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BLUE'S POINT OF VIEW
"Blue, let's stop this..."
I shook my head while looking at her, I held her hand, "No, Scarlet..please don't do this to me..."
I'm already crying, I don't fvcking care, kung ano ang iisipin niya, na desperado ako ako or ano, basta hindi niya lang talaga ako iiwan.
kinuha niya ang kamay ko na nakahawak sa kamay niya, "Blue *sniff* alam kong masasaktan lang tayo kapag ipagpapatuloy natin 'to *sniff* , I know this isn't easy. Hindi ko gustong gawin 'to sayo, pero ito ang dapat kong gawin para hindi ka na masaktan pa, tayo. Pagod na ako, pagod na pagod na."
she said that words while her tears are flowing down to her cheeks. My heart aches so much. Hindi, hindi pwede. I can't live without her. Naging parte na siya ng buhay ko, ayokong iwan na naman niya ako. Hindi ko makakaya.
"Do you think I will let you go too that easily, Scarlet? No, kung gusto mong lumuhod ako sa iyo, I'll do that--------"
"Blue...."
nagulat siya ng lumuhod ako sa harapan niya habang umiiyak. Never in my life I did this. This time only, to her only. That's what love can do.
"Scarlet, please I'm begging you. Don't go, please. Don't do this to me. Let's start again, I know this time it'll be good. I promise you that, just please, don't. *sniff*"
I thought na sa pamamagitan ng pagmamakaawa ko sa kaniya ay maisalba pa ang lahat pero nagkamali ako, because it made my heart torn into pieces the moment she pulled out her hand and said this words.
"I'm sorry Blue...*sob* I'm very sorry but I have to do this for the both of us, again *sniff* I'm so sorry.. sana mapatawad mo ako.. salamat sa lahat, I'm thankful for everything you've done to me, you brought light to my dark world, because of you I believe in love again, because of you I know how to stand again. But, for now. I'm gonna say sorry sa gagawin ko, maybe this isn't the right page of our love story, maybe in another book we can open again another pages that us-already the main character. Just always remember that, if we're meant to be, it will be. *sniff* Mahal na mahal kita, Blue. Mahal na mahal."
and she slowly turn around...
bumagsak ang mga luha ko, napailing iling ako habang nakatingin sa likod niyang papalayo..
"No...no...no....Scarlet...."
biglang nanikip ang dibdib ko,
"Scarlet.....Scarlet...SCARLEEEEET NOOOOOOO!"
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AGAD akong napabangon at saposapo ang dibdib ko, god! I'm having nightmares. Fvck! Parang totoo. Pinagpapawisan pa ako. Shit!
I'd thought it's real. Hindi magagawa sa akin 'yun ni Scarlet. Ngayon na parang okay na kami, dahil kung gagawin man niya hindi ko na alam anong gagawin ko. I'll be going nuts.
Damn! Parang mababaliw ako sa napanaginipan ko, I imagined those things were true--fvck! No!
I let out a deep a sighed at inabot ko ang phone ko, doon ko lang nakita na nakabukas ang ilaw ng lamp shade ko. Bago ako natulog, I switched that off, or maybe I just can't remember it that I haven't switched it off.
I opened my phone and it's already 1:27 in the morning.
because of that damn dream, maybe I can't sleep again. Ayokong mapaginipan ko ulit 'yon. Never.
I walked downstairs to drink and grab some milk, I want to relax first.
pagkababa ko, parang ang tahimik naman ata. Well yeah, it's already 1 AM so , it's pretty obvious na natutulog na sina Kaylee at sina Mom.
I opened the fridge and get the oatmeal, sinarado ko din 'yun pagkatapos kung makuha ang oatmeal.
I started drinking it and I was about to go upstairs when I heard a beep of the car's horn outside.
