Niall's POV
It's been 3 days and i'm doing well , I did have a problem with the amount of food but I finally can eat everything without being sick. Luke and I grew pretty close and I feel like he understands me fully. At this moment I'm about to open a letter from Harry.
Dear Niall,
It's a chaos and at this moment I wish you would be here to put everything in balance again. There's something terribly wrong with Liam. He isn't Liam anymore he's grumpy , aggressive , miserable and exstreemly insecure. We asked him multiple times if he wants to talk but everytime he get's angry or just walks away. We have no clue what to do anymore. Zayn tried to talk to him but Liam doesn't even reply to his texts , he has zero contact with us you're the only one he has contact with. I'm sorry for laying this on your shoulders but can you ask him what's wrong?
I'm glad to hear Luke and you are good friends ! Btw you said you could finally eat whole meals again i'm so proud of you! When is your first weighting moment?
All the love x H
I look upset at the letter , Liam is doing bad and i'm not there for him while he was there for me.
I decided to sent him a text message.
Li what's wrong? please tell me I want to help you , you helped me too :( trust me xx Niall
I get a response in a half second.
there's nothing just a bit ill , nothing to worry about ,tell the boys they just have to stay away from me for a few days i'm just really grumpy. Man peroid yk ;) how r u doing atm?
I'm doing good but are you sure? I'll tell the boys don't worry xxNiall
I'm sure , stay strong Ni :)
I quickly explain everything in a text and sent it to the other boys. I get okay's back. I look at the ceiling until Luke comes in sobbing. 'Luke what's wrong?' I asked hugging him tight.
'M-m-my friend A-a-ashton cutted h-himself to deep now h-he is in the h-hospital' He said breaking down worse 'Ashton Irwin?' I asked surprised 'Yeah how do you know him' He said stuttering. 'He is in the same school as me , he was a kind of for only a half day my friend' I said thinking back about what happend.
'He self-harms for a long time but he never got this far' Luke said sniffing.
'He'll make it he's strong , I keep him in my prays if that makes you feel better' Luke nods 'Thank you Niall you are a really good friend' he said with a weak smile.
Liam's POV
I put on my black jeans and a black shirt , i'm not in a good as you can read off my clothing. I walk downstairs, ignore my parents and hit outside. I see Sophia walking I keep my head down, if she sees me she is gonna try to talk to me.
'Liam! Wait stop walking' She yelled , I sigh deeply and I stop walking. Damn.
'What is wrong with you?! you act so weird' I sigh again deeply 'Sorry I guess! tell them that' I said pushing myself along her , she keeps talking to me but I don't listen anymore.
She gave up after a few minutes later , I think she finally get's that it's hopeless. I'm hopeless , I walk to my lockers and get the books I need for the coming 3 hours. I feel eyes burn in my back I want to scream stop with starring at me like i'm a lost monkey but of course I don't.
My stomach growls but I ignore it , no I didn't eat this morning and I didn't eat dinner either last night but who cares you know.
I'm sure my mom didn't want to give me food cus' faggots aren't even worth food. In English I see Harry starring at me , I sigh really deep and try to keep my focus on something else. 'I'll give back your marks for that last essay' Ms Parks said , handing out everyone's marks you can hear a lot people say yes and other only whine. 'Not your best Mr Payne' she said handing me the paper. 4.5 great just great. I put it fast in my bag not wanna see it again. 'Psssst Liam' I turn my head 'You'll get a higher mark the next time your good in this , don't lose faith' Harry said I smile slightly 'Thank you Haz , did have a good mark?' I asked 'Yes' he said.
'And?' I said 'Oh I have a 7' He said.
'Great!' I said happy for him.
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I am genuinley exhausted the last bell just rang and i'm walking to the exit of school. Today has been tiring and seem to not come to an end. 'Wait Li!' Harry yelled I turn around 'Louis and I go visit Niall in a week would you like to come also?' He asked with his famous Harry smirk with the dimples. 'Of course! Why shouldn't I?' I said 'Great! I give your more details later bye have a nice day' he said happily , I smile. How can Harry be this happy? Like almost all the time.
I walk home slowly , the cold breeze flows through my hair. I enter my home 'Liam is that you?' My mom yelled 'Yes' I said 'Your dad wants to talk to you' she said her eyes shine , this is a bad sign I feel it. My dad walks to us 'Liam come sit down' I hesitating take a seat on the couch.
'It's better for you' he said I look at him anxious 'What? What is better for me' I start feeling scared 'We've decided we are gonna sent you to a gay cure rehab' I swear to god my heart stopped beating and all the life drainend out of me.
'No! If you really want to sent me there I rather have you shoot me already' I said tears porring out of my eyes. 'Liam! Don't say things like that!' My mom shouted 'What ! That I rather die than go to a rehab that won't fucking work because i'm born this way' My dad stands up and hits me across the cheek. For the second time in my life I see my dad as an awful man. I look at him big eyes and run upstairs. Where I start crying harder. I would never ask to be gay, I never asked to fall in love with Niall , I never thought my parents wouldn't accept me , I never thought they could change my mood that bad and I never thought they would go this far , rehab! How can they do that to me.
I stare at the ceiling 'I beg you Niall come back fast , only you can make everything alright again' I close my eyes and try to imagine Niall. He's smiling and I can't help but smile myself.
He's such a ray of sunshine , I love him really much I decided to text Niall.
Hi Niall , i'm having a problem and I just don't dare to talk about it with anyone and it's making me sick.
I'm feeling a way I never felt before and I feel like you are the only one who can help me out. Sorry for being a burden. Tell me how it going too btw sorry wow i'm selfish.
Liam
In 2 minutes I got a reply
Fuck Liam! You really don't deserve to feel bad , tell me please what's wrong you were there for me and now i'm there for you. It was a bad day for
me but don't say now that you don't want to make my day worse.
I smile slightly at his message and start typing.
This already made me smile , it are my parents actually... they are acting really shady to me and it's frustrating me :( what happend to you mate?
Tell your parents you don't like the way they threat you and that you get unhappy from it. Talk with the other guys also about this they say their worried about you :(( I had a fall back in old habits , I felt really awful about what I ate , I am not proud of it believe me but I know I can survive.
But back to you , Liam no matter what please don't let them ruin you okay? I want you to be happy
I feel warm tears roll down my cheeks 'But they already ruined me' I said sobbing.
Thank you Niall your the best,
I'm proud of you and it's normal to have a fall back you are doing great.
I told them but they think i'm being over dramatic ( my parents ) but Idk yet if I want tell the boys. Really grateful for having you.
I put my phone away and sit on my bed , I look out of the window the trees swinging in the wind the weather is really bad for the time of the year. My cheek still burns from the hit I received from my dad.
In such a little time my whole world is turned upside down.
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The coming chapters are gonna have a lot time jumps so be prepared it's gonna be hard to follow.
This story is slowly coming to an end, there are still a few things that have to happen.
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