Before I start tying ... I have something to say I appreciate your patience but I really do get annoyed at times to come across so many dm's or comments only pushing me to update asap tho I said before starting it will be updated only once, but due to your great response .. I try updating more than once sometimes it's not possible because I don't update it for the sake of updating till I don't feel satisfied I cannot put it up, you don't have to remind me, I know, I have to as it's a part of my life now !!!!
Shafiq ji was resting, sidharth took them to guest room instead of relaxing they went downstairs to help zahra ji cause according to phuppo jaan, her caring daughter zubia cannot sit free, loves being a helping hand to everybody possible "bhabi, mai na kehte thi, jis bhi ghar mere beti ki shaadi hoge bohut he khush kismat honge" she praises, to put down shehnaaz, pouring, herself a glass of water.
"Haan g, hamare zubia hai he itne pyaari !" zahra ji utters, lovingly, stroking her cheek, unwittingly piercing a needle in shehnaz's heart, yearning for her taaye ammi's, attention forget about touch so painful to be the most ignorant person from their most lovable, and pampered child.
"Yeh kya aap akele sab kar rahe hain ?" she asked very dramatically "nahi .." zahra ji, denies tried to explain only to be interrupted by zakia ji again "Is se pata chalta hai ladkiyaun ko sarr par chada kar nahi rakhna chahiye ... na he naaz nakhre utha ne chahiye, kis tarah kaam chor bann jaate hain !" in bitter tone while passing, demeaning look at her !
Although, her words and actions were too evident sidharth, chose to act deaf unfortunately sided by his aunt, in order to hurt shehnaaz.
"Right, kya karein ab saare ladkiyaan zubia jaise responsible, mature aur understanding thode na hain phuppo aaj kal ki ladkiyaan azaadi ke naare lagane se he faarig nahi hotein jab dekho badaun ka kaha taalte hain in fact ulta karke apne liye he ghadda khodte hain !" he taunts, she grasps poor water bottle strongly and angrily crushes it cause he has absolutely no rights to put her down when others are already doing it brilliantly.
She deserves it, after all, broke his heart why will he let go off any chance, to put, her moral down ? Feeling, responsible quietly endured his words to add spike their aunt further added.
"So true, beta meri zubia ke toh majaal nahi apne se badaun ke samne baat karne ki, zubaan ladana ya naare baazi karna durr ki baat hai" zubia looks down, blushes, hearing their non-stop appraisals.
"Maami jaan, dijiaye mein kar daite hoon !" zubia says, zahra ji refuses "nahi beta shehnaaz ne dekh liya tha, hum bass last minute preparations check karne agaye" zahra ji, was surprised to learn from helpers how enthusiastically she participated, not even once sat down to breath learnt chopping did whatever she could under their guidance.
It was really overwhelming to learn something as impossible as this because shehnaaz was never in to kitchen her hobbies were similar to rich, spoilt overly pampered girls to do shopping hang out to sit binge watch shows, and order around servants no she wasn't disrespectful but yes too dependent on them for everything, except coffee didn't know anything would lazily ask servants to bring water, these drastic changes are applause worthy cannot demean her due to their on going difference can't deny the fact that she still loves her as her own so how can she insult let alone show my back ?
Won't be doing anything to shatter her will power to set everything right !!!
In another words, she is becoming, better version of herself "acha, phir hum fresh hokar ate hain" it felt like a shut up call feeling one excuse themself out, shehnaaz and sidharth, shared quick glance.
"Beta, aap bhi jakar fresh hojaye" zahra ji, pushes her son to do the same else his taunt will never be ending "g, ammi" agreeing, he marches upstairs.
"Thank you, I love you taaye ammi aap nahi jante main kitne pareshaan thi is soch mein ke kahin is ek galati ke wajah se ... maine aapko kho toh nahi diya kasam lage mera dil baahir ane wala tha mai aapke narazgi nahi jhail sakte, daantiye gussa bhi kijiye magar is tarah please nazar andaaz toh mat kijiye .. itne dino ke baad .. ehsaas huwa ke aapke dil mein aaj bhi meri jagah hai" she cries, leaning on her back tightly hugs as if never wishes to part ways from her motherly embrace.