Napakunot ang noo ko, at pumunta kaagad ako sa sliding door na nasa may kitchen namin kung saan makikita ko sa garage kung sino ang nagpark.
tinabig ko ang kurtina at sinilip ang garahe namin, at mas lalong napakunot ang noo ko ng makita ko sina Mom, Dad at Kaylee and even Ian, he's on his car.
Nakita ko si Ian na nagwave sa hand niya kina Mom at narinig ko rin ang preno ng kotse niya, at nakita ko nga siyang lumabas na sa garage namin.
tinignan ko sina Mom at nakita ko pang nagpunas ng luha si Kaye, hindi ko masyadong narinig ang sinabi ni Mom kay Kaylee at hinahagod pa ang likod nito.
Is there something wrong? I don't know, pero bigla akong kinabahan. Bakit magkasama sila ni Ian? Where did they go earlier? May dinaluhan ba sila na hindi ako invited? Walang sinabi si Mom sa akin nor Kaylee. Seems like something up to.
I looked at them again and I immediately go to the back door of the kitchen when I saw them walking inside the living room. Since, naka connect lang ang door ng dining area at living room, malaya ko silang marinig sa pinag-uusapan nila.
I already heard the door opened and I heard the footsteps coming inside, obviously it's them, and the door closed.
"Mooooommm! Huhu! I can't believe this! *sniff*" narinig kong umiyak si Kaylee, hindi ko sila nakikita dahil nakasandal ako sa pintuan ng kitchen.
ano bang nangyari? May problema siya? Ito ba 'yong reason kung bakit umiyak siya kahapon? Sabi ko na nga ba, may problema talaga siya.
"Shhh.. it's okay sweetie...I know it's hard. But, that's the decision of your Oppa. We need to respect that." narinig kong sagot ni Mom.
my forehead meet in the middle again after I heard the word 'Oppa'. Dining tinutukoy niyang Oppa? Ako ba or si Black? Wait? Diba kaninang 12 ang flight ni Black papuntang Canada? I guess that's the reason why.
Yeah, I know na babalik siya ng Canada kaya nga nagpasalamat ako dahil masosolo ko na si Scarlet. Honestly, Black is a big threat to me to win back Scarlet. Dahil alam kong malakas siya kay Scarlet dahil aside from matagal na silang magkakakilala, first love din siya ng babaeng mahal ko. Anong laban ko doon?
"I know Mom huhu! But I just can't believe it that Black Oppa is not here anymore, kaunting panahon lang siya nandito at nakasama at ngayon babalik at aalis na naman siya papuntang Canada *sniff* Mom, Dad... Huhu!"
I sighed, I can feel the pain of my sister. Kahit ganiyan iyan si Kaylee, isip bata at immature pero mahal namin 'yan. Kaya ayaw namin siyang masaktan dahil napakavulnerable niya, mabuti at hindi siya sinaktan ni Klayd, instead he loves my sister wholeheartedly. I see and witnessed that.
Lalabas na sana ako at magpapakita na sa kanila but I was automatically stopped when I heard Kaylee said....
"At bakit din sumama si Scarlet Unnie huhu!!!! Ayoko na talaga! I understand that she needs space pero ang layo naman atang space ang kailangan ni Unnie huhu! Paano na si Blue Oppa? Paano na sila?? Mom, Dad! No! Blue Oppa will hurt so much if he would know about this. *sniff*"
I can't even move for a second after I heard those words coming from Kaylee. Namalayan ko na lang na nalukot na ang karton ng oatmeal na ininom ko na nasa right hand ko.
My heart pumps faster and faster and faster and faster.
sana hindi tama ang kutob ko.
"Kaylee, lower you voice. Your Oppa is sleeping upstairs, he might hear--------"
"I already heard it. And tell me it's not true? Kaylee? Tell me."
lahat sila nagulat ng makita nila akong lumabas sa may dining area, tinapon ko na ang oatmeal kanina sa basura bago ako nagpakita sa kanila.
"Blue."
