Something hurt my eyes even if they're close. I try to open them but without success.
I turn around trying to avoiding this uncomfortable feeling but something prevents me for doing it
I try to turn around again and this time I hear a loud and deep groan coming from behind me. I slowly try to open my eyes but I immediately close them again realising now what shine on my face
With all the strength I have I turn finally around hiding my face on James to go back into a dark place to fall asleep again
''Stop moving'' he groans wrapping his arms around me bringing me closer to him if that's even possible
''James go close the blind please'' I mumble sleepy on his skin. He hummes half asleep telling me with that weird sound that he will do it but I know damn well that he won't
Actually, I don't care anymore because the shiny morning sun is in my back now and it's him who has the sun in his face so it's his problem now
Trying to go back to sleep, I can't help myself but thinking about last night making the rush of heat between my legs running down my inside
Last night was... perfect. That's the only word I can find to describe that night
He throws me on the bed after bringing me upstairs in his arms like a gentleman. He is quick to remove his T-shirt and his pants
I do as well, sitting up to remove my black top and my bra. I rest my back on the bed and I lift my hips to remove my pants
Before I can put my hips back on the bed, James slides his hands on my butt and puts some strength to keep me like this
He drops kisses against my panties making my needy moan slowly running around the room. He lets go of me and he starts to climb on top of me
He moves down to bring his lips to mine and we start to move them together as the beat of our heart start to raise at the same time
I slide my hands around his hips and back. I soon feel all the goosebumps I give him all over his skin as I touch him
I turn us around and I trail kisses on his jaw and down his neck. I hear him groan as my lips touch his warm skin
His hands are all over me as I keep mine on the bed to hold myself up. My lips goes down his chest until I reach his underwear. Pulling it down I'm meet with his cock ready for me
I lick the pre cum before slowly licking the tip of his cock, teasing him like he likes doing to me
I hear his moan from here making me know that I can keep doing what I do.
I always hear and watch his reaction with what I do with him to know if I'm doing good or not so I can know if I can keep doing it for another time or if I can't
''Take it all Wendy'' he growls grabbing my hair to push me down
I stop and look at him ''don't grab my hair'' I say and he opens his eyes to meet mine ''let me do it''
He closes his eyes again and lets my hair go with a smirk on his face who is quickly replaced by a moan escaping his mouth
I wrap my mouth around him and start to go down slowly, tasting perfectly every aspect of him. Enjoying the sound he does I start to faster my movement
I grab his balls and start to play with them as my tongue travel around his mini him who isn't so mini
Fastening my movement again I have fun playing with both, giving him several sensations at the same time, making him lose his mind at the same time
''Fuck Wendy'' he groans making me smile. His mini him who isn't so mini poke the back of the throat making my eyes watering.
This feeling is so good
Before I know it and I'm not gonna lie, faster than I thought, I feel his hot stream running down my throat
I stop my movement when nothing come out of it anymore. I lick the tip clean giving it a kiss before climbing on top of him
He chuckles as he grabs my hair and pulls them behind my back ''that was incredible little one'' he says out of breath
I'm not gonna lie, it's good to see him out of breath after I please him. It always make me that effect. The fact that I can give him the same sensations and after feelings that I have make my ego running up the sky
My mouth sells with his and I moan in his mouth just by the thought of him tasting himself...
That was a great night. All the nights with him are perfect so I'm not even surprise. He is the only man who has give me those kind of sensation and pleasure
I just did it with two men; him and Karl, so I don't have much comparison and I don't need to do it. He is the one I want, even if I wasn't feeling all of this
''Wendy go back to sleep'' he groans snapping me out of me thought. I love his sleepy voice, it's so hot. He is so hot, Everytime.
