recap started*
i slammed his door and as soon as i was bouta leave i heard giggling sounding like a girl upstairs
recap ended*
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i got in my car & honestly i was just really mad i didnt even wanna cry or anything, why didn't he trust me???ts is annoying.
i woke up the next day, checked social media and yup, tiktokroom had already updated about me and jabez & how everything was removed.. i just liked the post for pettiness.
idk what to do i got no bf now? seems so unreal. after so much months tg he really doesn't trust me?..
fuck and alexs birthdays in 10 days. lord have mercy.
i didn't even feel like crying i just feel lost idk how to explain it, it's weird tho cus it's rare to not feel emotions after a breakup? idk i think i'm just overthinking.
i went downstairs and got sum cereal.
devyn: bro y/n we gotta start planning this party
y/n: oh shit you scared me, yeah we do..
devyn: i told the girls about it but they're still sleeping.. i think we should hire this one girl i found on insta
y/n: who is she?
devyn showed me her page and she looked like a really good party planner.
y/n: oh shit that looks tight we should hit her up
devyn: lowk??
i smiled
devyn: so what's been going onnn?? feel like we haven't talked in forever
she said as she was making her coffee*
y/n: yk same old same old
devyn: omg what are you finna be for halloween?? i haven't decided on an outfit and the parties are literally ina week or so
y/n: dude i don't know i haven't really got into halloween shopping yet
devyn: y/n pls tell me your dressing up
y/n: i am, i am, i just don't know as what
we caught up with eachother and then started talking more about alexs birthday, we hired the lady and found a place to host it under 5 hrs.
we got home and i went up to my room just thinking about life.. that's when reality kicked and i need a halloween costume asappp
after a couple minutes of looking i think ima just go as something basic like ghost face or sum shit idk i ordered a bunch of different ones to see which one i like
3 hours later*
alex: Y/N
he came in my room
y/n: what?
alex: YOU AND JABEZ BROKE UP??
he showed his phone with tiktokroom's post
i nodded and all of a sudden i felt a stinging in my throat, biting my lip reducing the tears
alex: y/nn why didn't you tell me
he came over and hugged me shii i just needed my best friend
i cried a little bit and told him what had happened, he didn't much show emotion almost like he expected something idk..
i felt so selfish afterwards, this is his birthday week and he has to comfort me wtf, after that i went to sleep.
day 2, the girls had woke me up to go to alex's event place thing to get the decorations and explain to the lady the plan, devyn already had this idea in mind so we just went with whatever devyn had said.
y/n: wait what's the theme of this party?
dess: pirates of the Caribbean he didn't tell you?
y/n: no?
sam: his main costume is jack sparrow that's the party we're gonna celebrate here
y/n: oh
*i giggled a bit*
we finished more than half of the decorations and it was getting late so we got ourselves starbucks and went home
devyn: shiii we ain get nothing for the boys
sam: ian sharing mines
we laughed a bit and continued driving home.
alex: WHERE YALL BEEEENNNNN
he said as we opened the door*
y/n: ..
devyn&sam: ..
dess: girls night out!
carlos: and no bags?
dess gave him a look (everyone knows ab the party except alex)
y/n: they're in the car
*i said with a fake smile*
mattia: yeah stfu what we eating tn
kairi: y'all got starbucks??!
y/n: yeah here you can have mine
alex: wtf y/n give that to me
i laughed*
y/n: share it
ale: can we order mcdonald's or sum shit i haven't ate in forever
mattia: oh please
y/n: get me my usual ima be right back lemme go upstairs real quick
they nodded*
i went upstairs , changed clothes, and went on social media.. either me or jabez is gonna have to address the situation cus my tweets going crazy.. idk if the rest of the house knows besides alex. fuck i hate internet relationships
we ordered in and i told them about it so they could hear it from me first if they haven't heard about it yet. they comforted me and believed me, then i went upstairs and got ready for no reason.
ale: y/n wanna go.. why are you curling your hair so late
y/n: cus i'm so bored and idk what happened
ale: wanna go to the gas station with me ion wanna go by myself
y/n: nah ask alex
ale: he sleep
y/n: sam?