"anak..."
"Oppa..."
biglang nanubig ang mga mata ko, I don't want to cry. I just want to clarify first if this is true. Or they were just pranking me or something 'cause this isn't a good prank.
"What? You will just look at me like that?," tinignan ko si Mom.
"Mom? Sabihin mo sa akin na hindi 'yun totoo? 'di ba? Hindi naman totoo 'yung sinabi ni Kaylee 'di ba? Scarlet will never do this. She even said that we're okay and we will forget what happened from the past." I said and I'm trying to think that this is just a joke.
but seeing their faces and reactions, mas lalo akong kinabahan at bumalik na naman ang alaala ko sa panaginip ko kanina.
"Mom, tell me!" I shouted.
"Blue! Enough." sabi ni Dad.
tinignan ko si Dad, "Why, Dad? I just want to know the truth--------"
he looked at me directly into my eyes, "Truth? Yes, Blue. Scarlet's family is going to Canada and Black is with them and also, Scarlet is going there too. That's the truth, Blue."
and with that, I blink my eyes to avoid the tears from falling.
I shook my head while looking at them,
"No..., no...," at hinawakan ko ang ulo ko habang umiiling iling.
"Blue, blue.." nilapitan ako ni Mom pero umiling iling ako.
Biglang bumalik 'yung panaginip, I'd thought it's just a dream, bakit? Naging totoo? No! No!
"Hindi! She can't do this to me! No!" I shouted.
"Blue, listen to me.." sabi ni Mom at hinawakan ang kamay ko.
I looked at her and I shook my head, "No, Mom! Hindi magagawa ni Scarlet na iwan ako! Hindi!" sigaw ko.
Hindi magagawa ni Scarlet 'to. She promised that she will never leave me. She even said that she loves me, but why? WHY!
"FVCKKKK! NOOOO!" and I throw the vase I saw in the table.
narinig kong tumili sina Mom at Kaylee dahil sa pagbasag nito. I even kicked the table beside me.
"Oppaaa! *sob*" narinig kong umiiyak na sina Kaylee at Mom.
pero hindi ako nakinig, gusto kong magwala dahil ang sikip ng dibdib ko. Ang sakit sakit! No!
"Shawn! Awatin mo si Blue, please *sniff*" narinig kong sabi ni Mom.
"Blue! That's enough." sabi ni Dad at lumapit siya sa akin at hinawakan ang balikat ko, iwinaksi ko ito at ibabato ko na sana ang flat screen TV pero sumigaw si Dad.
"BLUE KAIZEN! I SAID THAT'S ENOUGH!!" napatigil ako sa pagbato sa flat screen TV, kinuha ni Dad and Tv na nasa kamay ko at dahan dahan akong napaupo sa sahig habang tumutulo ang luha ko.
nilapitan kaagad ako nina Mom at Kaylee.
they hugged me, "Why did you lied to me again? *sniff* Why didn't you said this to me? SHIT! WHY??!" I asked them.
"we tried to tell you Oppa *sniff* but.. but.. Unnie said , kailangan hindi mo to malaman dahil baka pigilan mo siya. And yesterday, the time you saw me crying? *sniff* umiiyak ako n'on dahil sa nalaman ko na aalis si Scarlet Unnie! I was about to tell you but you're on your way to the airport dahil hinatid mo si Keirstine Unnie! *sniff*" Kaylee explained while crying.
my heart is ready to explode right now, it hurts like hell. Seems like, you're abandoned again, well, obviously she already abandoned me without saying anything.
"Blue, we understand Scarlet why she left, it's because she needs to find herself first. She needs to give you a space to find yourself also." Dad said.
tumayo ako, kaya napatayo din sina Mom at Kaylee.
I looked at Dad, "I DON'T NEED A FVCKIN SPACE DAD! ALL I NEED IS HER!! ONLY HER! I ALREADY FOUND MYSELF BECAUSE OF HER AND YOU KNOW WHAT? IT MIGHT LOSE AGAIN NOW THAT SHE LEFT ME!! SHIT!" I shouted.
