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"𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚒 𝚍𝚘: 𝚞𝚗𝚊𝚙𝚘𝚕𝚘𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚕𝚕𝚢, 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛" ~𝚜.𝚛.𝚠

                                                        𝚂𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚘𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐
    𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝟸𝟹,𝟸𝟶𝟷𝟽
𝙿𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚊,𝙿𝙰
9:45am

"Kuuuuuu are you dead" miracle asked poking my face "no get off of me" I said opening my eyes as

she hopped off my back "I'm hungry can we go get something to eat" she asked

getting off the bed "I can go cook" I said she let out a loud sign folding her arms "whatchu doing allat for"

I asked mugging her "Ku you can't cook I don't wanna eat noodles for breakfast" she said frowning

her face "mmcht yeen have to turn up like that come on" I said standing up holding

my hand out for her to grab it she grabbed it smiling "did you brush your teeth?" I asked her walking

towards her bathroom "yes" "okay get dressed" I said letting her run into her room i walked towards my bathroom

To get ready for the day I brushed my teeth and threw water on my face real quick to wake me up Tf we wearing today

I thought going into my dresser picking out a black tee and some jeans I slipped my clothes on going into my closet

grabbing my 5's "you always wearing that" miracle said walking into my room "and I always look good wearing it"

I said nudging her head spraying on my Dior cologne "who picked that out for you?" i asked ha

seeing her in a girly outfit wit a purse "princess premade me outfits b4 she left i have a lot of them set out"

she said smiling down at her outfit i smiled nodding "what we finna eat" I asked her while she grabbed my fingers as we walked to the car

"Can we eat ihop" she asked as I buckled her up in her seat "yea ma you wanna order it to go or sit in"

I said getting in my side staring the car "I wanna eat in" she responded I nodded cutting the radio on

"You gone be with grandma today I gotta handle some stuff" I said "what stuff" she asked "grown people stuff" I responded

"You always say that" she said rolling her eyes I laughed "because it's true" "is smooch gonna be there ?"

She asked I shook my head no smooch was coming back to the house later on tonight I planned on asking her

About that date again savieon did what she asked and got over whatever he had against his ex when he was grieving it

Brought up a lot of old feelings and everything replayed in his head so he decided to get everything that

Ever reminded him of her and burn it then removed her on all his socials not blocking her just removing her

He felt better after he felt as she was attached to the old him and he wanted to be a new man for himself a new man

for samiyah "do you like her like you liked mirah ?" Miracle asked "I like her more than I liked mirah" he admitted

Causing her to smile "I like her more than mirah too, can I ask something" she said he nodded "why did she leave us?"

She asked referring to smooch "I hurt her feelings" I said "because of Malaysia?" She asked referring to their

Eldest sister he nodded "I miss her too but I don't go around being mean about it" she said I laughed

"Grandma told you that?" He asked knowing the answer because his grandma always said that to him

She nodded "and did but it's true" she said "you right it is" "do you think lay would like her?" She asked

"I think she'd adore her" he said pulling up to ihop I hopped out looking around making sure we could eat

in i unbuckled miracles seat belt letting her out "stand right here for me" I said turning her away from me

as I grabbed my pole from under the seat tucking it in my waistband "Ight come on" I said picking her up

locking the car "What you want from hea" I asked looking around as we walked up to the register "pancakes

and bacon" she said cheesing "hello will you guys be dining in?" The lady asked"Yes maam" I responded

"okay lemme show you guys to your seats" she grabbed two  menus and led us to a booth seat

"someone will be right with you guys" she said and left "Whatchu finna eat" miracle asked "shit French toast" I said

scanning the menu ion really too much like breakfast food "look there's princess" Miracle said jumping

out her seat I quickly got up to chase her she hopped in somebodies lap I couldn't see who only her head "miracle what

I told you ab" "hey savieon" smooch said waving "H-hey smooch" I said waving back "I didn't know you guys were

gonna be here" she said playing with miracle "yea she wanted pancakes for breakfast" I responded putting my hands in my pockets

