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Agar mera bolna galat lagta hai then i am sorry but .. still i just wanna say that ... chodo yaar .....
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Let's start with the story ...
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Unable to have control over his beating heart .... excusing himself he went on terrace to have some fresh air as ... he felt suffocated with her presence
Mind full of thoughts ... he tried not to see her ... not to fall in her eyes that held innocence which made him feel more disgusted that she faked everything even that innocence too
He was smokimg vigorously.... being angry for loosing himself and let himself fall in her trap but somewhere his heart knows that he misunderstood her to the core ...
He felt a soft touch on his shoulder...
. His mind immediately felt peace ... as if every tension faded away just by a touch ...
He turned and looked at the girl who was standing infront of him ... the same girl whome he is trying to ignore the same girl who has every control on his damn freaking fucking heart .... but sudden image flashed in his mind ofbeing in someone else arm ... anger rose up .... as he looked at her with poker face trying hard to get control over his heart ...
With that poker face which held blankness shooked her to the core ... she so wanted to see happiness in that eyes .... she so wanted to see herself in that eyes to engulf herself in his arms ... tò tell him how much happy she is ...
To tell him
How much she loved him ....
But controlling her damn emotions sge asked with much difficulty not able to take that all of sudden hatred in his deep brown orbs she stammered
Umm ... sid ..sidharth... ji ... wo. .. wo ... aaap ... yaha .. matlab ... sab ... thik hai ...na sab ... nhi main isliye pooch rahi thi ... wo aap achanak ... aise upar ... she looked down playing with her fingers taking deep breath not looking up to see that hatred which broke her already bruised heart
He was already pissed off with himself .... and all she is saying felt him a drama ... he did hold her arms .... she looked up in his eyes
Sid : kyu ... ab tumse pooch ke jau kahi par .... huh .... tum meri biwi banne wali ho bani nhi ho ho ... or na kabhi ban paogi ... samjhi tum ... kyuki ... main tumhe kuch nhi samajhta .... hamara koi match nhi ... samjhi tum ... tph behtar rahega tum door raho mujhse ... samjhi .... he spitted fire .... while her eyes showed immense pain .. making his heart flutter ... he left her with a jerk ... not able to maintain her balance she collides with the ground ... her hand hitted the stone which pierced her soft skin ... she hissed in pain ... looking at her palm ... a small sob escaped her mouth ....
He was about to left from.there when heard her sobbing ... he turned around and looked at her ... his eyes soften ... feelings overpowered... as he runs towards her .... making her stand ... he took her palm in his ... she looked at him ... a minute ago his eyes showed hatred and now concern ... if he hates her then why this concern why this marriage...
He took her down in his room ... no one has noticed then as everyone is busy with themselves in the party ...
Taking the first aid ... he made her sit then cleaned her wound ... she was continuously looking at him ... a painful tear rolled down her eyes ...
Sana : sidharth.... she whispered
Sid : hmm ...in hus stern deep voice
Sana : aap ye shaadi kyu kar rahe hai ? ... she looked at him with pain filled eyes ..
He looked up from her hand ...
Sid : huhhh ? ...
Sana : aap ... mujhse ... nafrat karte hai na sidharth... phir kyu ye shaadi ..
Kyu .... aap kyu apni zindgi barbaad kar rahe hai ... maine dekha hai aapki aankhon main aapne liye nafrat phir kyu ... ye shaadi ... na kare ye .. i request u ... pls cancel this .. she looked at him blankly
All this felt a drama to him ... he felt anger and disgusted seeing her ..
But he stayed quiet...
Sid : ye shaadi main sirf maa ke liye kar raha hoon... or mujhe pata hai tumhare kya irade hai ... so better stay quiet agar tum sidharth shukla ka gussa nhi dekhna chahti toh ....
He left from there giving her last glance ... he left there leaving her broken with hus harsh words ...
Sana : konsa irada sidharth... main ... maine kya kiya hai sidharth.... aap kyu kar rahe hai aise ... main ... main nhi dekh sakti aapko aise sidharth isse acha toh aap maar hi dete mujhe... a tear rolled down her eyes as she felt her world collapsed the ground ....