I turned around,
"Blue, where are you going?" Dad asked.
"Anak, saan ka pupunta?" mom asked , nakasunod pala si Mom sa akin sa room ko.
"Mom, I need to see her. I know she isn't on board yet. Maabutan ko pa siya." I said and I wear my hoodie at kinuha kaagad ang car key ko sa bedside table.
"what?! No! Blue, you shouldn't go! She already left!" she said habang nakasunod pa rin sa akin pababa ng hagdanan nakita ko sa living room na nakakunot ang noo ni Dad, si Kaylee umiiyak pa rin.
"Kaizen, I'm serious. Don't go." Mom said.
I stopped and glance at her, "Mom, hindi mapapanatag ang loob ko kung hindi ako nakakasigurado na nakaalis na ba siya. Kailangan ko siyang makita, I need to stop her." I said.
"Oppa! *sniff* They already left. Please just stop!" my sister said.
nagpatuloy ako sa pinto pero hinarangan ako ni Dad, "Dad, get out of my way please."
he shook his head, "Her flight is exactly 12 o' clock, Blue and it's already 1:45. Just please, son. Stop it, already. We can't bring her back here anymore. Also, we don't wanna let you drive, like that. Look at you, you're miserable." he said.
I tapped my dad's shoulder, "Thank you Dad for the concern, but just give me this time. I badly want to see her. I can feel that she wasn't on board yet. And I don't care about my looks right now. Miserable? I became miserable if she ever left me like this. Swear." and I open the door at pumunta sa garage at agad na pinaharurot ang sasakyan.
I don't care if I'm over speeding right now, all I need to see right now is her. Sana hindi pa ako huli. Scarlet, mahal na mahal kita, ayokong mawala ka sa akin. Hindi ko kakayanin kung mawawala ka pa sa akin ng tuluyan. Hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko.
(a/n: para mas mafeel niyo ang pag eemote, we will play a song as a background music.)
***Now Playing: Stay By: Daryl Ong...
♪ I want you to stay, never go away from me
stay forever, but now, now that you're gone
all I can do is pray for you, to be here
beside me again, why did you have to leave
me? When you said that love would
conquer all? Why did you have to leave
me? When you said that dreaming was
as good as reality ♪
pagkadating ko sa NAIA Airport agad akong pumasok at tinignan ko ang nakasulat sa screen kong nakalipad na ba ang flight papuntang Canada.
at doon ako dahan dahang napaluhod ng makita ko sa screen na on board na Ang flight papuntang Canada, 1 hour ago na.
biglang bumagsak ang mga luha ko habang nakaluhod. I don't care if people around, looking at me. I don't care kung ano ang iisipin nila.
why, Scarlet??! Why did you have to leave me, huh??! WHY??!
you even go with Black! For Pete sake! Ang sakit sa dibdib na nalaman kong umalis siya at kasama pa ang kakambal ko! Parang binagsakan ako ng Mundo.
♪ and now I must move on, try to forget
all the memories of you and me but I can't
let go of your love that has taught me to
hold on ♪
"AAAAAAH! SCARLEEET! WHYYY!?" sigaw ko at napasabunot ako sa buhok habang umaagos ang luha ko sa pisngi ko.
nagbulong bulongan ang mga tao habang nakatingin sa akin. They might think that I'm already crazy but cut the crap- I don't fvcking care. Isipin na kung isipin nila. Nasasaktan lang ako ng sobra.
♪ why did you have to leave me?
When you said that love would conquer all?
Why did you have to leave me?
When you said that dreaming was
as good as staying with me ♪
I get up and matamlay ang braso ko na pumunta sa parking lot, pagkasakay ko sa kotse ko agad kong pinalo ang manobela at sinandal ang ulo ko sa manibela at umiiyak.
