Uthando lwabaphansi.

By ZennyMbovu

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2 hearts and 2 souls refusing their destiny , Nkosenye and Nomzamo facing their fate ,a course of the ancesto... More

chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 4
chapter 5
chapter 6
chapter 7
Chapter 8
chapter 9
chapter 10
chapter 11
chapter 12
chapter 13
chapter 14
chapter 15
chapter 16
chapter 17
chapter 18
chapter 19
chapter 20
chapter 21
chapter 22
chapter 23
chapter 24
chapter 25
chapter 26
chapter 27
chapter 28
chapter 29
chapter 30
chapter 31
chapter 32
chapter 33
chapter 34
chapter 35
chapter 36
chapter 37
chapter 38
chapter 39
chapter 40
chapter 41
chapter 42
chapter 43
chapter 44
chapter 45
chapter 46
chapter 47
chapter 48
chapter 49
chapter 50
chapter 51
chapter 52
funeral 🤍🕊️
chapter 53
chapter 54
chapter 55
chapter 56
chapter 57
chapter 58
chapter 59
chapter 60
chapter 61
chapter 62
chapter 63
chapter 64
chapter 65
chapter 66
chapter 67
chapter 68
chapter 69
chapter 70
chapter 71
chapter 72
chapter 73
chapter 74
chapter 78
chapter 75
chapter 76
chapter 77
chapter 79
chapter 81
chapter 80
chapter 82
chapter 83
chapter 84
chapter 85
chapter 86
chapter 87
chapter 88
chapter 89
chapter 90
chapter 91
chapter 92
chapter 94
chapter 95
chapter 96
chapter 97
chapter 98
chapter 99
chapter 99
chapter 100
chapter 101
chapter 102
chapter 103
chapter 104
chapter 105
chapter 106
chapter 107
chapter 108
chapter 109
chapter 110
chapter 111
chapter 112
chapter 113
chapter 114
chapter 115
chapter 116
chapter 117
chapter 118
chapter 119
chapter 120
chapter 121
chapter 122
chapter 123
chapter 124
chapter 125
Authors Note 🫶🏾❤️
Bonus Chapter

chapter 93

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By ZennyMbovu

Olwethu's POV

( A week later)

It's a Saturday today and I'm just lazily sitting in my room I just got off a call with phiwokuhle yeah we are still dating and practically it's been what 11 months

My phone rings just as I decide to take a shower
I just answer it without checking the caller ID

Me:"olwethu here ,wena wuba?"
(Who are you ?)

??:"young OG ,we have a lead on the boy "

I know exactly who this is ,a smile creeps on my face well for the past weeks since my real brother came I have been looking for this sucker who pretended to be him I knew all along ( lol)

I kinda had a feeling but my suspicions were also filled with doubts ,

Me:"I will meet you at the warehouse in 30 minutes "

Skara:"sho"

I hang up the call ,well y'all probably wondering
Ma'ol what are you up to ?

Well my late uncle ,the one who was a gangster but just miraculously died one day well he got sick sure but then still I'm not gangster but I knew some guys on the inside because he kinda has exposed us a bit to that stuff

That's why I had suspicions when Nkosenye or that guy fought me and he was throwing mean punches a part of me saw that was the only way to test the waters

I also know that the real Nkosenye would never and I mean never live free knowing Nomzamo is gone
I met up with some of the guys who am I kidding I ordered the whole gang group they have a lot of respect for this family and we are still the gang leaders just that my dad doesn't want to take over

Skara was my late uncles right hand man they were close and he's the only one I know I can trust for now when they heard there was an imposter trust me they were infuriated and asked why we didn't tell them but it's water under the bridge let's just say that but won't live to tell the tale

I head to my ensuite to take a shower and lotion my body then finally chose an outfit today I just opt for my blue two piece and my white sneakers and a cap dzammmm I look a bit gangster

I take my phone and head out to my car outside but nope Nkosenye has other plans for me ,he startles me just as I walk out the door

Nkosenye:"and then wena ?"
(You)

Me:"good morning"

Nkosenye:"let's skip that part ,uyaphi?"
(Where are you giving?)

Me:"out ? "

Nkosenye:"don't lie to me ,I know you lying and I know that you have been tracking down that boy "

Me:"there are a lot of boys,which one you talking about ?"

