I cried for help because I'm trauma of being r@ped!

Warning: r*ped, self harm and swearing
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I meet this boy named Jack I think he was nice I told Vance that I was gonna hangout with him he nodded so me and jack meet up
"Hey y/n" I heard jack said to me behind I turn around and smiled at him
"Hey so where are we going??" I asked him he just smiled
"In my house." I nodded and followed him while walking to he's house
Then we came there we both walked into he's room
"Nice room" I said after a seconds I heard he locked the door I looked at him he started walking to me closer I started to panick.
"W-what are you doing?" I ask him in fear he pushed me to his bed and got on top of me and pinned me then he started to take off my clothes I tried to stop him but I can't he was too strong
"Don't tell anyone about this or I will kill you" he said in creepy tone. I cried while he do this to me....
I woke up in the morning he gave me my clothes back I went home
I looked at the mirror I saw a bruises on my body and my body felt weak and numb and my ass was bleeding I fell on my knees crying
I heard a knock on my door it was my dad
"Honey are you okay?? Do you want some breakfast?" He said I wiped my tears away
"no I'm okay dad thanks." I said I heard him walked away
I got showered and get dressed I was not wearing long sleeve because the bruises is not on my arms or hand
I came in school I saw Vance was looking at me and then he walked to me
"Umm y/n-" Vance was cut off by jack
"Hey y/n." I heard jack said to me Vance looked at me weird I looked down
"What's wrong y/n?" Vance asked
"Hey uh me and y/n are dating and who are you?" Jack said I looked at him a bit shocked then looked back at Vance his face was kinda hurt why????
"Really y/n? You know that I liked you I kissed you yesterday and you date someone else now?!" He shouted at me a bit I looked at him in worried
"no no Vance it's not like that-" I was cut off by him saying
"Shut up y/n it's over." He said leaving with tearing eyes I looked back at jack with abit mad
"What the hell jack?! We're not dating!"I shouted at him he smirked I just scoff and walked away and came in the class room
I saw Vance was sitting another girl he wrap his arms around her it broke my heart. I thought we liked eachother jack ruined it everything I just sitting in the empty chair
After class I saw Vance and the girl both left and I followed them I saw them kissed eachother my heart dropped.
I just left and went home crying.
I came in the bathroom I cut my wrist 3 times I handle the pain.. I just cried.
After 2 days jack keep doing it to me I can't even stop him from doing it because he always got a knife he will kill me if I told everyone but I think it's a good idea if I just killed myself...
Bruce were playing football I just left and went in the back of the gym until I saw Vance and the girl was kissing they both saw me
"What do you want y/n" he said and gave me a cold look
"Nothing." I said trying to walk away but he grabbed my wrist
"Baby can you give us like 30 seconds" he said to his girlfriend and she walked away
"You're supposed to be with jack right now" he said laughing while letting go on my wrist
"no vance." I said I saw him looked at my hand it has a bruises
"Why is there a fucking bruises on your hand?!" He said shouting
"And why do you care? You hate me right? You're supposed to be hurting me right now am I right?" He looked at me a bit shocked of my question
"Oh yeah you're right" he said smirking and then laugh at me
"Slut." I got hurted by that word my face dropped again a tears were fall down on my cheeks
"I just called you that and you were crying right now?" He said
"Yeah because you don't know how it feels!" I yelled at him
"Ye that's why I never liked you y/n" he said I looked down in pain
"Leave." I said to him
"Fine I leave slut." He said turning around walking away slowly
But I called his name
Vance POV
"Vance." I heard y/n says to me behind so I turn around and looked at her annoyed she looked at me like she was about to cry
"Thanks for everything" she said while smiling at me I was wondering why she is thanking me I saw her holding a gas and she poured it to herself then I told her "what are you doing?!" She smiled at me in pain and she was crying I looked at her in worried and sad
She opened the lighter she started to burn herself
"NO!!" I shouted running to her quickly we both fell on the grass i was on top of her I don't know how to stop it but her arms is burning I shouted for help I saw a 2 man came in and holding a spray that can stop from burning (idk what it's called srry💀)
She stopped burning she was still crying they both picked her up and went in the clinic
I was waiting outside I was worried I didn't mean to say that bad anything to hear
After a few minutes I can finally see her I saw her looking at me
"What are you doing here I thought you hate me." She said
"no no y/n I don't I'm really sorry for I treated you earlier I didn't mean to say those things to you" she just looked at me
"Can you tell me what happened pls?" I said to her she let out of sigh
"It's not easy to say vance."
"But pls tell me"
"I-i got r*ped.." I was shocked and a bit mad
"By who?!" I shouted
"J-jack" I was so angry when I heard jack did it to her
I came in jack house I knocked at the door many times then I saw him opened it I started to punch him and hurt him his face was started to bleed
"You. Fucking. Did. This. To. Ler!" I said while he ended up bleeding I left at his house
I came back at the hospital I walked to the room 23 I opened and closed the door she was still awake she looked at me with those beautiful eyes..
"Now you are safe with me. I love you so much" I said to her I saw her smiled
"I love you more Vance" she said I smiled back I kissed her on the lips
(I apologize if your name was jack"