A sharp pain went through the boy's heart. His biggest fear came true. He had let her down.
_
unknown:
i'm so sorry
unknown:
i feel so bad
unknown:
ji, i'm sorry
xxx_ji:
geez i just woke up
xxx_ji:
give me at least 3 minutes to be ready to handle you
xxx_ji:
you don't need to apologize, i'm sure you had good reasons
unknown:
sorry
unknown:
ah shit sorry
unknown:
i just can't stop saying sorry
unknown:
are 3 minutes over already?
xxx_ji:
it's been less than 10 seconds, jungwon
unknown:
did you go home safely yesterday?
unknown:
how long did you wait?
xxx_ji:
i went home after you didn't show up for 15 minutes
_
A lie. She waited for at least two hours for him. Worrying. Scared for his safety.
_
xxx_ji:
so you don't need to worry
unknown:
really?
unknown:
you don't know how glad i am
unknown:
i really tried to go to you but i couldn't
unknown:
there was an incident at my company
xxx_ji:
you mean the dating scandal?
_
Jungwon's hands froze, his face dropping.
_
unknown:
how do you know?
xxx_ji:
how can i not?
xxx_ji:
everyone's talking about it
unknown:
...
xxx_ji:
and that's why your company took your phone?
unknown:
yeah
unknown:
safety measures
xxx_ji:
damn sucks to be you
unknown:
hah, yeah
xxx_ji:
oh
xxx_ji:
i have to go, work's calling
xxx_ji:
see you
unknown:
wait!
unknown:
ji
unknown:
you know, about me and ae cha
xxx_ji:
what?
unknown:
it's not what you think it is
xxx_ji:
good lord you don't need to explain yourself, jungwon
xxx_ji:
what the hell are you doing
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The girl felt uneasy talking about his feelings and his relationship with someone else.
She wasn't jealous.
Liking someone was just something so foreign to her. Let alone loving someone. After all, it was something that she couldn't relate to. Something that she didn't believe in.
_
unknown:
do you really think we are dating?
xxx_ji:
the whole world does
xxx_ji:
why? are you not?
unknown:
it's complicated
xxx_ji:
well, then let's just drop it
xxx_ji:
i don't really care anyway
unknown:
oh okay
xxx_ji:
as long as you are happy
unknown:
yeah ...
unknown:
ji, are you free later?
unknown:
i think i need to see you
xxx_ji:
today?
xxx_ji:
sorry, i have to take over my colleague's shifts
xxx_ji:
i will be too busy the next days
_
They both knew it all too well.
No matter how hard they tried to pretend as if nothing was wrong...Things have turned weird between them.
Days would pass by without any of them ever reaching out to the other.
Why? It just felt wrong to both of them.
The boy felt bad for lying to her, while she on the other hand felt like she had to hold herself back now that she knew he had a partner.
That's when one day, things changed completely.
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unknown:
hello
unknown:
ji, right?
xxx_ji:
yeah? yes, it's me
xxx_ji:
hi jungwon
unknown:
jungwon?
xxx_ji:
?
unknown:
oh yeah RIGHT right
unknown:
for a moment i forgot who i was LOL
unknown:
my bad xd
unknown:
yep, it's me jungwon
xxx_ji:
are you okay? you sound kinda out of it
unknown:
never felt better B)
xxx_ji:
oh okay i'm glad :)
xxx_ji:
does your company still have your phone?
unknown:
what?
unknown:
i didn't know they had it in the first place
xxx_ji:
?
unknown:
uhh...yes i guess
xxx_ji:
aw that sucks :/
unknown:
btw
unknown:
do you like michael jackson
xxx_ji:
??????
xxx_ji:
that's like super random
unknown:
do you?
xxx_ji:
yh he's alright
xxx_ji:
i like 'Billie Jean'
unknown:
ME TOO
unknown:
you know, i'm usually not the type of person to text a lot
xxx_ji:
oh really?
unknown:
ahh sorry...i'm kinda playing a game while we are speaking right now😭
unknown:
heeseung just mercilessly killed me can you believe it
xxx_ji:
heeseung? from enhypen?
xxx_ji:
you mean the tall good-looking one?
unknown:
no that's me😎
unknown:
i'm talking about the old grandpa that stays up till 5 am every night and complains about not getting enough sleep
xxx_ji:
💀💀💀
unknown:
i will turn it off real quick
xxx_ji:
no there's no need!!
xxx_ji:
please continue playing jungwon it's fine
unknown:
...
unknown:
you PASSED!
xxx_ji:
pass what?🤨
unknown:
the vibe check
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junglost:
ji!
junglost:
ji? i got my phone back
junglost:
you are online, right?
junglost:
why aren't you answering?
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