"Taaye ammi, please na stop ignoring me, I know your upset .. karde maine pagal panti .. hogaya na kaand ab kya karun marr jaun ?" she asks, cutely.
"Badmaash,dil chah raha hai tere kaan ke neeche lagaun, pata kitna mushkil tha tujhe ignore karna I couldn't shehnaaz kyunke tu mera bacha hai, ur my dil ka tukda .. main naraz nahi .. hurt hoon ke tune bina soche samjhe hum sabko apne family .. ko villain bana diya bache ek baare baat karte did you even consider to put yourself in our shoes, no you didn't, tune bass apna final verdict sunaya !!! Tere saath galat huwa par sidharth ke saath hadh se zayada huwa hum sabke haathaun especially u unintentionally he sahi tune usko tod diya ... beta main yeh nahi keh rahe ke tera gussa jayaz ne tha lekin hume dukh ya sazah daine ke chakr mein ur decisions have somewhat shattered him .. we will all be okay but when will his broken heart permit you to enter and do the repair ?" she scares her it was an honest question put up by her.
"Do you think, it will be easy ?" stays quiet, sighs feeling helpless "I know him very well the day ur demand was kept forth, we saw something broke so silently and painfully that we all could witness his hurt .. It was in his eyes .. I witnessed dreams shattering his hope to build a place in your life" a drop of remorseful tear, streams down "I was too blind to make out anything, I feel so stupid ammi what do I do ?" she sobs, quivering lower lip.
"Stay strong, I don't know beta, you can see he is self loathing, he's trying to hurt himself by doing what he can do to you .. all I can say is don't take any of this to your heart" zahra ji, advises melted down to witness her helpless situation.
"Stop crying, help me in setting the dining table" she nods, taking plates "wah ammi, kya baat hai aapka gussa kaafi jaldi nahi thanda hogaya ?" in sarcastic manner, sidharth had return back only to remind his ammi about abu's medicines when coincidentally heard their conversation.
"Beta, maaf karne wala allah ko behadh pasandh hai tum nahi karsakte hum jaante hain lekin kab tak, hum uske ansoo nazar andaaz karte batao ?" zahra ji, breath heavily "maine kab mana kiya us se na baat karein yeh aap sab ka apna call tha, ur sudden break down surprised me isliye pucha ke achanak usne kya ghol kar aap sabko peela diya" he annoyingly, replied, making her sigh.
"I know, she has wronged you but what's with so much of bitterness ... apne phuppo jaan ke saath mil kar kyun unke beizzati kar rahe hain .. chahe aap is rishte ko maane ya na maane, I expect you to respect her at-least in-front of our relatives un logon ke hisaab se aap jaante hain .. ke shehnaaz aapke biwi hai ... take your anger out, but behind closed doors jahan koi mazey na le aap dono ke u should be careful, next time !" zahra ji, scolded to make him realize where exactly he's going wrong.
"Ammi, jis rishte ki aap baat kar rahe haina uska lihaaz aapke laadle ne doh din nahi rakha .. lekin maine use apne taqdeer ... apne khushi maan kar nibhaya hai .. aaj tak .. apne taraf se kayam rakha lekin ab aur nahi meri taraf se aap khatum samjh kar chaliye" zahra ji, shuts his mouth, placing her hand over his lips "chup hojaye khabar daar apne muh se ek shabt bhi nikala humse bura .. koi nahi hoga .. khail chal raha hai .." unable to endure his talks zahra ji angrily walks out.
No, he cannot do this to her, shehnaaz was chose to hide behind the pillar in-order to escape ammi felt her stupid heart miserably shatter, why is she feeling hurt .. why did she hide .. she is scared for coming across him to let him know she heard it !!
What if, he alters his decision with the upcoming days by witnessing so many changes in her ?
