It was already dark outside and I was laying in my bed, still kinda sad that I couldn't go on the date with Nate.
Luckily, Nate wasn't mad at all.
I spent the rest of the day on doing my homework and some studying.
I felt my eyes getting heavier, when I heard a knock on my window.
Suddenly I was wide awake. I got really excited, because I already expected that it was gonna be Nate.
I walked to my window when I suddenly saw... nothing.
No Nate?
It probably must've been a bird or something.
I'm actually going to lose my mind. I just really wanna see him.
I could sneak out or sneak him in, but I would feel bad to betray my mom like that.
I went back to bed. I mean, I maybe can't see him, but I could still hear him.
I decided to call him.
* beep *
* beep *
Then it stopped.
He declined me? I mean it's not that big of a deal, but it's still weird.
Is he talking to somebody else? Or is he mad? Maybe he is annoyed by me?
Did I do something wrong?
I could call Angela, but I really don't want to talk to her.
Lately I just feel really lonely. It feels like I don't have anyone other than Nate.
I really don't want to lose him.
Isn't it funny, that a few weeks ago I was still convinced that I would hate him?
I thought about him for a while, when suddenly I fell asleep.
God, I'm really obsessed with him.
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