"Scarlet *sniff* why did you do this to me? *sniff* Why did you just leave me here alone, just like nothing happened? Did I do something wrong again? *sniff* fvck! I'm so stupid! So stupid for not knowing this!" at pinupokpok ko ang manobela.
♪ why did you have to leave
me? When you said that love would
conquer all? Why did you have to leave
me? When you said that dreaming was
as good as reality ♪
I need a drink. Gusto kong malasing para mawala 'tong sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.
I started the engine and I drove to Troy's bar.
♪ I want you to stay, never go away from me
stay forever, I want you to stay never go
away from me.. ♪
♪ ooooh...oooh...oohhhh..♪
***
"give me the hardest drink. The Devil's Springs Vodka." I said to the bartender.
"okay sir, Blue." he said.
after 5 minutes, he already gave me the drinks.
without further ado, agad ko itong tinungga. Nalasahan ko pa sa lalamunan ko ang anghang at ang matapang na lasa ng vodka. Pero hindi ko iyon pinansin, maybe with this I can wake up to reality that this is just a dream, a nightmare.
dahil sa kakinom ko, I don't know why pero bakit hindi ako tinatablan ng pakalasing. Nahihilo ako, yes but still I can still the pain here inside my chest. Masakit parin dito.
hindi ko nga alam na inabot na ako ng madaling araw, it's already 5:40 AM in the morning.
"Blue? Blue! Stop that already!" napatingin ako sa kabilang side at nakita ko sina Blake kasama sina Brixx, Troy, at Ian.
at inagaw ang baso na nasa kamay ko, "Give it back to me, I'm not in the mood." I said to them.
nilapitan ako ni Ian, "Blue, you're already drunk. Stop it."
I laughed, "How I wish Ian, how I wish that I'm already drunk. The reason why I'm here, drinking? Is to become drunk so that I cannot feel the pain here anymore." at tinuro ko pa ang dibdib ko.
"Captain, alam naming nasaktan ka ng sobra dahil umalis si Scarlet pero kailangan mong maging matatag para sa sarili mo, because she's just doing it for the both of you." Brixx said.
I shook my head, "really? If she's doing it for the both of us, why didn't she tell me about, then? Maybe I was just imagining things, that me and her are already okay? Maybe I am just too blinded by her actions yesterday why I didn't know that she's leaving?" I asked them.
nagtinginan silang apat.
"at masakit lang ding isipin na habang nagpakasaya ako noon na iplano ang make up surprises para sa kaniya, hindi niyo sinabi na alam niyo pala na aalis na siya. Damn! I'm acting as a fool! I was a fool, in a second time around! ALL OF YOU LIED TO ME, AGAIN! INCLUDING YOU, IAN! PINAGKAISAHAN N'YO NA NAMAN AKO! FVCK!" sigaw ko sa kanila.
they just looked away,
ngumiti ako ng mapait ng maramdaman kong tumulo na naman ang luha ko, "what's the use of the make up surprise, then, if she's not here anymore? What's the use of all of my efforts I exerted just to win her back? It was blown away that easily. This should be my happiest day but how ironic."
*ring phone!
I looked at my phone, it was an unregistered number.
I picked it up.
[Hello, sir? Is this Kaizen Blue Macwill?]
I cleared my throat, "speaking."
[Hi sir, this is from the Macwill's Hotel. I just want to inform you that all the reservations and decorations and the set-up is already done. You can visit now sir if you want to look at. Thank you sir.]
hindi ko alam kung anong maramdaman ko sa narinig ko, kung nandito lang si Scarlet, baka ang saya ko dahil finally madadala ko na siya sa nireserved ko para sa make-up surprise.
pero wala. She's not here anymore.
I hanged up the call and get my car key at the counter.
"Blue, where are you going?" they said at hinarangan ang daanan ko.