That's why, chose to hide than face him carrying the broken pieces strongly wiped off tears, to act unaffected to show she ain't aware anything that is happening around.
He saw her walking inside, unable to control left from there by leaning closer, then balling his fist to release pent-up emotions punch's the near-by wall scaring the shit out of her getting panic, ran after him, to check wether he's okay follows stair case gets a hold of his shoulder after getting into his room within a second she felt herself trapped against the wall between his strong arms.
"What the fuck .. do you want ?" he asks, harshly she breath heavily "I came to check .. fuck .. your palm is bleeding" she gasps, looking down where his hands were rigidly holding her in place "none of your business, last, I remember you hated me" she sighs, trying to yank herself, out of his grip !!
"It's my business !!!" she clarifies, boldly.
"I never hated you in person all I've ever despised were your convenient ways to set things right, yes I agree you were right while I was hell bent to put you down my intentions were to fight back !!!
I was not aware about us !!!
What we share or hold as a couple !!" she sobs by leaning closer letting her tears freely roll down, it was her way of trying to ease him maybe a little if not more she gently cupped his handsome face as he shuts eyes, and sharp tip of her nose rests over his beard slightly caressing him.
"I made terrible mistakes !" she continues due to which his mind flashes back recovering a painful memory, of his shattered heart making him push her away "I hate you, do you hear me ?" lone tear escapes from his intense orb which are reflecting only sorrow, remorse and immense hatred.
"Get the hell out of my room !" screams on top of his voice making her flinch back unable to take it quickly rushes outside, locking herself up sobbed harder reminiscing his coldness.
What has her Love made Him ????
He wasn't so harsh !!!!
He was someone who immensely cared today she is witnessing a different person ... bitterly dealing with everything around !!!!
He argued with ammi ..
Then, punched the wall to hurt himself ...
He acted ruthless by pushing her ...
What can she do to subside his pain ... to set what has been done wrong ?
"It's gonna be so tough, I can't let him do what he is planning, I can't let him give up not so easily ur my husband .. until now you were protecting us it is my turn to do it .. I won't back out !" she told to herself very determinedly goes back with first-aid only to view their cousin zubiya treating him.
Who the hell is she to look after him ?
How dare he permit her to clean his wounds ?
If he thinks, she will silently let him do whatever he pleases then he is utterly mistaken cause that is not happening anytime soon !!!
"Excuse me, I really appreciate your care towards your cousin like brother but sweetheart I am here his wife is here to look after him" she stopped her from giving any sort of explanation directly asked her to keep her fucking concerns to herself.
"I know, I was just helping him" zubiya acted, but shehnaaz knew better "awww, how sweet, oh fuck phuppo ek chees sikhana bhool gayein ... dusraun kai shohraun se durr rehne mein he, ladkiyaun ki bhalaye hote hai ... koi na kuch hum se seekh loh" shehnaaz plasters a smile while insulting zubiya !
That was enough, sidharth didn't like her double standards why getting jealous when they are any which ways going to part ways "behave, she's my cousin you don't have any right to scold her rahe baat shohar hone ki bade jaldi yaad nahi aya aap ko yaar zubiya, iske bataun ka bura mat maan na thanks for your help .. she talks nonsense .. jakar khaana khao please yeh .. harr roz apne marzi ke hisaab se rishte aur unke awqaat badalte hain" it fumed shehnaaz as he shouldn't bash her infront of their cousin, what will she assume ?
"HAQ hai, biwi hone ke naate saare HAQ hain so you better take me seriously kehte haina dair aye durust aye" zubiya leaves granting privacy, grasp her arm to question.
"Oh really, bakwaas bandh karo .. koi khail nahin chal raha jab marzi aye inkaar karo jab mazri aye HAQ ke naare baazi karo, rishte hain dil ke kaam hain, harr dafah zabardasti nahi chal sakte ab tak tumhare chal rahe thi, main qabool kar raha tha ! Kal se meri chalegi .. tumhe qabool karne padegi"
he ends their talk walking over her horrified face.
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