It's been few weeks since that happen, yea the day where I got touched without my permission by my own husband
Not that only but He also fucks some other women behind my back too and now probably even after me knowing that
I have been feeling like shit and his last words keep ringing in my ears "You can't give yourself to me.. and you still want me to not go to other women.."
"That's it.. Mark my words.. you'll be the one next time begging me to touch you and fuck you y/n... And I will Not."
And so on he didn't leave any way to ignore me and torture me with his silence
It's not like he talks to me on daily basis or something but
Even the two words he used to say to me he don't, it's like I'm invisible to him
Just some routine full days, and in the end of the day when it's finally time to sleep
He chooses to sleep on the couch leaving me alone on the bed
I don't know what to do
Maybe it's true, 'if you know how to please your Man, he will never cheat on you at the first place'
So the one unloved person in me fell for it, maybe it's just i want to feel loved atleast once in my life
The love and care, my step parents couldn't give me, maybe just maybe.. him?
Him? My actually Rude husband
Shaking off those thoughts, i bit onto my bottom lip as i stared at the tortilla I'm making
Without realising it's gonna burn any time soon "ohh shit" cursing under my Breathe i turned it to the other side as i sigh in relief as it's not burn
Hey! atleast not that much okay.
Bitting on my bottom lip, i continued digging in my thoughts
Maybe if I gave myself to him just maybe he wouldn't go to other women
It's so damn awkward to even look him in the face, how I'm gonna tell him to actually have me?
I Flinched hard as the main door opens and closes, tilting my neck to side i frozed
As i was met up with a mind blowing view
He walks in with a girl, her arms are wrapped around his neck while his face is still poker yet i can see his red dark doe eyes, probably drunk
She clings on to him she is not the same as the one that was here last time, her exposed cleavage disgusted me as her shirt dress is pulled up slightly showing how much of a slut she is
My hands clutched tight into my clothes as i stood there flaming yet hurt visible on my features, i bit my inner lips while i couldn't stop gazing at him
My heart raced few seconds more and it'll shatter into pieces
He walks inside with her as she mumbles to him something and giggles
While he kept quietly walked, his long hairs pushed back
What should I do?.. stop him? And ?
Turning off the gas, i moved out of the kitchen as i spit my anger out
"Jungkook" i called him out as he stopped on his track, the girl was quick enough to turn her head as her lips forms an O as she stared at me up and down
She removed her arm away from his neck as she frowns at me
"Excuse us.. Who are you?"
I ignored her as i stand there with my bursting heart starring at his back
He slowly pulls away from her as he turns around to me, my breath suddenly hitches in my throat as all the confidence in me vanished in seconds
His eyes roams in my body as his jaw clenched while he stares straight in my eyes with hatred and anger visible in them
We stood there just watching eachother
"I asked you.. who are you??" That girl again interfere as my it got on my nerves
I'm not really type of an person who got jealous or annoyed easily but here we go
"His wife.. I'm not talking to you slut so move away.." her mouth forms an gasps as she moves slightly away from him while looks up at him
He looks straight to me as his one brow was now thrown up at me, It's not like I'm not shocked at my own words
I am
Sucking onto my breathe, i continued starring at him back
And this time he brokes the awkward silence
"Mind to tell.. why did you stopped us?" He tilts his head to side as he folds his arms starring straight to me without breaking the eye contact
"I-i.." i stutter like an idiot infront of him
"C'mon! how dare she! calls me a slut??!" That girl yells while pointing at me offended as i frowned at her
"Let's go Mr. Jeon.. we can't waste our time" she mumbles as she interwines her arm with his as i stared up at him with hurt
But
He didn't showed any reaction to it meanwhile he continues
"Right.. let's go" he mummbles while starring at me as he turns around with her walking upstairs to our bedroom
Tears starts to fill up in my eyes as i bite onto my bottom lip wondering what to do
The sudden anger and hurt mixes up as it turns to an flaming venom in my blood
Clutching into my fist, i ran towards our bedroom as i saw her closing the door
My blood boils and i banged open the door
"What the fuck is wrong with you!?-"
I slapped her as she gasps as her hands holds her cheek
"GET OUT!" i yelled, for the first time with anger as she flinched staring at me
"Y/N!" I Flinched too as i looked up to him with my teary eyes, his eyes digs into mine with anger
If eye can kill i would have been dead till yet
Poking his inner cheek with his tongue, he walked aggressively towards me as my heart felt sacred if he will gonna slap me for slapping her
But
He held her forearm as he pushed her out of our bedroom, i stood there slightly shaking while watching him
He closed the door with a loud thud making me flinch
As he moves to me with flaming eyes as his hands grips my wrist deadly tight making me hiss with pain while he drags me inside more
And once we are in the middle of our room he leaves me with harshness making me stumble forward
"What the hell is your problem!?... you are just jealous y/n.. nothing more!" He yells as i Flinched while i stared up at him with tears slowly rolling down my eyes
I sniffed as he continued glaring daggers at me, and as the emotionally weak i am.. i cried out
"y-you can have me.. instead o-of other women.. d-don't d-do this to me-"
"YOU DON'T FUCKING REMEMBER MY WARNING?! DO YOU!? DON'T DO THIS CRYING ACTING SHIT INFRONT OF ME! Y/N-"
I collapsed my lips on his while the tears continued flowing down my cheeks as i closed my eyes shut tight
He looked taken aback with my sudden move but he soon replyed with aggressiveness
His big tattoed hands runs up and holds my arms hard enough to push me away but I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him more closer as i moved closer in him
My body presses with his as his right hand left my arm and moves down to hold my hips as i slowly hold his shoulders slightly dragging him towards the bed
His lips sucks harshly on mine as i let Him do while his teeth captures my bottom lips as he bites it, i hissed with some pain and kept my eyes closed shut tight
Without realising much my legs hit the bed as i stumbled and falls down on the bed with him on top of me
As i opened my eyes slowly while his hands didn't moved an inch from my waist
Kissing his lips softly, his eyes locks with mine teary ones
His legs captures mine in between as his big body leans over mine
Weakly smiling in the kiss, i shamelessly moved my hands away from his shoulder to open my blouse as i threw open the buttons
He didn't moved away from the kiss and watched my exposed cleavage and bra
I held his big hand in my small ones which is holding onto my hip tightly like he is telling himself to not move them anywhere else
Pushing his hands up with mine, his hands was closer to my breasts when suddenly he pulls away from the kiss
Breathing heavily, we watched eachother my cheeks flushed red out of embarrassment yet nervousness while he looks like he finally realised what happened
Pulling his hands away from my figure he rest them on the bed while he continued starring at me with clenching jaws
"You don't fucking Know what you are doing.. do you?"
He mumbles through his gritted teeths, i crooked a small smile
"I-i just don't want you to go to other women.. p-please.."
I whispered with my voice cracking in between as he bites his inner cheek
"I told you.. you'll be begging me to touch you and... I will not"
He whispered back as he straighten up on the bed and stand up as he brokes the eye contact and turns around
I straighten up too watching his back with sadness
As he opened the door
"Ohh my gawd.. Mr. Jeon!. I thought you forget about me!" her voice was cringe Fully loud as i watched his back to listen to his reply and he talked to that girl loud enough for me to listen
"Go back.. it's not like we planned to do anything so.. don't act like one.. The money for your acting will be payed.. get the fuck out now"
He closed the door on her face as i sat on the bed watching his back wondering what he'll do now
Turning around his eyes are straight aimed to me as he walked towards the bathroom without uttering anything else he went inside...
It was all acting??
He didn't bring her here to spend a night with him?
Or just to watch my reaction?
What should I do now??
To be continued..