Whats the most painfull thing happened your life that we cant forget even after how many times we tried to erase it with our whole energy , even after how many times we started to move on , we are still stuck ..stuck in the dark hole with a burning heart , may I say it was my childhood traumas ..the traumatic experiances that I had never been erase from my mind you know why ...cause its was my childhood where I need care .. love ..protection ..traumas from childhood are not erased and it will be traumas for my entire life , taehyung gulped the dryeness that feels in his throat , but he doesn't know why he cant open his eyes to see whats happening outside .. the anxieties of his life reminded him more and more that he tried to shut down the voices in his head and he can't , the traumas he felt in his whole life started to play in the system that he again lost
"doc he is having it again , the murmers surrounded the room with quick actions that the man in the bed having seizure while other started treat him like they doing for a week"
"have a coffee appa" .
"I dont want it jinnie ", jin signed and sit near to his father in law who he consider as his dad , he really cant explain how much immense respect he have to this man but in reality the man was a asshole who aboundaned his only 8 year old boy just cause he was in pain .. pain of losing his lovely wife who was pregnant with his 4rth child and he have his side too..can't we blame him.. a common normal man may do the same but a father .. he was mourning and forget about his sons future and he never thought he can see his son in a condition were he was fighting for his life and he can't do anything .
"why you guys didn't tell me" , the middle-aged man asked to his son in law he didn't know how to answer the question may be he really dont want his appa is in pain and guilt seeing his own son in a state that no dad would like to see so he keep silent and sometimes silent was the only solution .. jin got disturbed by the cold tone of the young man who was looking like a mess a real fucking mess
"you tell he is was recovering then why .. why the fuck you telling me that he having epilepsy all of sudden"
"mr jeon we were trying ..really trying ..taehyung was in recovery for 2 days but sorry we didn't know why its all sudden"
"its because you guys didn't know how to treat "
jin shook his head at the stupid attorney who was now arguing to a doctor and he want to really yell at the young attorney what rights he have to even ask about tae's condition ," isn't he the joen Jungkook the attorney ", mr kim asked to his son in law who nodded with a sigh
"unfortunately taehyungs ex husband .." the attorney said with no instrest where mr kim have a surprise eyes knowing his younger son married
"I didn't know he was married .."
"and have child too who was 9 and your elder sons namjoon and yoongi was still didn't have ..its odd right " , jin sarcastically chuckled making the already suprised man go for a double suprise and eventually smiled later and said witha genuine voice
"He must really grown now.."
Don't tell me what to do mr jeon when you have no relation with the patient ..it's been a week and more we were tolerating your insults and tantrums
The younger doctor with good features said to the elder male who was arguing for nothing were the elder brothers namjoon and yoongi who were standing like blank .. with no emotions to show and jin was enough of it its really be a lot now jeon making it difficult and making it hard for him to control his tougue .
"Whats your problem jungkook can't you just go your fucking home and leaving us family alone with our brother ", this time yoongi opened his swag mouth aganist the younger who gulped the tears that formed in his eyes realizing the fact that he didn't have anything to do with his husband's life that he come to know yesterday , he got divorced legally with the mr kim taehyung as per the marriage contract say .
" Jungkook you should go .." jimin tells to his best friend who was in a state loosing himself and he didn't know how jungkook comes to this state he really looks like a lunatic now after knowing he have no roles in taehyungs life, in the first time in history jimin see the great attorney cry not just cry he mourned loudly he sobbed with difficulty to breath and he realize the the cold face of his friend was just a fake mask that he put to hide his vulnerabilities , and he didn't know who will in fault.. where all of them in their story have there own sad stories to say .
"You also jimina ..are you telling me to leave him , how could I.. when this bastards of doctors saying he may go brain death when this situation go worst how can I leave him tell me", jungkook yelled at jimin who sighned deeply and looked at jin who have no expression to tell him a solution to calm the younger .
"You should go mr jeon . taehyung was our responsibility now I dont think there is any use for you to here instead of making problems ", namjoons also let out the sentence feeling guilty somehow seeing the attorneys face which reminds himself of somehow .. the day he Also cried for his husband who was fighting for his life, a miserable face and it really have resemblance of himself and sometimes faults makes us teach many lessons ..lessons we never forget .
Jungkook greeted his teeth finally giving a glare to Mr kim who was near jin and get out from the place with a heavy and half heartly leaving taehyung in a state with some strangers that he didn't have no faith and if anyone's ask him about his faith surely say he have no answer .
The police officer looked at the young men's face with a shy smile where the young boy who was having a blank face enjoying his ice cream like it was sour ..after getting the frustration to silence .the young uniformed police men let out , really pissed
"You don't like ice cream yeonie you were eating like I was forcing you to eat poison."
The cold eyes met with the soft one , where love should started to bloom in such a first day after their marriage , there is only gloomy environment nothing no love , no care not even a glance at each other and it making the younger one really pissed at the elder who didn't giving a damn about his newly Wed husband .