ale: she don't wanna go ima ask devyn
y/n: mk bring me funyuns tho
he smacked his lips and shut my door*
i was debating on going live cus i wanna talk to people but i know what theyre gonna ask i think ima just turn off the comments..
i finsihed getting ready and decided to go on live and address the situation
i turned off the comments
y/n: hey guys i'm pretty sure y'all have heard about what's been going on with jabez & me so i'm here to say whatever rolls off the top of my head..
i finished explaining my side, the truth & got off to film some tiktoks and post on ig.
i got a notification from @gerohanirias asking if i want to hang out later..?
8:17
gerohanirias: yoo wsp you tryna hang?
y/n: shii ion even know you
like that idk??
gerohanirias: don't be like that fr
cmon we both don't have plans let's
js go chill at my house or sum
y/n: be like what?😭 i'm js worrying for
my safety but sure ig
gerohanirias: alr i'll pick you up in 20?
i hearted the message and honestly i wasn't sure never talked a day in my life with this man js followed eachother i js know ab the paeka situation or wtv..
i finished getting ready n jus threw on flared pants and a long sleeve brown shirt. i added my necklaces and rings then he was outside.
mattia: where you going?
alex looked up
y/n: wit a friend
ion even know this friend fr
kairi: who?
y/n damn y'all all up in my business i'll be back dw
alex: be safe y/n
i left and went inside geros car
gero: wspp y/n right?
y/n: yeah obviously
gero: you hungry or sum cs ian finna lie i just ate but if you're hungry we can pass by somewhere
y/n: naa i ate a couple hours ago im fine for now
gero: hours? you sure?
y/n: yeah
i giggled*
gero: alr lemme take you back to my place then
we listened to music otw there, he was lowk a vibe.. felt like i've known him for years. once we got to his house we started drinking in his room.
gero: what happened between you n jabez?
y/n: mann.. he just a bitchhh like i tried getting back with him but he alr had a hoe at his house *i said stumbling on my words*
gero: shii his lose fr you're such a pretty girl yk that right?
he put my hair behind my ears*
y/n: i guess soo idk he said i was cheating but someone texte me random shit so i really don't know where it came from
*i laughed and showed him*
gero: ohh my bad that was me
y/n: nahhhh it couldn't beee
we both laughed knowing he was joking *
y/n: your a funny guy
gero: what can i sayyy
i laughed *
y/n: mm it's hella late i should go
i stood up and grabbed my bag*
gero: nooo just stay with me
he said as he gently pushed me on the bed*
y/n: i canttt my friends gonna be really mad if they see me wit you
gero: shh who has to knowww?
he starts kissing my neck*
i giggled*
y/n; geroo stopp i canttt
gero: why not?? it's just me n you
he continues*
y/n: i just got out of a relationship this isn't gooddd
i said giggling *
gero: just shhh lemme do what i gotta do
he kissed my neck and found my sweet spot which made me moan*
he looked up at me and kissed my lips.. i kissed back as he was starting to remove my clothes.
y/n: gero-
he cut me off with a kiss.. how could i resist him..
he cut off the kiss by putting me in doggy style. he went in with his 🍆 slowly and went faster each second.
i moaned his name over and over again. he pulled my hair back as he went faster.
after a couple minutes of that he flipped me over putting my legs over his shoulders and went in again..
he started kissing me to help my moaning but it just got worse.
i put my hands over his head and started tugging his hair. i looked up and his face was just perfect it made me even more horny.
he massaged my 🍒 then stuck his fingers down my throat. this was new but i loved it.
he stopped after he was bout to 🥛 inside me since we used no condom.
i got cuddled up in his bed as he was cleaning up.
y/n: wha time is it? *i stumbled on my words and said mid sleep *
gero: 2am you wanna go home?
i fell asleep before i could answer. i woke up a little after to him getting in bed aswell. he pulled me closer and kissed my head. i wanted to leave but i was too tired.
TBC....
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