I looked at them, "get out of my way." I said.
"but------" binangga ko ang mga braso nila kaya napatabi sila sa daraanan ko.
agad akong pumunta sa kotse ko at pinaharurot sa hotel kung saan ko sana balak dalhin si Scarlet.
The moment I arrived, I parked the car and get inside of the hotel.
pumunta kaagad ako sa may 3rd floor kung saan nandoon na ka set up lahat.
pagdating ko agad silang bumati sa akin, but hindi ko sila pinansin.
My heart squeezed when I already saw the decorations. It's so fabulous, very perfect for a make up surprise.
bigla akong napahawak ng mahigpit sa picture ni Scarlet na nakahang sa ceiling, tinignan ko 'yun. Dahil sa paghawak ko ng mahigpit nalukot 'yon at napunit.
The perfection of the decorations and setup made me hurt even more because, imagine how perfect it would be if she's here. If she saw all of this.
"FVCCCK!" I cuss and I throw the flower vase in the table, nabasag ito the moment it was landed on the floor.
nagkagulo ang mga staff at nagsialisan.
"AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!" I shouted and I throw the table that made the plates and other antiques scattered on the floor.
"DAAAAMN THIS LIFEEE!" I shouted while crying at pinagsusuntok ko ang pader, naramdaman ko na lang aang hapdi ng kamay ko pero hindi ko ininda.
kinuha ko ang mga balloon at pinaputok ko, I even get the guitar and slammed it to the floor that made it torn into pieces just like my heart, a debris scattered all around the floor.
"What's happening----BLUEEE!" agad akong nilapitan ni Mom at nakita ko din sina Ian kasama sina Blake na hinihingal papasok sa loob kasama si Kaylee.
agad lumapit sina Blake papunta sa amin ni Mom, ako? Nakaupo ako sa sahig at nakasandal ang likod ko sa pader.
"Blue, anak... tigilan mo na 'to, please lang. Kung nasasaktan ka, mas nasasaktan ako habang nakikita kitang ganito." sabi ni Mom.
my tears fell into my eyes, "Mom, I don't know how to live again. Now that she's gone, I don't know if I can go back again to my old self. I don't know if I can fight again, I don't know, Mom. I just really don't know." I said.
"Bro...."
"Captain..."
"Blue..."
"OH MY GOD! MOM! OPPA'S HAND IS BLEEDING!"
dahil sa sigaw ni Kaylee napatingin silang lahat sa kamay ko at doon ko nakita na nabalot na ng dugo ang kamao ko, kaya pala mahapdi. Hindi ko na 'yun napansin dahil mas napansin ko ang kirot ng dibdib ko.
I was stunned how mess the room is, and I was stunned how a mess person I can be.
---------------->end of Blue's POV
MONTHS PASSED BY ~
KAYLEE'S POINT OF VIEW
Today is September 20** , it's been 6 months since Black Oppa and family of Scarlet Unnie and her went to Canada. I missed them so badly, how I wish I can communicate them but iniiwasan namin na mag communicate because until now...
haaay, hindi pa rin nakakamove on si Blue Oppa. It's been 6 months but still, walang nangyari, mas lalo pa nga lang lumala eh.
If you know how miserable his life without Scarlet Unnie, and lalong lumala every day.
Anim na buwan na siyang nakakulong sa kwarto niya, anim na buwan na siyang palaging walang ganang kumain, hindi naliligo, nakamukmok, palaging umiinom, nagyoyosi, at higit sa lahat, anim na buwan na siyang palaging umiiyak mag-isa sa kwarto. Ever since noong akala namin namatay si Black Oppa, ngayon ko lang ulit nakitang nagkaganito si Blue Oppa at dahil sa babae. Ang Casanovang inaakal namin na walang plano magseryoso pero tignan niyo, nang dahil lang pala sa babae nagkaganito. It's because, he's truly, madly, crazily inlove with Scarlet Unnie.