Nkosenye:"I wanna come with "

Okay now I just need to be open with him ,I know he knows I just don't want him exposed to this lifestyle dad said only if we need to
We are the most feared family ,but we can't use the cartel all the time

Me:"cha Nkosenye I disagree"
(No)

Nkosenye:"this is about my life "

Me:"no you are staying here what if something happens to you honestly what then huh "

Nkosenye:"so now you are suddenly Rambo nothings going to happen to you "

Me:"okay fine let's go but just be careful ,and plus the boys miss you so it's ayt"

Nkosenye:"let's go I miss us I'm action"

Me:"bro we have never been in action we have always been behind the scenes "

Nkosenye:"whatever I'm driving "

He's ready to kill me

Makhosi's POV

Khanyisile's plan worked the girl is pregnant and ready to become the secind wife and mine let's just say is slowly coming good

That girl is just a distraction in all this plan it was going smoothly but then all things come to an end
I have been at the forest trying to whip the most strongest medicine which can help me make those children weak and I can have some access to their gifts

Me:"I'm gonna need some wood lots of it "

Anyways this one I finally have some control over him he listens to everything I see he's been worse since he isn't being fed off nkosenye's blood so he's just numbe

Me:"we really need to burn that car "

Nomzamo's POV

I wake up and my baby boo isn't next to me,the past few week things have been really busy plus it's back to school now so we have to juggle school ,wedding planning actually we still planning for umembeso

Things between me and Nkosenye are back to the way they were he loves me, I love him and honestly it's been a week since I have heard amanda's name and all these baby stuff I know Nkosenye knows she was behind it but he's letting it pass why again ? Because she's carrying the first born

Today I'm just going to prepare the wishlist like it's our perfect wedding for the white wedding of course I can't believe I'm 16 and planning my dream wedding talk about being lucky

But then guys do y'all blame me ? I have been through enough !!

I walk to nkosenye's ensuite and just take grab my toothbrush and start working on my teeth
I opt for taking a bath today like I need something relaxing and surprisingly I'm happy today anyways it's the weekend vele

After the bath I wrap a towel around my body and we have already moved some of my stuff into his room and the rest are in my room
I moved my stuff back from my house and moved back not by choice though my mom and dad said I am married

Not that I don't know but then it's ayt

Its still to early to I decide on making breakfast and cleaning the house
I wear my baggy jeans just curl them on the end and my Nike air Jordans I know y'all are like who cleans wearing Jordan? Me ......me ....I clean wearing Jordans

I wear my brown and black tank top fits me so perfectly and I still have a weave installed though it's about time I actually go natural Nkosenye said I look more beautiful natural I decide on a doek just to be respectful there's a first tim for everything right

I take my things and head downstairs and my lazy sis in law who is a brat just joking though she is, is sitting on top of the counter can't say I'm surprised

Amahle:"look at you 2023 makoti "

Me:"good morning"

I greet her with a smile

Amahle :"what happened today you are glowing "

Me:"haibo can't a girl just glow "

Amahle:"not you it's too illegal "

Me:"mxm get off the counter and get me some cleaning supplies "

Amahle:"hubby really needs to see this "

Me:"boo it's no shock "

She leaves the kitchen and comes back with a bucket and a mop

Me:"thank you now go get changed and come back so we can make breakfast and clean the kitchen"

Amahle:"I don't clean but because it's you I'm going to try "

Me:'you are such a brat"

Amahle:"it's all thanks to nosipho and nkululeko"

Ma:"hey I heard that "

Ma passes by the kitchen I guess she's in her way to the dining room because she still has her robe on and a cup of coffee

Minutes later amahle comes down wearing a Nike shirt with her love again hoodie it's black with some Yeezy flops

Amahle:"ngeke my skwiza "
(No sis in law )

Me:"what is wrong now ?"

I just mize her and just start sweeping the floor

Amahle :"you look so gorgeous,you should definitely take some pics for Nkosenye"

Me:"you do that honey ,phela Amanda can't clean "

Amahle:"you are so crazy "

She takes my phone and starts taking pics of me ,

Me:"let me see "

Amahle:"you look like a fucking hot mama"

Me:"me? Mama? Hell to the no"

Amahle:"okay you look like there grand wife "

Me:"and lapho I have no rock to show for it "
Amahle:"make it quick Nani already "

Me:"trust me I'm working on it love "

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Me:"I'm doing things I tell you "

Amahle:"what happened now ?"

Me:"even thuso mbedu is liking my snaps now "

Amahle:"really ? Again ? We talked about this "

Me:"its just kind blowing every time "

Ma comes into the kitchen looking pregnant,and kind of stressed

Me:"mommy what's going on?"

Ma:"I don't know my back is really sore"

Amahle:"you should take a break from work I told you that "

Ma:"I'm just AHHHHHHHH"

She starts holding her stomach and we are next to her in worry and also panicking
I look at her thighs and there's some liquid flowing down them ohhhh nooooo

Ma:"my water just broke "

Me:"what!!! How aren't you 7 months ?"

