I don't want to try at life anymore, I have tried so, so hard and I cant. Tonight at 12:30 for me I am going to try and run away before this, if I don't then I am going to try and kill myself. I don't know what will happen to me but I haven't done it yet so I might not even die, I might live again... I don't want to live though and for whoever thinks that I am lying and not going to try you are wrong, I am telling the truth I don't know what is going to happen tonight but I am going to try as hard as possible to kill myself. I am sorry for whoever I am worrying right now. I am about 12 hours until I try anything... I don't know if I'll change my mind or whatever but I cant take life, everything hurts. I hate how I am always lonely and cant stop it. I hate how whenever people stop talking to me I cry because I need to talk to someone, I hate it. I don't want to live anymore, I don't want to I really don't...
I really am sorry for whoever I am worrying right now but I am trying and you wont stop me... I am going to try.. Even if I tell you I wont I still am going to try.. I am oh so sorry everyone... No one will probably see this anyway..
Have a good day/night everyone.
10/23/22 - 10/24/22