I can still remember, every night naririnig ko ang paghahagulhol niya since malapit lang naman kwarto namin. Gabi gabi, may naririnig akong nababasag sa loob ng kwarto niya, mga sigaw niya at kung paano siya sumigaw doon ako mas nasaktan dahil damang dama ko ang sakit at hapdi na nararamdaman niya.
ang hindi ko makakalimutan ay 'yung balak niya sanang magpakamatay, he locked his door para hindi kami makapasok mabuti nalang may spare key si Mom at agad nabuksan at doon namin nakita na dala dala ni Oppa ang blade sa kamay niya at hihiwain na sana niya ang kabilang pulso niya. Umiiyak kami lahat noon, nandoon sina Maxx Unnie kasama sina Brixx Oppa. May isang araw din na dinalaw siya ni Ian Oppa at subukang kausapin pero hindi niya ito pinapansin, kung ibang tao palang si Oppa sasabihin ko ma talaga na baliw siya, nabaliw siya dahil sa pag-ibig.
Nawala na 'yung Blue na hygienic. 'Yung poging Blue na nakilala namin, 'yung Blue na excelled palagi sa Academics, Wala na talaga. Totoo nga talaga ang sinabi niya, kapag nawala si Scarlet Unnie, magiging miserable ang buhay niya.
and now we're here at the dining area, nag breakfast kami and as usual kulang na naman kami dahil wala si Oppa. Haay, na miss ko na talaga siya sobra. Kahit nasa Bahay lang siya na miss ko pa rin siya dahil wala ng nangugulit at nagmbebwesit sa akin, Wala ng tumatawag sa akin ng 'lil sis'. Sana matauhan na si Oppa.
nga pala today is the opening of classes and grade 12 na ako, and Blue Oppa was supposedly 2nd year college pero hindi namin alam kung papasok ba siya sa sitwasyon niya ngayo---------
"morning."
napatigil kami nina Mom at Dad ng marinig namin ang malamig na boses sa likuran namin.
don't tell me-------
dahan dahan kaming napalingon sa may pintuan ng dining area at doon kami nagulat sa nakita namin.
It's Blue Oppa!!!!!!
Mas lalo kaming nagulat dahil nakabihis siya ng uniform niya at may dalang backpack sa right shoulder niya lang isinabit at bagong ligo siya, nakabalbas na lahat ng mustache niya at higit sa lahat, nagpagupit siya sa buhok niya, and what more interesting, hindi na chestnut ang color ng hair niya, it's plainly black. Parang mas lalong gumwapo si Oppa kung ganiyan ang color ng hair niya. O diba, pinuri ko na siya.
"what?" he coldly said.
agad kaming natauhan.
"Blue...? Is that really you?" hindi makapaniwalang tanong ni Mom.
he just nodded.
agad akong tumayo, "OPPAAAAAAAA HUHU!" at agad na tumakbo sa kaniya at niyakap siya.
he hugged me back and tapped my head, "Tss. Still, immature." he said. Agad naman akong napabitaw at napasimangot dahil sa sinabi niya. Sungit pa rin.
"Blue, I'm happy you're back again." sabi ni Mom at maluha luha pa ang mata niya, Oppa just look at her and smile a lil bit. Iba ang ngiti niya parang hindi pa rin Masaya.
"Blue, you're a man. I'm so proud of you." sabi ni Dad. Tumango lang si Oppa.
umupo si Oppa sa tabi ko, "are you already okay?" tanong ni Mom.
it takes a few moments of silence bag'o sinagot ito ni Oppa.
"I'm trying my best to be okay, but why does it be so hard." he said.
and we get that.
Yeah, he's back again. But not the Blue that we used to know, instead he's back with another version of himself.
a cold one.
bumalik nga siya pero hindi mo na siya makikitang ngumingiti, gaya ng dati.
dahil alam kong hanggang ngayon hindi pa siya Masaya at hindi pa niya natatangap ng buo na iniwan siya ng babaeng totoong minahal niya, at mahal pa rin niya hanggang ngayon.