I climb on top of his side making him groan even more as I look for my phone
''What the fuck are you doing'' he says trying to grab me to put me back between his arms and let him sleep
I open my phone and see that it's 8am. Freak. I need to be at the dressing store at 9 and I'm clearly gonna be late
After cursing under my breath I run out of the bed and quickly make my way to the closet. Fortunately for me, I prepared my clothes yesterday so I don't have to decide what I'm gonna wear
I grab my clothes and run back into the room and start walking to go now in the bathroom ''did you just cursed ?'' James asks as he's sitting on the bed now
''Maybe'' I say opening the bathroom door ''I don't know'' I say rapidly as I walk into the bathroom. I put my clothes on the ground and start to undress myself
''What the fuck are you doing Wendy it's 8am and you run everywhere like yo- Ho'' he stops at the doorway and look at me up and down ''fuck'' he says under his breath ''why are you such in a hurry like that ?'' His eyes never leaves my body but at that point of our relationship I'm not even surprise
''I have to be at the store with Kellie at 9am and I can't be late'' I say as I put my skirt
''That kind of store doesn't open at 10am ?'' He asks frowning his eyebrow. I shrug and and start to brush my hair ''I don't know but It seem like it doesn't for me''
He groans ''why it has to be so early ? Why can't you just sleep and go there in the afternoon ?''
''James'' I laugh ''stop complaining. I told you that today I had to be away for the day. I'll be back tonight like I promise'' I say before turning to look at him ''and don't be late either''
''I won't'' he rolls his eyes ''I normally be out of work at 5pm but if you get home after 5 then I'll stay longer at work'' he says walking to the toilet
''Talking about work, shouldn't you be there by now ?'' I ask looking at him as I start to brush my teeth
He shrugs ''I'm the boss''
''Yeah but a boss who wasn't there for weeks'' I remind him
He smirks and scoffs ''that doesn't change the fact that I'm still the boss''
I roll my eyes and finish to prepare myself. I take a last look at my make up but I'm distracted by James behind me.
He comes behind me and wraps his arms around my waist and gives quick kisses at my neck. His hands go up to my breast and he squeezes them ''James'' I moan quietly
''Come back to bed with me'' he says between the kisses ''you won't be disappointed I promise''
His hand goes dangerously down until his trace my panties with his fingers ''I'll make it worth it '' he wispers before licking my earlobe
I moan and groan at the same time as I push him away ''stop distracting me. You promised that today will be my day'' I remind him and he laughs ''but what I'll do to you will be like it's your day too''
I smile and walk back to the room. I grab my phone and my purse. I check if everything is inside and then I turn around to see James getting ready too
I knew that he will go to work after I'll leave. Even if he says 'I'm the boss. I can go to work whenever I want to' he will go there quickly because he loves his jobs and I know he misses it too
I go downstairs and walk to the front door, I grab my shoes and go sit on the couch. The morning light run all around the house making it peaceful and beautiful
I always loved the morning because my mom always said that she loved watching the earth waking up. I was a morning person when I was a teenager but after my mom passed away I started waking up earlier than usual and I just watched the earth waking up like she said
''What are you thinking about ?''
I snap out of my thought and I look up to see James against the kitchen counter looking at me a bit confuse and a bit worry
He always worry so much for me. Even when he shouldn't be because there nothing to worry about. He was already like that at first, worried about me if I didn't answered quickly or if I coughed too much at his liking but now he is even more and I guess I can't blame him
I'm worry sick about him since he woke up and I know he sees it but he doesn't say anything. I guess he knows and understands that if I check on him everytime, if he feels me checking if he breath during the night it's because I need to.
''Nothing you need to worry about'' I say looking down at my shoes to finish tying them. I hear him walking toward me and soon after I feel the couch moving
He puts his hand on my back and traces all along my back ''I know that look on your face you know. It was the look who means I'm-thinking-about-something-sad-but-let's-say-I'm-fine-because-i-think-I-am'' he says making me laugh
I rest my back on the couch and his hand who was on my neck goes up and he puts his arm around my shoulders. I rest my head on his shoulder and now I don't know what to say
''You want to talk about something ?'' he asks and I shake my head ''don't worry it's just a memory and I wasn't prepared for it to appear in my mind'' I say simply and he doesn't push the subject further.
