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hmm

i don't know I have been so upset lately and I don't know why it's just something happens
tears
if I get frustrated the tears start coming
i haven't cried for a good reason in long time
i barely feel happy that much
i just pretend
i just want everything to well be okay for others
i want them to be happy
all I turn to is $h
even tiny ways on call
i bite my skin off
rip it off
and no one notices
it's A problem
i can't get rid of what I use because I scratch myself till I bleed or am red
And bite my skin off
everything is going downhill
I'm not gonna be okay
the only reason I'm still living is because people don't care all they do is threaten to report me
no comfort anything it's all I get
for being so helpful helping everyone
and all I get is threatened
I have stupid freinds stupid all of you
None of you can help me
you don't care
you pretend
none of you understand
i don't mean to be this way
i want to be okay
it's so hard
it feels like I can't do anything