as you get closer and closer to the van you start to worry more. "i need to make my decision now before it's too late," you think to yourself. "i mean, at least i know that chris hasn't lost feelings but matt.. matt seems really off with me" but you still have feelings for him. "my friends, including nick, always call me sky teller which is our inside joke when you're torn between two things which in this case are matt and chris, which I AM. VERY TORN" you think to yourself. fuck. at that moment, you reached the moment you dreaded most. getting into the van.
matt and chris tumble into the front, you and nick sitting in the back. you look up for a second and look into the mirror when chris looks back and gives you one of his "signature smirks". at that moment, you spaced out, the moment replaying in your head. "hello? y/n.. hello?!" you hear muffled as nick clicks his fingers infront of your face, snapping you back into reality. "i- uh. sorry-" you say and you can feel your cheeks start to heat up. "not the time!" you think to yourself as you try to get comfy in your seat.
"hey matt can you move your seat forward please?" you say putting your hand on the side of his chair and smiling round. the boy puts down his can of soda and scoots his chair forward not saying a word. "mattitude" nick whispers as you both chuckle. "hey matt you okay?" you ask peaking your head round his chair once more. he gives a muffled "mhm" as he sets the camera up to film. "that's so odd" you think as your phone lights up. it's chris.
you put your phone down, looked over at chris who was already looking at you, gave him a smile and then went back to your phone. it was him again.
you couldn't help but smile like an idiot at your phone when suddenly nick nudges you and gives you a "look". "cmon show me then!" he whispers as you give him your phone. chris is too busy talking to matt and drinking his pepsi to notice. nick goes to squeal like a little girl and you slap your hand over his mouth. "shh" you mouth as he starts to laugh. "everybody ready?!" matt says not really caring. you gulp as everybody in the car says yes and the video begins..