Why tf my palms sweaty "we still on for tonight" I asked her she looked up and smiled "yea we

on just text me" she said waving handing me miracle "bet" I cheesed grabbing her walking to our booth

"you look like a cherry" miracle said rolling her eyes "shut up and tell the lady whatchu want" I said jumping

at her she took her order and I took mines "so what you doing" she asked "when""when you ask her out duhhh"

she said with her hands folded over her menu "i never told you I was asking her out" I said "you don't have to

Imma big girl I have a brain" she said in a duh tone causin him to shake his head at her "I don't even know

Where you get that attitude from" he said she laughed "you, now spill the beans" "idk really I'm jus gone ask her"

"Ehh sounds boring , what will you do when you ask her or be your girlfriend" she said smiling "imma deck the house

Out with presents and flowers wym" I said savieon wasn't the romantic type so all he know how to do is spend money and

Buy stuff he was working on it though "I like that remember to do allat for my birthday as well" she said

causing him to laugh "where you taking her for the date" "to a restaurant she was posting bout "that's romantic" she said

making kissing faces "Stop playin with me" I said mugging her as the lady bought us our food "are you getting her flowers ?"

she asked "should I?" "I think you should if I were onna date I'd love flowers"She said smiling "yeen going

on no fucking date ever I'll buy you flowers" I responded "it's not the same ku" she said rolling her eyes her

attitude disgust me"What kind of flowers should I get for her" I asked rubbing the back of my neck Ian never bought nothing

other than plan b's for bitches this all new to me "You should find out her favorite color then go from there"

she said "what does that have to do with flowers" she shrugged her shoulders "idk grandpa told me he got

Nannas favorite color flowers on their first date and she was overjoyed it's all about the details it makes them feel like you

Pay attention"she said reciting what pops said to her I nodded I knew her favorite color was black just by how she made sure to put it

In ever outfit that she wore and if it didn't have black in it she wear a black crystal ring on her left pinky

"okay what else should I get" "just the flowers it's only a first date" she said and i chuckled nodding I can't believe

I'm taking advice from a sassy ass four year old "I'm full can we take the rest to go?" She said lifting her

jacket up rubbing her stomach "can you put yo damn shirt down" I said muggin her she rolled her eyes ignoring

me as the waiter walked over to us "can we get the bill and To go containers?" I asked and she nodded "anything else?"

"Oh yea and refills on the drinks in to go cups aswell and you see them over there" I said pointing to smooch and moonie

she nodded "pay they tab" I said handing her a stack cash "you can keep the change "Omg thank you so much" she said

turning around wiping her face "it's no problem you was a cool lil waitress lady I preciate that" I responded

she nodded rushing away "omg you made her cry"Miracle said being dramatic "no I didn't she just overjoyed

yk white people extra asf" I responded and she laughed "we're literally half white how-" "never been a cracka

in my life" I said muggin her "Boy bye" she responded as we stood up seeing the lady walk over to us handing

us the things I asked for "have a bless day" I said to her as we walked out "you aswell" she yelled back

"Whatchu wanna do?" "Can we go shopping ?" She asked and I nodded putting her into her seat I closed the

door turning around seeing smooch walking out she saw me and ran over to me "Thank you for paying our bill mugga"

she said kissing my cheek "Fuck you calling me that for" I said mugging her she laughed "because of that right

there that's all you do" she said pointing to my face "Whatchall finna get into" she asked opening the back door playing

with miracle "we finna go pick up some clothes" I responded "ouuu yall going shopping" she said doing sprinkler

fingers with miracle and moonie "No we picking up clothes" I said back smooch scrunched her face up walking

close to me "what's your problem?" She Asked flicking my nose "nothing that shopping shit sound gay" I said

smiling down at her "can we go shopping with y'all?" She asked As she wrapped her arms around my neck I

smirked pulling her closer to me by her waist "we would love for y'all ta come" I said licking over my lips this girl

so damn beautiful moonie looked at the two in awe although no one knew what went on between the two

you didn't needa be smart to tell they got very close  "Princess would you like us to join y'all?" She asked beginning to unwrap her arms

until I gripped her tighter she leaned over the door so she could see miracle

"Yes pleaseeeee I'd hate to have to dress like a little boy" she said mugging me "stop playing with me"