"I really didn't much in to ice cream ", yeonjun said with a blank expression like what in the world who didn't have a single expression form in that beautifull features that's what soobin thought
"Then why your forcing yourself you didn't have to eat yeonjun ..you should tell me wait I will order something . "
"It's Okey.. I don't want I think it's time go to your work ", soonbin interupt by yeonjun who finally nodded and leave the place not really satisfying about the morning date he have with his husband.
" Fucking finally..." , yeonjun breathened out the fresh air that he was holding for an a hour now cause of his husband that he not so fond off
" You should be happy after destroying everything "
Yeonjun looked backward hearing a someones sound , so familier yet faded from his brain
" Jungkook ".
" I didn't know you were married .. ," jungkook said with a smirk making the younger gulp at the sight the night mare he was having was now in front of him with life to make his already difficult life more difficult .
" What did you want " .
"I want that contract , the marriage contract that you made for me and taehyung", jungkook said with a calm tone making yeonjun heartbeat rise ..feeling all past running through his head " you changed ..you know now how to be scared ", jungkook said in a sarcastic tone making yeonjun take a breath straightly looking at jungkooks doe eyes , he put his hands on pocket in a way of showing his authority.
" How is he doing .. "
" Who", jungkook frown and asked back even though he knows who he referring
" Oh.. your taetae hyung barely have a heartbeat ..satisfied ", that's it yeonjun was no near to calm the guilt he stored was loudly ringed in his ears as some strange voices but he controlled not to take out his terrible state.
" I .I.. lo.", yeonjun was again cutted when jungkooks phone ringed and he take it hurriedly making his heart beat rise of a fear to hear the bad news but he really got suprised when jungkook fall on the seat fully exhausted like he got a shock hearing someting yeonjun scaredly take the phone where call id saying chim who was calling his bestfriends name with concern and worried ,he asked with concern
" What happened "
" Oh .. is you with jungkook ", the otherside asked yeonjun who responded with just humm
" Humm "
" Can you please drop him to KT hospital its urgent please fast don't make him drive he was drunk when he come to see you .. "
The otherside said ..making yeonjun nodded with a" yes "and he cutted the call only to see jungkook crying like a baby in a sit with his knees tightly squeezed to his chest and , and he didn't know why but he was expecting something worst .
" fucking hell .. I dont think this fucking rain stop today " , the 20 year old boy blabbered looking at the dripping water from his newly brought old house .. the sounds of the thunder and the large storm outside making the situation worst than already was finally he let out a deep sighn looking at his baby who was in hand of his young husband , giggling and laughing looking at the weird faces his appa making to make the 1 year old jumping while calpping his small hands together showing his toothless mouth eventhough how much he ignored the duo , he cant help .. adore the beautifull boxy smile his husband have and the carbon copy of son , a small smile formed in that expression less face of his but replaced with groan when the dark covered the small 3 room apartment
" fuck .. the lights gone...", the young attorney flinched when his happy baby crying like hell , worried he run to him not caring about the dark , the young parents embraced the 1 year old in each others chest like a cute family .. taehyung smiled shyly looking how close Jungkook was .. the heart beats were more louder than the understorms , the sparks in his body was more lighter and electrified than the lighting..the butterflies in his stomach was more faster than the storm outside . Jungkook cleared his throat feeling same effects but not showing , that's what he study in this 3 years .. how much we feel overwhelmed don't show outside
" I will light the candle " , taehyung come out from his trance hearing the smooth voice and fading addictive scent only to see his husband light the match stick with a small pout in his piearced lips that he adored a lot , the young attorney may rising criminal lawyer but in his husband eyes he still a adorable lovely baby who have cute 1 year old baby , the small lights makes the baby show a little smile with his toothless mouth and teary doe eyes
" ap..appa..," the young parents wide their eyes seeing the glistening eyes of his baby who have his small finger inside his mouth sucking and calling his appas name on the first time
" what did he call " , taehyung asked with teary eyes looking at his husband who have the same overwhelming happiness .. " appa " the parents again wide his eyes at his baby who called his first word making the parent duo happy as hell
" honnie.. baby say appa ..appa..," Jungkook requested his son who widely smiles showing a box smile on him and again called appa
" oh.. my god tae he calls you appa ", Jungkook was the most happiest even the first word his baby let out was his appa he dont care , but happiness increased double times more than with his heart beats rise with a rhythm
" hoonie say papa ..papa..", the doe eyed little boy looked curious looking at taehyung who was asking him to say papa, " papa .." , that's it in the first time in their marriage life the young parents hugged each other happily while jumping like teenagers not caring about the driping water flowing on the old mosec floor with the sound of the heavy rain and the thunderstorm , lightning flashes like they were taking the picture of the hugging happy wedded couple who were immense in the moment
taehyung opened his eyes seeing the blue ceiling and the black fan fastly rotating , " hoonie.. " the husky deep voice which is heard like a wispers around the 4 wall hospital room were the nurses surrounded the kim heir with a worried expression
" call the doctor immediately "
the young doctor come out the intensive care unit with a happy smile pointing towards the kim family making the several heart beats rise instately with rise of hope
" taehyung opened his eyes .", yoongi sighned in relief with his teary eyes but they were awestruck hearing the next sentence of the young doctor
" he want to see his son "
namjoon looked at his elder brother who again sighned while taking his phone calling the certain number of his husband or may say the best friend
" heloo ", the tired voice of other side heard on the other side , only with frown yoongi asked back
" can you please tell Jungkook to pick hoonie up an brought to hospital , taehyung want to see "
" is tae wake ", the small tired voice change in to energenetic , may out of worry or may out of relief or something that yoongi couldn't figured
" you okey jimina, you feels down " , not help yoongi asked with concern ..concern to his bestfriend
" honnie was admitted in the same hospital taehyung was yoongiya .."