He kisses the top of my head and we both get up ''I drive you to the store'' he says grabbing his key and we start walking to the garage
''Okay but how am i going to come back home if you have the car ?'' I say and he opens the garage door and lets me in first ''ask Kellie to drive you back home or whoever would be there''
''Let me choose'' I say before he can grabs one of his car key. He turns around and looks down at me ''but would I do that ? You didn't stay in bed with me this morning and you didn't let me touch you in the bathroom so why would I be that kind and let you choose my car for the day ?'' He asks almost smirking
''Because you love me and you know that tonight I'll let you do anything you want to do to me but only if I can choose the car'' I say crossing my arms and it's me now who smirk
''do you really think that you are in good conditions to negotiate ?'' He says arching an eyebrow as he looks down at me
I know he is intimidating but what the fuck ? I'm with him for almost a year and he still intimidated me like the first day
''Well yes apparently I think so because I just did it'' I say and all long I didn't break eyes contact. I know he knows that he intimidated me but I still don't want to show it
He smirks and he takes a step toward me ''at only one condition''
''Which one ?''
''You come to my office after you finish your shopping''
***
''This dress is beautiful'' Marina says with stars in her eyes as she looks at her daughter who doesn't seems to agree with her
''Mom you said that to all the dresses I tried'' Kellie sighs
''Because they were all beautiful'' she says trying to hold back her tears
''Personally I don't think this one suit Kellie'' I say and everyone in the room look at me ''because it's not her style of dress. I think, with her personality and how we know her, we should look for a dress more... like a Kellie-wedding dress'' I correct myself before I get a box of tissues in the head to shut me up
Kellie smiles ''that's exactly why I asked you to come'' she turns around to walk back to tries other dresses but quickly turns back to me ''no offence''
I shake my head ''none taken'' I say and she walks away. I know I'm not just here to contradict her mother but I know it's still a part of my job
''why don't you try a longer dress with a low neckline and a little lace at your waist ?'' Lila asks and Kellie shouts from behind the curtain ''that's why I asked you to come too''
We laugh and Lila asks at the woman who help us, Carla, if she can travel around the store and she, of course, agreed
Minutes later, Kellie walks out of her dressing room and she looks down at her dress before looking at us
Since the first dress she tries, she walks out of the dressing room, looks down at herself, looks at us for an approval or not and then only look at herself in the mirror
''She is very pretty in this one'' Carla says with a smile as she looks at Kellie up and down
Kellie looks at me as I try to make my decision ''you are really pretty, I agree but I still don't think it's the one''
Kellie nods and looks at her mother. Marina looks at both of us and let's out a sob ''I just think this one is beautiful too''
Kellie groans going back in the dressing room and I just laugh quietly. I saw this scene plenty of time before. When I lived with them and even before we would go shopping together and everytime it was like it is right now
Marina either said it was beautiful even if it wasn't Kellie's style or she said it was so ugly that she wanted to burn it even if it was Kellie's style
Marina and Kellie would bring me to shopping every year for my birthday because they knew my mom's problem with money and they wanted to spoiled me.
