When Lu Qingyan returned to school, there was still half an hour before the end of evening self-study.
He swiped his card in from the back door. The guard knew him very well. He turned a blind eye and muttered, "If you always skip class, you won't be the first in the exam next time."
Lu Qingyan smiled and waved at them. waved.
When he walked into the school, every teaching building, from the first floor to the fourth floor, was lit up, bright and very eye-catching in the night.
In each classroom, dozens of students are doing their homework, taking the opportunity to chat and eat snacks during the ten-minute break between classes.
Lin You was also among these students. He must have finished his homework a long time ago, but today there is no Lu Qingyan by his side, so he can only lay down on the table alone in boredom.
Lu Qingyan stepped on the circle of light cast by the street lamp and walked to the door of the teaching building, but turned a corner and went around to the other side.
Instead of entering the classroom, he went to the South Building.
Swipe the card to enter the apartment, and walk all the way to the roof along the side stairs. The moonlight is as clear as water, and there is no one on the roof. It was the end of November now, and the night wind was already very cold. He chose a place with backlight to sit down, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and lit it.
Because Lin You hates the smell of cigarettes, he basically doesn't smoke.
In Lin You's words, smoking will not grow taller.
Lu Qingyan, who was over 185, pretended to be very convinced.
Lin You, thinking of this name and the face that came to mind along with the name, Lu Qingyan felt a slight pain in his heart.
During the recent period, he didn't see anything unusual on the surface, but actually every minute spent by Lin You's side was a torment for him.
To him, Lin You has always been like a brother.
They grew up together, went to the same school, will find jobs close to each other in the future, and will be together for decades to come.
Until they turned into gray-haired old men, sitting on the deck chairs and basking in the sun together.
But other than that, things that have nothing to do with Lin You, such as falling in love, getting married, and having children, he never seriously considered.
Let nature take its course, anyway, we are together with Lin You.
The people around him fell in love one after another, and Lin You whispered in his ear, this omega is super cute, and that beta is very beautiful, but while he agrees, his heart is calm.
He has no one he likes.
No matter how beautiful and charming the omega is, no matter how sweet the pheromone taste is, it's not enough to make his heart flutter.
Until Lin You also differentiated into an omega.
Lin You who grew up with him, Lin You who sat in his arms eating, Lin You who dozed off and asked him to hug.
...
Lin You who kissed him.
Lu Qingyan took another drag on his cigarette and looked at the teaching building with lights on in the distance.
Today Xiao Ping broke his mind with one word, saying that he likes Lin You, that he is pitiful, and dare not tell Lin You.
What Xiao Ping said was right and wrong.
In fact, before today, he had been avoiding this matter.
Because it was not someone else, it was Lin You.
That was in his mind, Lin You, who would support each other for decades and stand behind each other forever.
If it is any other person, no matter what age or gender, if you like him, you will chase him.
Regardless of the consequences, not even seeking results.
Only Lin You made him look forward and backward, in a dilemma.
He didn't even dare to confirm whether he was really attracted to Lin You, how much of this excitement was caused by the bewitching pheromones, and how much of it was because he really fell in love with his little boy.
Lu Qingyan sat on the rooftop for a while.
When he was smoking his second cigarette, the door to the roof was pushed open.
He turned his head and took a look. In the night, a tall figure walked in from behind the door. He was wearing the same black school uniform as him. His skin was very fair, his eyebrows were black, and he had an indescribably deserted feeling.
Xue Yixin also saw Lu Qingyan, and he greeted casually, "You're here too."
Lu Qingyan watched Xue Yixin walk over, sat down beside him, and took out a cigarette from his pocket.
With a click, orange-red sparks lit up in the night sky, illuminating the omega's cold profile.
Lu Qingyan felt a little strange, he had never seen Xue Yixin smoking, although Xue Yixin had never seen him either.
He could tell that Xue Yixin must also have something to worry about.
On a huge rooftop, two disturbed people were crammed empty.
