Chapter-40
"Mm daddy daddy if you want it drop the addy give me love give me fendy my balenciaga daddy"
Riddhima
My heart is pounding so much that im sure vansh is actually able to hear it thrum but i don't care instead i force my shaking hands into fist and look at him
"W-what?" i asked
Sophie happens to be his daughter? Is this some sort of joke?
Vansh licked his lips and looked at the Celine and a sigh left his lips
"Yes babygirl i know its actually alot to take but it's time you know it" he paused before looking straight into my eyes "it was never an accident but a murder" he said and tears stings my eyes as a choked breath left me
All the time i cried and asked to god why he took her from me but instead finding out she was brutally murder
But by the hands of a sick lover of her?
What if i was in the car?
What if he comes for me?
And that's when i just can't breath anymore and i found my own hands squeezing my throat
Two warm hands hold both of my wrists in a steady grip as vansh pulled at my hands looking at his eyes i see nothing but concern and fear
I don't hear what he was saying instead focused on his lips that are moving and i tried to read the movements
B-R-E-A-T-H
That's what is coming out of his lips and i realized I'm not breathing so i slowly tried to exhale very slowly so i dont choke again and when i did i inhale softly again and exhale just as the white i was seeing is fading
And focused on the warm lips close to my ear moving and breathing out the words 'inhale and exhale'
I did spend the next minutes taking enough breaths to calm me down and when i opened my eyes all i see is vansh's shirt he removed his blazer the moment we enter so all im staring is at his white shirt
Looking up i see his eyes that are looking directly into mine and realized we are laying down on his bed he holding me to his chest
"It's okay baby you are okay you are with me" he said and i nuzzle my head to his neck sighing in content when i did so
Nothing but he makes me feel safe
And i won't give up the warmth he assured me
"You know it hurted me so much when i saw the other day sophie coming out of your bedroom and wearing just your shirt" i whispered
"Have you fucked her?" i asked looking deep into his eyes those soften open seeing the fear and tears
He kissed my forehead "no baby i did not touched her i swear I did not even touch a hair of her that day i have never been touched her since i fucked you riddhima " he said his eyes darkened
"Since you lost your virginity to me you are my precious little gift and i promised to cherish you forever" he said and my heart started to pound at his words
He can be so sweet
But then i remember
"Wait how do you know about the murder how did you find it out?" i asked
He sighs "after the accident it wasn't clear what happened but your father he never did believed that it was just a murder but the case was already closed as i said the american piece of shit had more power in that time" he explained but i frown
"Then?" i asked
"Well your father after some years got more suspicious as time went one day he found your mamá's Journal" he said and my eyes widen
"There it was all written about their past and when you were born bruce tried to barge into her life again she wrote it all down and that's how we found out about that the accident was not just a accident it was planned, murder" he explained and my eyes widen in fear
What did he gain from that?
Taking away a mother from a child?
That American piece of shi—
Wait
"Did you not said he was russian mafia's second in command? Then how could he be american" i asked him as i remembered when he addressed him as it
"Yeah he is american the head of the mafia of russian family shifted here in america after Soviet Union—" but i cut him off
"Wait soviet Union? It was a political state wasn't it?" i asked him
He nodded but frown as i rudely cut him off
"But it does not exist does it?" i asked him he shook his head
"It does not so after the flag officially becomes russians the russian mafia broke into two some stayed at the moscow the political centre of russia well they broked into half cause they wanted more power so they came here instead"
"To take the american mafia they wanted the two state to work together and then they wanted to take over the italian mafia aka famiglia" he explained
"Famiglia?" i asked " refers to the italian mafia family" he said and i nodded
"Then what happened to the american family?" i asked at which vansh smirked
"After coming here they saw that the american mafia belonged to italian they took over them way before the russian thought about taking them" he said as he looked deep into my eyes
My eyes are wide as i connect all the piece if Informations
"Which means the italian mafia and American mafia are same?" i asked cluelessly i dont think so i make senses at all but i don't care cause this shit is twisted as fuck
He chuckles "yes babygirl two countries mafia is one which makes the family more powerful than anything in this whole world" he said as his eyes shines with dark glint
"But why would the american's gave away their power? " i asked
"They did not gave away the current capo's mother was a beautiful american women and the only heir of the mob boss so when an alliance of alina knight marrying knox morreti came they agreed and marry them both hence the two powerful families are working together"
"As alina had no sister or brothers and she married the powerful man so they decided it would be good if knox becomes capo and he did till then he never disappointed the people of his famiglia he stayed put untill their heir was old enough to take over and he did" he finished and my heart stopped
"Alex moretti the current capo and the most powerful man" i connected and he smiled at me
"There babygirl you got it" he said but i can't shaken the feeling of fear
He always gave the dangerous vibes
No wonder why
Cold dark eyes tattooed flesh
"But how does there come this? He is helping you to get bruce?" i asked
Vansh nodded "actually we both have something to gain this from" he said with a dark glint in his eyes as it shine in the dark
Making me freeze
"A-are you— are you connected to the mafia?" i breathed out
He looked at me then hastily nodded "well somehow babygirl i don't fully work for them nor alex work for me we are acquaintances and as i said we both have something to gain of me revenge and him something as same as revenge too " he said
And i rolled my eyes "you are just talking riddles my bullshit which i dont happens to understand" i said frowning
He smiled
...
The air of Christmas night hitted me different making me shiver and i snuggle closer to vansh's chest
Its past 11 pm
One hour till Christmas ends
It's been one whole year since i met vansh since he pulled me towards him since i did all the craziness and seduce to get him
Now laying on his chest nothing but feels very much happy i can't describe the feeling it is too much
Today i got many gifts all from my new family and i got them my first gifts too after all they have done so much for me
I smiled
He looks very much cute in a position of this
And mostly feels like
Mine
He feels like mine
Love
Is a strong word that i never happened to understand truly cause love is different
Love that i got from my father was one and the love that makes you weak in the knees
The love that makes your heart shudder is another thing
A person only can make you feel like it
This love that i'm talking about is this makes you giddy and all smily this love
It feels like home
And i have grown to realized that i do infact love this man
Dearly
"I love you" i whispered not expecting him to hear but when he did my heart stopped
He pulled me impossibly closer so im on top of him as he opened his eyes
"I-i thought you were asleep im sorry if i wake you up" i whispered
There is no wayyyyy
My heart is beating as if it runned marathon
He sighs
"You know growing up the women i met they did not even got closer to my heart" he begins as he looks up at the ceiling and chuckled
"They tried many things but i just never felt anything with them It's not like im blaming them they deserve much more not an asshole like me" he said i frown
"Don't say that you are not an asshole"i said
He chuckled again
" but you know baby? You proved me wrong you made me feels emotions anger happiness and most importantly hurt you made me feel them and that's when i realized that you somehow pulled at my heart strings" he finished and my eyes started to sting
He swallowed
"You made me realize that I'm capable of having feelings too im capable of loving too and i do love you baby i happens to love you too" he said and finally my tears falled
Pulling him closer i kissed him with all i have
And this finally felt completed
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So hi i have a Christmas gift and thats it how was it?
I really hope you guys like the chapters i wrote it in rush so i can finish it
Moving on
I watched Wednesday and it was so freaking amazing
I loved it
Jenna played so amazingly
I can't wait for the next season
Also i watched enola holmes and it was quite a good movie too