" what.. what happened ", the elders voice shattered imagining outcomes he expect from taehyung knowing about his baby , why its always hard to remove the knot that tightened around their life , how much they try to loose it .. it again tightened making them suffocated
" he fall ..that's what they saying but Jungkook come here and making here problems he even slaped one of hoonies teacher , would you please come I dont think I can handle it alone "
yoongi closed his eyes with again long sigh , " yes I will "
" whats happened ?? you looks terrifield ," the elder attorney with his husband and the father in law as aside asked with confusion
The loud sound of small medicine bottle shattered around the white cleaned flour , the angry red shot eyes pierced through the pair of eyeses opposite him , the horrifield eyes of everyone making the already messed atmosphere more chaotic, the young attorney roared his lungs out pointing to the certain room where his son was
" fucking pieace of shits , do you know I never allowed anyone to touch him and here he is injured .. do you want me to believe your made up story that he fall "
" kookie .. why you didn't believing .. hoonie just fall ., " the short male asked to his best friend who was burning with rages , jimin cant help gulp seeing jungkooks straight gaze on him
" whats your problem .. why you always making problem jeon why cant atleast calm ., " this time its jin who intreupted with his wide eyes seeing the scene and people who were crowded the area enjoying the show without paying
" you wanna know .. fucking heck my baby was injured and having a black eye showing he was bullied and this people was covering up , " Jungkook yelled at jin , who sighned and looked at the teachers who were standing like culprits and one of them having a 5 finger red mark on her white smooth skin already knowing who give her that , " what happened miss ..,?? " jin asked one of them who sighned and said without any shattering
" we were sorry to say .. mr jeon was so rude to us saying we did something to his child but we were innocents ."
" iam a criminal lawyer fuckers I know looking at someones face who is lieying and not ," jungkok interrupted again yelling at them ,jin shook his head annoyingly looking at the hyped younger who was ready to kill the teachers who hurt his son ..finally getting inside the room seeing his brother in laws son in a condition , a black eye.. plasterd legs and some more unidentifield marks ..he is not a fool to didn't understand , the hyped worried parent was indeed right .. the child got bullied and the teachers who were to protect the little bean but covering up for protect someone else .
There is no guilt or faults can't seen in the faces of three female teachers and a male teacher who were laughing and mocking jungkook who was walking like a lunatic hearing about taehyung wake up , and want to see his son .. he was scared .. really scared and don't want taehyung to know about his son in a state he didn't want to see, and he was scared thinking what if tae again go through another worst epilepsy .. and there yeonjun who was looking everything with his sharp eyes blank as always .
Jin come out in a calm expression giving a glare to the teachers and looked at jungkook with a pitty , the first time in his he feels pitty towards the younger ..,and he knows the attorney was loosing his mind and he can feel it .. it happens when the only family started ripped apart even though it's all his false cant help ,feels the pain .
" We will charge a case aganist them jungkook ..we can't take law on our hand "
" What you want me to do .. seeing my baby who was in this state I can't see they were happy and free " , jungkook said while greeting his teeths looking at the mocking faces .
" Just wait until hoonie wakeup .. Okey "
Jungkook nodded , that's when jins eyes caught the face , the blond young male with sharp eyes and sharp Jaws standing with no expression to show .
" Is that the yeonjun ..mafia yeonjun" .
" You know him ," jungkook asked this time really getting surprised by Jin knowing the mafia
" Yeah .. my cousin got married to him .."
" It's taehyungs evil step brother , he made the contract between us ..he made me to marry taehyung he was the master mind behind everything . "
Yoongi and namjoon instately looked at his brothers step brother who rolled his eyes seeing all eyes on him ..but eventhough the expression less eyes now showing the fear that he trying to supress inside his small sharp eyes .
" I loved him not like a brother more like a lover .. but he only see me as a brother . "
Yeonjun said before the questions thrown at him, he really want to let out the truth at somebody's face that he carrying for years .. he just want to tell everyone that he loved taehyung not in a brotherly way and it's makes him a criminal ..a cunning manipulative one who try to destroy the person who he love the most just because the man didn't loved him back the same way
" Love creates villains isn't "
" I was stuborn Young and recklessness it cause me to lose the person who love me the most . "
That jerk still have your pic on his damn wallet , jungkook said this time with a mocking bitter chuckle ..looking straight to the boys eyes making him guilty at his doings.. instately not forward or backward nor any side he left the place without any thought fast as he can no one stoped him knowing the man himself comeback to fill the blanks in their story.