Chapter 8
It was a little earlier than ten o'clock, when they got there. So they headed up to the bar to order something to drink while they waited for Blaine and Sam.
'So, see anyone worth your time Bas?' Kurt asked eyeing the dance floor.
Sebastian looked at Kurt, as he drank a sip of his beer 'Not particularly, but you never know, do you?'
Kurt turned his head to look at Sebastian 'You never know'. Then he smiled.
Sebastian was about to ask if Kurt would like to dance when Kurt stood up and sat his beer down 'They are here, come on'. Then he headed towards the door.
Blaine and Sam entered the place, Blaine searching the crowd for the familiar face and as he saw Kurt, he couldn't help but grin a little and wave his hand. He then walked towards where Kurt to say hello.
They threw their arms around each other, holding tight 'God good, it's been to long not to seen you Kurt'. Blaine said and kissed Kurt quickly on the mouth.
Kurt hugged him again 'You too, you too'. Sam came up to then and hugged Kurt as well.
Sebastian who awkwardly had been standing a little to the side, didn't know what to do, but luckily Sam saw him and shacked his hand 'Good to see you again Sebastian'.
Blaine then turned towards him, he hadn't let go of Kurt yet. 'Oh yeah, that's right, the new and improved Sebastian Smythe' He said nodding at Sebastian's direction, but nothing more.
Kurt sensed that Sebastian was feeling a little off, so he let go of Blaine and went over to him. 'Come on Sebastian we should dance'. Then he smiled and took his hand. Sebastian couldn't help but smile back, and looked at Blaine throwing a little smirk at his direction while Kurt dragged him to the dance floor. Sebastian didn't knew what to expect for the rest of the night.
They danced to two or three songs, but unfortunately just when Sebastian was beginning to relax a little they were interrupted.
'So, do you think you have time for me?' Blaine had come up behind Kurt and his hands rested on his waist.
Kurt laughed a little 'I always have time for you Blaine, you know that.' He then took one of his hands and threw it behind his back holding onto Blaine's neck, as he continued dancing now with Blaine's chest pressed up against his back.
Sebastian didn't like that he had been interrupted, so he excused himself and headed towards the bar, where he found Sam sitting. He sat down and ordered his own drink.
'So, why did you come here, I assume this isn't your scene?' He then asked.
Sam turned towards him 'Well, I might be into girls and all, but I am only human and I can appreciate a good ass when I see one, and this is one of the places where there a lot of them in very little place' he then winked at Sebastian and continued
'Just see my boy Kurt there, he's is one in a million that I actually would consider myself shifting sides for just for one night. But you know that would just give me so much drama. So that's why I just sit here and enjoy the sight'. He gestured towards Kurt, there now was grinding his ass a little against Blaine. He was still with his back to the man, Blaine had one hand on Kurt's waist, and the other one was spread out over his stomach a little under his shirt. Kurt had his head thrown back against his shoulder and a smile on his face.
Sebastian couldn't help but smile at the sight, as much as he wished that it was him behind Kurt, he couldn't help but feel happy that Kurt had a good time.
'So, I guess it ain't just me who think that he's worth spending some time to look at'. Sam's words brought Sebastian back to earth, maybe he had been a little daydreaming again, god he should really stop that.
He coughed a couple of times 'Ehh, yeah, I mean who wouldn't appreciate a man looking like that'. He hoped Sam bought it and wouldn't ask further.
Sam looked at Sebastian, lifting one eyebrow, but nothing more, taking his beer and clinging it against Sebastian's.
'So how often do they hook up?' Sebastian knew he might not like the answer but part of him really wanted to know.
'I think one or two times a month. Though it had been nearly a month ago since last time, for all I know'. Sam stood up then 'Now if you would excuse me"' He said and headed out to the dance floor finding Kurt and Blaine. He took Kurt's hand and began dancing with him sticking his tongue out for Blaine.
Blaine just shook his head and headed over to the bar, eyeing Sebastian as he did.
Sebastian nodded at Blaine as he sat down, he ordered him a beer and clanged his bottle against his. Blaine smiled at him and took a sip.
They didn't say anything at first.
Sebastian because he didn't know what to say. Part of him was fine with Blaine being there, because he was Kurt's friend, and he had been Sebastian's at one point. But he couldn't let the thought of him and Kurt together out of his head, and he really didn't liked that.
'So I heard Kurt's side of how you two bumped into each other, but I would like to know yours' Blaine said, only turning when he finished speaking.
"Okay, but why would I like to tell you that" Sebastian didn't mean to come off as rude but he couldn't help it, apparently jealousy did that to him. Who had known?