"Tang Chess is not allowed to draw." Xue Yixin seemed to know what he was thinking, and explained to him lightly, "Remember to keep it secret for me."
Lu Qingyan said "Yes", "Then don't tell Lin You either."
Lu Qingyan was used to it He doesn't like to talk to people.
But after sitting for a while, he saw Xue Yixin holding the phone, Tang Qi's face flashed across the screen, and asked abnormally, "Are you and Tang Qi a couple?"
"Yes." Xue Yixin didn't agree. Dodging without even raising his eyelids, "I forced him to be with me."
He didn't smile when he said this, and as soon as he left Tang Qi, he became indifferent, unable to tell whether it was a joke or the truth.
Lu Qingyan didn't ask any further questions.
He just squinted his eyes, watching a large number of people rushing out of the teaching building, and suddenly asked, "How did you find out that you like Tang chess?"
Xue Yixin turned to look at him, as if he thought his words were interesting.
"You like a person, do you still need to find out? Your eyes have been looking at him, and you can't tolerate other people. When you look at him, you want to live with him until you grow old." Xue Yixin smiled slightly, his eyes Become gentle, "When you look at him, your heart beats fast, but when you think of him, your heart softens."
Lu Qingyan looked at the lights in the classroom that were turned off one by one.
The entire campus is full of students talking and laughing, noisy and mixed together.
His Lin You was also among them.
"Do you like Lin You?" Xue Yixin took a puff of cigarette and asked casually, not like poking other people's concerns, but chatting after class.
Lu Qingyan didn't deny it, "Is it obvious?"
"No," Xue Yixin said, "But it's obvious to me."
Xue Yixin finished his cigarette, looked at the time, stood up, "I'm going back first , Tang Qi went back to the dormitory. Let’s pretend we haven’t seen each other today. Don’t worry, I won’t tell Lin You.”
After he finished speaking, he waved his hand at Lu Qingyan and walked towards the door of the rooftop.
When his hand was about to hit the door, Lu Qingyan called him from behind.
Xue Yixin stopped.
Lu Qingyan asked, "Does Tang Qi know that you are an alpha?"
Xue Yixin turned around, leaned against the door, and looked at Lu Qingyan for a while, his eyes were definitely not friendly.
Lu Qingyan looked at him calmly, "I won't tell others either."
Xue Yixin smiled lightly, opened the door and left.
He didn't answer.
Lu Qingyan didn't come down, he was still a little messed up, and he couldn't face Lin You's face very well.
He has been looking at this face for more than ten years, but he has never felt that this face will disturb his mind like now.
When Lu Qingyan returned to the dormitory, the pendulum of the dormitory had passed ten o'clock.
He opened the door, but the lights in the room were not turned on, the curtains were not drawn, and the moonlight dimly illuminated the room.
Lin You sat on the sofa in the living room, curled up into a ball, and fell asleep.
After Lu Qingyan changed his shoes, he walked over lightly. In the clear moonlight, Lin You closed his eyes, his lips were slightly parted, and his eyelashes could be counted in the hazy light and shadow.
Lu Qingyan couldn't help rubbing Lin You's side face.
Lin You seemed to feel something, frowned, and struggled to open his eyes a little.
"You're back," he said vaguely, looking up at Lu Qingyan with difficulty, muttering, "What time is it?"
"Why are you asleep here?" Lu Qingyan asked.
He clearly guessed the reason why Lin You slept here, but he insisted on asking and listening to Lin You himself.
Lin You yawned, "Wait for you. I sent you a text message and you didn't reply. I just sat here and waited for you for a while, but I fell asleep."
Lin You yawned again while speaking, eyelashes There were a little overflowing tears on his face, and his eyes looked a little sleepy and red.
But he subconsciously smiled at Lu Qingyan, the corners of his mouth curled up, revealing an inconspicuous dimple on his left cheek.
Lu Qingyan looked at the little dimple.
On this hazy moonlit night.
He suddenly understood what a beating heart was.
How could he not like Lin You?
He obviously liked Lin You too much.