My mom, of course, told them they didn't had to but when she understood that she wasn't gonna win this war she lets it go. She always told me that she didn't know how to thanks them properly for everything they did for us and I guess she never had the chance to
So seeing it here make me think back at that time making me want to laugh even harder to how they both didn't change
Lila comes back almost running and for a second I was really scared she was going to trip on the dress but luckily for her and for my worries she didn't
She opens the curtain making Kellie yells by surprise and gives her a dress saying that she should try this one before trying the others and then she closes it and goes back to sit down to my left
She has a big smile on her face while we wait for Kellie to step out and once she finally did I couldn't say a word
The sleeves of the dress are thin and light and it falls from her shoulders, resting on her upper arms. The heart that drew the top of the chest as a low-necked embellished her even more. The dress that hugged her waist making her hips appear fuller as she always liked. The soft lace deposited with care marking even more her size gives her a princess look. The bottom of the dress that hides her legs and feet now giving her a queen look
It is the dress. The dress she should wear when she'll walk down the aisle to Travis In front of all her family and friends. The dress in which she'll say 'I do' before kissing the future husband. The one on the picture for the memories of that day she would keep forever
''the Kellie-wedding dress'' I whisper and it's just now that I feel my tears falling down my cheeks
Kellie lets out a giggle through a sob because the three of us have tears in our eyes. She turns around and I swear her breath caught for a second, the time that she impregnates this imagine of herself
''You're beautiful'' I say as I walk beside her. Her eyes never leave the dress and it's only when she hears her mom's cry that she turns her head to look at her
She chuckles before looking back into the mirror but she doesn't look at herself or the dress. She looks at me. She gives me a smile that I didn't see much on her face
A smile who only appears once when she was getting ready for the prom in high school before Timmy Fisher came to take her to the prom. It was the smile who meant that she find herself pretty
''It's the one, isn't it ?'' She speaks through her tears and cracking voice. At this point I can't form any sort of words so I just nod, letting the tears of happiness falling down my face, ruining completely my make up
I kiss her cheek and her mom appears from behind us. I let them together to let them enjoying this moment and I walk beside Lila
''Still didn't had any news ?'' she asks looking at me as we take a sit on the couch where we were waiting earlier
I shake my head and sigh ''no and I'm seriously gonna lose my mind''
''Me either. I can't stop thinking about what they said. They said we would have a phone call or a message at least one week after and it's almost been 5 weeks now. Matteo didn't had any news either and even if Miss Jane said it was normal I don't know what to think about it'' she says looking at the exchange that Marina and Kellie have
''It scares me so much. I worked so hard during my time at the hospital. We all worked so hard. I'm scared I didn't work enough. You know maybe I shouldn't had take 5 months away from dance'' I shrug and Lila immediately looks at me ''Hey don't.'' She warns ''don't say that. You had to take 5 months away because you were to depressed and you couldn't leave your room. It's not your fault that your mother's death affected you that much but it's not a surprise either. It was a lot at that time and if you didn't do that break I don't think you would have mentally survived the outside world without her. It took you some time but you got there. She'll be so proud of you, even if you're not selected. She would have been proud of you because you found the strength to start the dance again. She would have been proud of you because you participated in the audition. Someone contacted you to do this audition and this is not for any reasons. It's because someone thought you had potential and this person has the best eyes in the world because he was right'' she says resting her head on my shoulder
''Thank you'' I say resting my hand on her leg and I look back at Kellie and her mom and I can't help but having my eyes watering again
I realize that If one day James proposes to me I wouldn't have my mom here with me for trying the dress or tell my that the cake is disgusting or that I shouldn't be drinking more than one glass of champagne
I know I'll have Marina and I know she would do it for me without even thinking but even if she does her best I always have the feeling that someone is missing and I'm scared to feel it more that day
''Should we start looking for bridesmaids dresses ?'' Carla asks looking at us and Kellie nods wiping her tears
She walks back behind the curtain and quickly change back into her clothes before walking out with her dreaming dress in her arms
''Could you take it home with you Wendy ? I don't want Travis to see her before the big day'' she asks looking at me
''Of course I would and I promise I would take care of it like it was my daughter'' I say making her laugh
Jasmine, one of Carla coworker takes the dress to prepare it for when we'll leave and we follow Carla around the store ''did you already thought about the color for the dresses ?''