She felt broken beyond repair ....
Her breaths higher .... tears were coming out ... she was having difficulty in breathings anxiety was on the top ....
She immediately reached for deep's room as there she kept her purse ...
Taking her anxiety pills she calmed herself down .....
Her mental state was just a little better because of her happiness but god has another plans as this marriage has given her another fucking trauma ....
Cleaning up her face .... which paled up .. making her representable .... correcting her dress she moved down .... where the sibling were present
Deep : kaha par thi aap bhabhii ... bhaiya bhi nhi dikh rahe the ... she said in teasing tone
Kush : arey they were having some alone time no .... ahan pehla pehla pyaar hai ... pehli pehli baar hai ...
He winked
But sana face was blank .... she was lost in her own daze which was noticed by siya
Siya : kya hua bhabhi ... is everything ok na ... sab thik hai ..,?
Sana : hmm .. head ache ...
Siya : acha ... come let me give you some painkiller it will help you ...
Sana : leliye pills ... she said blankly
Siya : hmm ok ... aajao ... let's eat something ... aapka akdu pati toh busy hai ... itni akal nhi ke biwi ko khilaye ... uska dhyaan rakhe she scoffed
Sana : nahi .. mera abhi man nahi kuch khaane ka ....
Kush : acha koina bhabhi ... tum dono jao main or bhabhi yahi hai ... mera bhi man nhi abhi
They left ...
Kush : aao bhabhi maa ke pass hi chalte hai ... sana nodded
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Sidharth's pov
Ahhhhhhhh ... fuck man ... kyuuu ...kyu mera mere dil par kabu .. nhi ... kyuu ...
I can't understand what's happening with me but still knowing that she is not a good person ... i am not able to punish her ...
Nhi hota mujhse jab bhi uski aankhon main dekhta hu ... wo sachai dikhti hai mujhe ...
She is really a good actor ... how can someone stoop so low that they can even fake their fucking emotions ...
Nahi dard de sakta main usse ... kaise tu ... jab usse chot lagti hai dard mujhe bhi hota hai .. or ajj ...
Wo aansoon ...wo dard ahh ... main pagal ho jaunga ....
Kyu mujhe wo galat nhi lagti... kya main usse galat samajh baitha .... ahh ... mujhe nafrat ho rahi hai khudse ki main aidi ladki par bharosa kar baitha ... i just hate her ...
He whispered
Frustrated with every thought he made his way towards the bar counter ... gulping the whole glass of alcohol ...
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Sana's pov
Sidharth... aise kyu kar rahe hai app .. mere saath ... main .. pyaar karti hu aapse ... par kyu bata nhi paaati
Kyu apni khushi mujhe chupani padti hai ..
Sab thik tha na ... phir achanak se kyu ye badlav sidharth kyu ye nafrat
Kyu ye hota hai mere saath huh ... mera toh thik hai par ... sidharth kyu apnea apko saza de rahe hai ...nahi baba ji mujhe pata hai mujhe khush rehna allowed nahi hai ... par aap sidharth se unki khushiyan kyu cheen rahe hai...
Wo nafrat karte hai mujhse kaise khush rahenge mere saath wo ...wo bhi dukhi rahenge baba ji ...
Main nhi chahti wo apni zindgi bhi kharab kare
She said him to broke the marriage when his words broke her
"ye shaadi main sirf maa ke liye kar raha hoon... or mujhe pata hai tumhare kya irade hai ... so better stay quiet agar tum sidharth shukla ka gussa nhi dekhna chahti toh .... "
He left from there while she felt broken she felt her world collapsed with the ground 💔
"konsa irada sidharth... main ... maine kya kiya hai sidharth.... aap kyu kar rahe hai aise ... main ... main nhi dekh sakti aapko aise sidharth isse acha toh aap maar hi dete mujhe... a tear rolled down her eyes "
Her breaths are high .... she felt difficulty in reaching anxiety on the top ..
She immediately reached to deep's room ...
Taking her anxiety pills she calmed herself down
Decided to talk about marriage with rita maa
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