'Hmm, fair enough, but Kurt's my best friend and I'll like to know if he's safe. And had this been three or four years ago I wouldn't like you talking to him at all. But he says that you changed, so I'm giving you a chance here Sebastian' He looked Sebastian in the eyes, as if he was challenging Sebastian.
'You may be friends Blaine, but Kurt's his own man, so what he choose to do, it's really only his concern'
'But I don't want him to get hurt' Blaine said this a little lower and looked down at his bottle, but Sebastian caught that, He thought back to when Kurt had been explaining the break up between him and Blaine, and he had said that stuff happened but nothing more.
'I don't intend to hurt him at all, he's been nothing but nice to me. Too nice if you ask me. He is really a warm and kind person' He tried catching Blaine's eyes, but didn't success. Blaine sat looking down and twirling his now empty bottle in his hands.
'He's hurt enough you know. I don't know if Kurt have told you what happened, but as you know we aren't together anymore' He then looked up at Sebastian, his eyes did a quick flick out to where Kurt and Sam danced together, having real fun for all Sebastian could tell.
'I hurt him Sebastian, and I don't live a day where I don't regret it'.
Sebastian hadn't been expecting Blaine to say that, if anything he thought he would hear this from Kurt. But knowing now that it was Blaine who had fucked up, he thought that that would feel good. But instead he could tell the man was truly sorry and he kind of felt bad for him.
'I get that Blaine, but I don't know what happened between you two, I don't know what to say here' He tried being nice and padded Blaine on the shoulder. Blaine looked up smiling up at Sebastian a little 'You know, maybe Kurt is right, maybe you have changed'.
'So what's the deal with Sebastian' Sam asked as he dances with Kurt.
'I really don't know Sam. Yesterday we ran into each other. I don't even know why I suggested he could sleep at my place, for all I know he could still be this pain in the ass. But the thing is he's not. So I just, I don't know. I just like hanging out with him.' Kurt answered twirling a little in Sam's arms.
'I get that, he seems to have changed for the better. But please be careful Kurt, I don't want to see you hurt... Not again'
'I know that Sam and thank you. But I'm a big boy now, so you don't always have to have my back you know.'
They danced a little, Sam's looking over at Blaine and Sebastian. He could see Blaine leaning over the bar head in his hands.
'You know, Blaine still pretty hung up on it.'
Kurt's own eyes flickered over to the two men at the bar 'I know, but there really not much a can do. I have forgiven him and I will always be his friend. But the rest is something he must figure out himself.'
'I think he's still in love with you, you know' Sam said.
Kurt stopped dancing 'I know that Sam, that's why I haven't been sleeping with him the past month, the last time he began crying when I left.. I can't see him like that... It breaks my heart.. Like I said I forgiven him and I love him, I still do, but not in the same way as he love med. He broke my trust by cheating on me the first time, but the second time I couldn't.. I just couldn't you know, I don't want to be with a man who I constantly think would cheat on me.. I don't think I deserve that' He sniffed a little and buried his head in Sam's shoulder.
Sam hugged him 'I know that Kurt, I know that, I think you deserve someone who is as beautiful inside and out as you are. I would wish it could be Blaine, because I love him as much as I love you, but I understand. Just wished it would work out, you know, so once for all you should not worry about not trusting the guy you're with, but just love him. You know'
'I know and I really appreciate that, not only because I know that you'd always have my back but also because you didn't dumped Blaine but stayed friends with both of us. I like to think that it is part your fault that we managed to stay friends after. So thank you, I really mean it.'
Sebastian who had been looking at Sam and Kurt from the bar, had caught that Kurt had start feeling tense and had stopped dancing with Sam, he didn't know why, but he didn't like the feeling of an unhappy Kurt. So he walked over, tapping Sam on the shoulder 'May I?' He then asked.
Yes Sebastian could be polite if wanted to.
Sam looked at Kurt, and Kurt nodded, so he stepped aside leaving Sebastian with Kurt. Sebastian hadn't thought what his next move would be, so he gently took Kurt's hands in his.
'I don't like that you look sad, you know princess' He then said feeling a little stupid for not having anything better to say. But Kurt just squeezed his hands and looked up to his eyes, then he took Sebastian's arms and put them up around his neck and his own around Sebastian's waist laying his head at his shoulder 'Could you just dance with me Bas?' Was all he said.
And yes, that was something Sebastian definitely could. So he brought Kurt closer, one of his hands drifting up to the back of his neck and he let his fingers play against the hair there, feeling Kurt start to relax. He smiled to himself.
At the bar Blaine sat at saw the scene 'Do you think I lost him for good Sam?'
Sam looked over at the couple on the floor he felt happy for Kurt 'I don't really know that Blaine, you have to talk to Kurt about that.' Then he looked at his friend, he saw Blaine eyes watered.