I said mugging her back smooch laughed at us returning her attention to me "Okay we'll follow behind y'all lani them

already at the mall anyways so we'll all be tg" smooch said smiling looking up at me I twist my lips to the side

biting the inside of my mouth Trying to restrain myself from the current things I was thinking about

doing to her "okay that's good but we gone follow y'all there go get inna cah I can't just be standing out here inna

open smooch" I responded she laughed "Okay we'll see y'all there drive safe" she said gently rubbing her finger across

my bottom lip I unintentionally licked over it causing her to smile "I'm always safe smooch" I responded

she nodded starting to walk off I waited till they both got into the cah then I got inside of mines "you good?"

I asked miracle she nodded her head on her iPad I nodded starting the car up I reversed and waited for them

to pull off and begin to follow them "ku" "yes mi" "can you marry princess" she said looking at me with pleading eyes

I laughed "You like her that much?" I asked "yes I don't want her to go again she's nice to me" mi said poking

her lip out "I won't do nothing to make her leave us" I responded and she smiled I smiled to myself at

the fact that she liked smooch she wasn't fond of any female that she saw savieon with she always felt uncomfortable around

them but she's ok with smooch which was understandable seeing how smooch treated her like her own

we pulled up to the mall parking beside the girls I saw lani and the group

walking towards us as I pulled miracle from the car straightening her clothes "Heyyyy poodaaa" lani said running to miracle

picking her up miracle wrapped her arms around her neck hugging her "so what we finna do?" I asked the guys as the

girls walked infront of us with miracle "The same shit WE goin into shoe stores they ass finna go everywhere"

gunns said "not me moonie told me to go shopping with her" money said me and gunns looked at him "whatchu

said?" Gunns asked "Yeen hear me say she asked me did you ?She TOLD me I was shopping with her Ian say shit"

money said back causing us to laugh "smart man" I said dapping him up Smooch walked up to me with miracle

on her hip "do you wanna go shopping with us?" Mi asked "not-" "okay come on" smooch said grabbing my arm

dragging me "Clownin!!!" gunns yelled from behind me I flicked him and money off I knew they both

was laughing "where we going" I asked pulling my arm away from her she ignored me grabbing the bottom of

My shirt "we going to pick out some out fits for me" miracle said smiling as we walked into a outlet

"don't play wit me don't be gettin no grown shi" I said muggin them "boy shut up she's a little girl not no boy"

"come on let's look" smooch said putting mi down holding her hand as they walked around I smiled

watching them interact as they picked outfits out and laughed together I pulled my phone out taking pictures

of them my smile dropped when I saw someone walking towards smooch I slowly walked behind them I couldn't hear what

they was saying but she ainn look happy about it I walked over behind smooch picking miracle up "wassup" I said to

the nigga he looked older Like he was in his late 20's "oh this your bf?" He asked smooch she backed

up I pulled her behind me she put her face inside of my back "ay move around" I said with a mug plastered on my face

"Lil nigga you-" before he could finish say cocked his arm back socking him in his nose watching his body

fall back the man clutched his face groaning smooch gasped loudly covering her mouth  "come on" I said

gently grabbing Miyah arm pulling her towards the register I gave the cashier the clothes so she could

scan them "you good?" I asked smooch she nodded slowly still looking

back as the people helped the man up and out "Who is that" I asked her gently grabbing her chin putting her

focus on me "one of my momma friends" she said back "who is he to you" I asked she didn't respond "smooch"

"Okay the total is $740.23 will that be cash or card ?" The cashier asked smooch pushed my hand away from her

"thank you it'll be-" "cash and add Those unicorn shoes in there" I said handing her $800 and grabbing the bags

"here's the change sir" she said handing me the money I smiled grabbing it putting it in my pocket

I lead smooch out by her waist while holding mi with my other arm "so we gone talk about that or what?"