Ma:"I am and I'm due this month"

Okay now they need a lot of explaining to do right here ,

Amahle:"let me go call dad"

Ma:"nomzamo please get the baby bag upstairs"

Me:"no mah I can't leave you alone ...AMAHLE GET THE BABY BAG AND TELL BABA UKUTHI UZOSFICA ESBHEDLELA" (tell dad that he's going to find us at the hospital)

I rush to the keyboard and grab the keys to Mama's Bentley ,my heart is doing a backfkip because I'm driving a Bentley but that's for another time ma is in labor now

I take her hand and help her walk to the car she's taking deep breaths trying to be calm and you know she's making this thing quiet easy for me

Amahle comes back to the car running and shes heavily panting with a baby bag in her hand she gets in the backseat with ma

Ma:"ohhhhhh my PAINNNNNNNNN"

Amahle:"relax ma , nomzamo please let's hurry up to the hospital"

I get into the front seat and drive to the hospital careful not to get into an accident
I park the car and already Baba is outside the hospital perks of being your own boss

His wearing his suit although his tie is already untied he's so worried and stressed
He comes to the backseat and carries ma bridal style

Baba:"relax it's gonna be okay "

Ma:"do not fucken tell me it's gonna be okay carry me inside the hospital so I can push your kids out of my fucked vagina"

O....okay the air is getting tense ,ma is in serious pain manje !!!!
I kinda wanna laugh but this isn't the scene

Amahle:"please call the brothers I don't know where they went off to "

Nkosenye's POV

I park the car outside the warehouse in umlazi ,it's kind of a closed off metal building and nobody does to walk near this section alone because there are the vultures which is the gang

I retreat the key and head out ma'ol follows pursuit
The first one to great is skara well we call him uncle SK we are really close with him and plus he's had a thing for my mother for years but he respects my dad

SK:"My boys"

Ma'ol:"skara"

Me:"uncle SK"

SK:"come give your old man som sugar "

Sarcasm really !!?

I hug him and we head inside the warehouse

SK:"boys ,my boys are here "

The boys turn and I see smiles appearing in their faces cause it's been a long while

Boys:"the young OG 's "

Us:"in the flesh "

Tk:"so y'all the one after this surgery guy "

Ma'ol:"yes it's us "

Axe:"it's been so long ,y'all need to come to one of the missions "

We turn and look at uncle SK

SK:"ummmm ....nope not happening "

Me:"but----"

Tk:"young gangster this one is huh "

Me:"come on are you surprised really "

Axe:"heard the young OG paid lobola "

Me:"to a very amazing young lady "

SK:"I need to see this young lady "

Ma'ol:"ummm not happening "

SK:"really....

Me:"yep karma is a bitch "

SK:"mines just came too early "

The boys start laughing ,and we join in

SK:"so trace tell us the details "

Trace is the geek guy ,he helps track people best in the game

Trace:"well he is really stupid ,he's still using the C63 "

Ma'ol:"dumber than I thought "

Me:"what's the location?"

Trace:"ummm...its---

He's disturbed by my phone ringing ,ohhh no I check the caller ID and it's 'Mrs me ❤️💍"

Me:"excuse me "

I pick up the call cause it might be urgent

Me:"hello......calm down baby I'm fine ........what ? ......when ........right now?....okay we are on our way "

Ma'ol is already behind me waiting for me to update him

Me:"ma is in labor "

Ma'ol:"ohhh shit we need to leave "

Me:"yeah we will keep in touch boys bye "

SK:"kiss nosipho for me"

Ma'ol:"you still have that crush on her dzammmmm"

SK:"till my dying days "

Me and olwethu just smile cause he's never gonna get her and I know my uncle wouldn't attempt to make a move

Nosipho's POV

I am never falling pregnant again the pain I am feeling is just so unbearable I feel my vagina burning slowly tearing apart

I have been pacing up and down the hospital ward and mind you I'm already naked just this hospital gown covering me and I'm honestly so angry and annoyed because I am in pain

Nkulu has been in and out of this ward and I keep chasing him away I don't want to see his face he caused this knowing that I am going to push two giant heads out if my vagina because of him just freaks me out and pisses me off

But then he's my husband I need him here when I give birth

The nurse comes back I'm hoping she's going to tell me it's time already

Nurse :"Mrs dlamini let's check your dilation should we "

I lie on the bed so she can inspect or do whatever she wants to

Nurse :"it's only 8 cm aparts hang in there "

Me:"I am going to fucken kill Dlamini yohhhh"

The pain is excruciating and it's been a while hour since the nurse has been here and there she is again

Nurse:"it's time Mrs dlamini"

Me:"took you long enough finally!!!!"

