ANGSTY CUZ I HAVE FINALLY RECOVERED FROM DOUBLE LIFE >:D
(Just a random excuse to cry :'])
This could be another ending to the break up story but idk
I will start posting a lot again soon (maybe if Grian makes another life series episode but I might post before that)
This will include arguing soo yey :^
*Scar pov*
Ah yes, Lilacs and poppies. Grian's favorite flowers. Although he seemed sad when he told me. He also never really told me why he loved them so much, and I don't remember much of my past. It all just feels like a blur.
I also love giving them to him too for some reason.
As I was searching for a Grian, I spotted him..talking to bigb? I could barely see them both. What are they doing? Should I listen in? Well.. there's no harm in trying..right?
Well that was probably my worst mistake ever, cause the first words I heard was
"Secret soulmates?"
My heart absolutely shattered into a bajillion pieces. I felt so distraught, I wanted to yell at him right now. But I couldn't. I just ran back to our base, well..his base now.
And before I knew it, he was back home. "Hey love! What are you up to?" Grian smiled at me. A bittersweet taste appeared on my tongue. "Don't call me that." I spat, "what?" He giggled with nervousness on his tongue "You heard me. Do not call me that." I muttered loudly,
"what do you mean, Scar? He looked at me in confusion. "You think I'm stupid?" I vocalized in anger "no! Of course not!" He was a good actor, I won't lie. But I won't fall for the same trick twice.
"Go to your secret soulmate, I don't care." I yelled, he looked like he'd seen a ghost. "What?" He smiled nervously. "I can't believe i fell for you" a tear fell. "W-" "Go!" I yelled which made me burst into tears.
I suddenly felt a comforting touch on my shoulder "Scar, we can talk about this!" Grian pleaded, "talk about what!? Your secret soulmate?" I argued at him, "Scar please!" He cried out as I ran to my stuff. "Just go. You have bigb" I rolled my eyes, he took a deep breath, scribbled out something on a book and began to speak"you know what!? Maybe I will go!" He said as he threw a book at me and left in frustration. He..actually...left. Why did he give me this book anyway!? I should just read it, why does it even matter anymore.
Huh? His diary?
Dear diary, Bigb accepted my gift today. We're secret soulmates now! It might sound weird but I kind of regret it. I want to be with Scar and scar only. I just thought that since I kept hurting him, I wouldn't be able to anymore if I wasn't with him. But I want to be with him. Why do I leave everyone I love? I do like bigb but I like Scar more. I never actually agreed to the secret soulmates when he asked me. I'll have to give it some thinking.
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Curiosity really killed the cat.