------------------>end of Kaylee's POV
ADRIAN'S POINT OF VIEW
nakita ko si Blue sa may tambayan ngayon, noong nakita namin siya Nina Blake kaninang Umaga, sumaya kami dahil finally, nandito ulit siya pero there's something about him that is different and that is, he's being cold. He's being distant to people around him. Parang hindi siya si Blue na nakilala namin, yes, he's still the ball captain of the Black Fox and we can see that he changed a lot.
lumapit ako sa kaniya at umupo sa stool katabi niya.
Hindi niya ako pinansin nor even look at me.
He's just drinking the sting he was holding.
"It's good that you're back already." I started the conversation.
"Yeah." he said.
See? Very cold.
"but you changed a lot." I added.
He looked at me and I can feel the coldness of his stare.
"Why? Is there a reason for me stay the same?" He asked.
I sighed, "Blue, I know you've been hurt and yeah until now, I know you're still hurting because of Scarl-------" he cut me off.
"Don't say her name in front of me." he said.
Kumunot ang noo ko, "Why, Blue? Are you mad because she left you?" I asked that made him looked at me gave me death glare.
"Ian, if you're here just to lecture me. I'm not interested." he said and drink again the remaining sting in the bottle.
"You can't blame her walking away if you don't do anything to make her stay." I added.
napatingin siya sa akin ulit and this time, parang pinipigilan niya lang mabasa ko ang emotion niya.
I get up, "okay, fine. I guess you're not in the mood. But if you need anything, I'm just here, bro." I said and I tapped his back. Nakatingin lang siya sa balikat niya kung saan ko siya tinapik.
lumabas ako sa tambayan, at doon ako napabuntong hininga at napailing iling.
Indeed, a cruel and playful world.
--------------->end of Ian's POV
BLUE'S POINT OF VIEW
I get my guitar in the cabinet and I started strumming it, by the way I'm here at the terrace and I'm watching the moon and the stars from the sky. It's so clear and so peaceful.
I started strumming the guitar.
***Now Playing: Tonight By: FM Static...
♪ I remember the times we spent together
on those drives, we had a million questions
all about our lives, and when we got to
New York everything felt right, I wish you
were here with me, tonight ♪
♪ I remember the days we spent together
we're not enough and it used to feel like
dreamin' except we always woke up, never
thought not having you here now would
hurt so much. ♪
hindi ko alam pero biglang nag flashback lahat ng masasayang alaala namin ni Scarlet na magkasama. Those smiles, laughs, kisses, hugs and the way she teases me , all about her. Her scent, her love.
♪ Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick
me up and every night I miss you I can just
look up and know the stars are holdin' you,
holdin' you, holdin' you tonight. ♪
♪ I remember the time you told me about
when you were eight and all those things
you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play all the times
we spilled our coffees and stayed out way
too late I remember when you said and told
me about your Jesus and how not to look
back even if no one believes us when it
hurts so bad sometimes not having you
here♪
♪ Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick
me up and every night I miss you I can just
look up and know the stars are holdin' you,
holdin' you, holdin' you tonight. ♪
♪ I sing...♪
♪ Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick
me up and every night I miss you I can just
look up and know the stars are holdin' you,
holdin' you, holdin' you tonight. ♪
after I sang the song, I placed the guitar at the floor and looked up at the sky. I smiled.
I know it hurts, but life goes on. All I need to do is to be strong. Kahit anong gawin ko para kalimutan ka pero hindi ko pa rin dahil hanggang ngayon, mahal na mahal pa rin kita Scarlet. Ikaw at ikaw pa rin ang tinitibok ng puso ko...
I wiped my tears flowing down to my cheeks,
I sighed, "I still love you, even though you left without saying goodbye."
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