I lie on the bed and now the pain has build up more and more and more 10 times more I should say giving birth is no child's play but I just focus on my baby

Doc:"okay so I'm going to need you to push "

Nkululeko is holding my hand and he keeps kissing my knuckles trying to calm me down I forget all the anger I had towards him and just push

Doc:"push "

I push so hard while squeezing nkululeko's hands

Doc:"push I see a head "

I push ,push and push and push and push

The first baby didn't cry so I'm guessing that is my simphiwe tears just well up my ears ohhhh mntanami this would have been our moment to hold him and kiss him

Doc:"I'm going to need you to push one last time ,hard this time give it your al "

I think of myself holding my baby and that just drives me off the edge and I push while tears are gushing out of my eyes and minutes later a wailing sound fills the room

Baby:"wahhhhhhhhhh!!!!"

Ohhhh my baby I did it ,I have my own baby again and it's so glorious and also overwhelming

The last thing I see is my baby wrapped in a pink blanket and it's lights out

Nkosenye's POV

It's been an hour since we arrived at the hospital,we have been sitting on the benches nomzamo is next to me she looks out of it

Amahle is I'm ma'ol's arms ok the opposite bench
Baba finally comes back to us with a smile on his face

Baba:"the babies are finally here "

I see nomzamo's face change from sad to happy and tears start flowing down her face
I pull her to my arms and just hug her so tight while she cries I'm not sure whether it's tears if joy or what

Me:"baba what do you mean babies?"

Baba:"let's go and see them "

We all stand up and head to the nursery it's seems like they knows something that I don't know
But I am going to find out what it is I guess mama was pregnant with twins

We head to the nursery and stand at the window while Baba goes inside and shows us the baby there's a name tags on their incubators since they are premature it's been only 7 months

'dlamini'

The look so peaceful and it's a boy and a girl I see baba's face fall with a glint of sadness when he looks at the baby boy

Nomzamo:"simphiweyinkosi"

With that said she comes to me and hugs me and jus let's it all out

Amahle:"ohhhh my baby brother "

She also sobs on ma'ol's chest okay what the actual fuck is going on

Me:"baby what's wrong "

Nomzamo looks at me like realisation just hit her

Nomzamo:"baby .....you don't know ?"

Me:"know what baby?"

Nomzamo:"simphiweyinkosi is a stillborn baby"

My eyes widen with shock and my face falls with sadness , nomzamo still in my arms a lone tear rolls down my cheek now it's my womans turn to comfort me

I just drift off ,I wasn't there when my mother needed me the most

Nosipho's POV

I wake up and the sound of medicine and pill's just first fills my nostrils I remember that I just gave birth to my two babies
And they need me right now

Nurse:"ohh you are finally awake mommy"

Me:"yes ma'am can I please see them ?"

I need to do this ,and the fact that I haeti hold them while he's still too young and knowing very well that his heart isn't heart isn't beating

Nurse:"are you ready for that ?"

Me:"I think so please can I go see them since they are too young "

Nurse:"okay I will go arrange a wheelchair for you "

I nod and tears flood my cheeks again ohhh my baby boy
She comes back with a wheelchair and she helps me get on the wheelchair and she kindly pushes me to the nursery

Me:"where is my family ?"

Nurse:"well they are just waiting for you in the waiting room I will usher them to your room "

Me:"I need some space "

Nurse:"no problem "

She kindly leaves me alone ,my babies incubators are next to each other
I look at simphiwe he is very beautiful and he's a mixture of ma'ol and Amahle he's nothing like Nkosenye

My children took after their siblings ,I look at psalms and she's this beautiful girl and looks a lot like amahle but I see a bit of nomzamo I don't know why

I wheel myself so I am next to my baby boy

I place my hand on the incubator

Me:"hi baby boy sawbona it's me your mother I'm sorry that I wasn't able to bring you to this world safely ,I feel like I failed you as a parent and im sorry baby boy ,this right here next to you is your baby sister she's your little sister and please guide and look down on her in heaven be a good angel my baby shine light upon our lives I love you so much and I need to let you know that you have me the happiest person by coming from my womb I will always love you and I would always be looking up to you deep in my prayers on Wednesday we are putting you to your final resting place and I hope you rest in perfect peace my angel I just wish things didn't turn out like this "

By the time I stop talking teas just come streaming down my face I'm a weeping mess but I'm happy that I finally let him go I need my baby

I take him out of the incubator and lay him on my chest and just sing him a lullaby

Me:"thula......thula.....thula.nana .....thula Sana"

There's tears in between my lullaby and I just can't believe I lost him ,I love him already so much

I kiss him on the cheek both his cheeks and hold him to myself for dear life never wanting to let him go

(⁠。⁠♡⁠‿⁠♡⁠。⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)

Uthando lwabaphansi 💗

Baby psalms is born
Simphiweyinkosi is born but not breathing !!

Ohhhh poor Nkosenye 😭

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