I never thought
I'd be happy
I never though
Someone cared
But then you
Came around and
Turned things upside down
And now I don't feel so scared
It was always you
Yes, always you
And you finally said something
You finally pushed through
Now I know how you feel
And that the connection we felt, was real
I finally found
What I couldn't see
It was you,
You were the key
But then...
My mind went back
To that horrible day
When a rumor was spread and
Everything went gray
I pushed you away
Told you to let me grieve,
You kept trying to talk,
But I screamed at you to leave
You moved very slowly
To the edge of the bed
Then you stood up
Shaking your head
I turned away as
The door opened and light
Shined through
You stood there
For a while,
Probably thinking
"What did I do"
Then you shut the door
And tears streamed down my face
Thinking why did I come here
In the first place
Then I remember, because of you
I had heard all the good things
But I wanted to know
If they were true
And they were...
But I pushed you away,
The only good thing that I had
Now I regret it,
And now I'm even more sad
I lay here now,
Curled up in a ball
Not sad nor mad,
I feel nothing at all
I start to hear drizzling
From outside
It seems like Mother Nature
Knows how I'm feeling inside
As it gets harder
I start to say
"Let the rain, wash away,
All my pain, on this day"