she held him down nodding yes

He smiled sadly he got up and kissed her eyes, cheeks, nose, and finally her lips he was ranting all his pain all his frustration in that kiss but she didn't stop him. He nuzzled into her neck. Then he intertwined their fingers and threw her dupatta. She was feeling pain although he was gentle still that night she didn't stop him and he was trying to forget all of those horrible memories by feeling the peace he was getting from a halal relationship. They both were trying not to hurt each other but both were hurt

Author's note
Uff that was a long chapter. Hope you guys enjoyed it. Leave your lovely comments down below. Your response makes me write more. Love you guys ❤️

Allahafiz,
Bye

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