''Honestly I didn't know what color choosing'' Kellie says with a sigh and Carla chuckles ''alright that's was I'm here too. Let's start with you telling me the theme of the wedding''
''we had the idea with my fiancé to hang lanterns above the tables. The wedding will be in July so it will be hot which means we will eat outside. We will have around us the black sky with the environment hidden by the shadows and above us the lanterns which will give an orange color to the decor'' she explains
''Alright so it will be more an environnement light with the table beige and white, right ?'' Carla asks and Kellie nods
Carla seems to know exactly what we need and she starts to walk into the store asking us to follow her. Seconds later we are In front of hundred color dresses
''Wow'' Lila says looking around her and I can't be more on the same foot with her. All those colors are beautiful and together it's just beautiful to look at
''I suggest you to have dresses who stand out, you know ? Because the wedding will be in light and discreet colors I would go for a lavender dress or a dusty blue one'' she says walking us to the dresses
''Here are the lavender dresses. We have 7 kind of different dresses in each colors. They come from different creator or the model is different'' she says
''That's incredible'' I say looking at the lavender dresses. In all my life I never was around that much dresses. I feel like I'm in heaven and we still didn't see the shoes
I know I'm not comfortable in heel shoes for too long but I'll make an effort for her wedding day and at worst James would carry me
''What's the dusty blue ones look ?'' Marina asks looking at Carla
She walks us to the area of the blue dresses and she quickly finds the kind of blue she told us about
There are 6 kind of dresses in this color and honestly I don't even know which one I love more. Both colors are something special and both colors would be perfect around Kellie and her fancy dress
''Which one you prefer Kellie ?'' Lila asks
Kellie takes a second to think about it and she turns to Carla with a smile on her face ''I think I'll choose the lavender one''
''Perfect'' Carla smiles ''do you have a model you like more ?'' she asks writing the information on Kellie's document so no one forget what we choose
''I think the one with the bottom of the dress who looks like mine would be perfect. What do you girls think ?'' She asks turning to us
''Honestly all style would be perfect and if you are alright with us having a dress with the bottom like yours than it will be beautiful'' I say smiling while looking at the dress Kellie want
''It's the one I like more anyways'' Lila says making us laugh
After Carla writes everything on the document we walk at the register. Marina insisted for paying the wedding dress saying that it's a tradition even if Kellie said that Travis gave her his credit carte and that everything was on him
Kellie eventually lets her mom pay after an argument of fifteen minutes with Lila and me who was trying to hide our laughter
After thanking Carla one more time we walk out of the store and Kellie puts the dress behind in her car. We say our goodbye and Kellie and I wait for Lila and Marina to drive away
''It was such a great day'' Kellie says with a smile and I nod ''it really was''
We climb into her car and she starts driving to my place. I know James said he wanted me to come to see him but I have to put Kellie's dress and mine in the house before going to see him
''What did you planned already ?'' I ask while scrolling through her music on her phone
'' I just have to say 'I do' now. We already planned everything for the wedding'' she says with a smile
''But how ?'' I ask shocked ''you told us 4 weeks ago that you were engaged and it's already done ?''
She laughs ''we have Jessie who help us twenty-four seven. She works all the time on our wedding who help us a lot and I was so excited and I wanted to marry him rapidly so I work hard on it too. And I told you that he proposed to me 3 weeks before we told you guys''
''Yeah and I'm still mad with you about that'' I say looking at her ''how could you not tell me right after he asked you to be his wife''
''Because Wendy I was in complet heaven'' she smiles ''Travis and I keep it a secret until we both came to the time where we realised everything''
''I wanted to be there to see it'' I groan and she laughs ''I know honey''
***
I walk into the building and immediately go toward the assent to join James. I wait for the door to open and I see a lot of people getting out of it once they're open
I let everyone getting out and after being thanks by everyone for letting them out first I step inside and push the button of James floor
In the meantime I grab my mirror who is on my purse and I applied a little more of my lipgloss and I check the rest of my face and my hair just to be sure
I feel the assent stopping and I quickly put my things back on my bag and step out when the door are open
I'm greeting by almost everyone as I walk in the hallway. Once I stand In front of his office I don't knock because he told me not to. But I think this time I should have knock
James is standing in front of a woman.
A blond woman
A beautiful woman
A naked woman ...