I whispered in her ear "it's nothing to talk about I told you he's my mom friend" She responded playing with mi

"we past that I asked who is he to you" I said back "can we just drop it" she asked with a frown plastered on her face

"We can drop it if you agree to talk about it later" I said standing infront of her she looked up to me "okay I'll

Talk about it later" she said holding her pinky out I smiled interlocking our pinky's"okay, where you wanna shop at?" I

asked her She smiled "ummm I don't know yet" she said looking around "let's go to chanelllllll" miracle said

dancing causing us to laugh at her "Ight come on" I said grabbing they hands We walked into the store and they

had bags all over the walls ion see what's the hype bout Chanel but females love that shit I watched smooch and mi

Walk around picking up bags and sneakers "mugga look" smooch

said dragging me towards some black Chanel sneakers "you want em?" I asked her "no I think they'll be cute on you"

She said smiling "hell nah" I said shaking my head no "come on please me and mi wanna get em together

so you gotta get them too" she said crossing her arms " I'm not getting them" I said mushing her head

"please mugga" she asked standing closer to me staring into my eyes wit a frown on her face i smiled leaning down

placin my hand under her chin laying two kisses on her lips "ite ma i'll get em" i said she smiled

"excuse me could I get some help" she said waving her hand at the worker walking around " yes ma'am how can I help you"

He responded "I'd like three pairs of these shoes all different sizes" she said "I wear a size 4y" miracle

said smiling "I'm a size 6" smooch said she looked over at me I mugged her kissing my

teeth "I wear a 9 1/2" I said "okay I'll go get those for you guys" he said going to the back he came back with

three boxes handing em to me I let them sit down and try them on "come on try them on" smooch

said tugging on my arm I sat down next to her slipping the shoes on my foot "they look nice don't

they princess"She said twisting her foot around "I love them we're

getting them" mi said putting them back into the box "what do you think about em" smooch

Said looking up at me as I put the shoes back "they cool I probably won't

wear em as much but they ain bad" I said shrugging my shoulders she smiled "Okay I think

we're done" she said standing up with all the things she got mi had her things on her hands aswell

"y'all done?" I asked and they both nodded "Okay come on" I said grabbing majority of their things

from their hands as we walked to the cashier "hello I hope you guys had a wonderful experience"

I stared at smooch as the lady talked to her and rung up our things I wanna know who that nigga is and why tf she

looked scared ion like that imma need him dead just because she scared of him"Okay the total is $10,238 even

cash or card" "cash" I said handing her a stack of money "why do you carry that much cash around" smooch

whispered to me "Ion trust a lot of banks or cards ainn finna take pictures of my shit" I said as I got the change

and grabbed the bags it was like 5:30 when we walked out "Y'all hungry?" I asked and they both nodded I grabbed

smooch hand as we walked to the food part of the mall I saw money

them "moneyyyy!" I yelled causin people to look at me

Fuck y'all looking at "omg your so embarrassing why you yelling across the court" smooch

said pulling my arm down she interlocked our fingers Walking us over to money them he was with moonie

and had bags up his arms just like me "moonie lemme talk to you real quick" I said reaching my hand out for her

She grabbed it pulling me by the tables away from the group "wassup" she asked looking behind me

I turned around seeing smooch looking at us with a confused look"Hollon stay right here" I said putting the bags down

getting up going towards smooch I handed her some money "you can get y'all something to eat I'll be right back"

"You not hungry?" She asked looking up at me "not really I already ate breakfast" I said to her and she nodded

"okay" I watched her walk away with mi on her side I waited until she was at a food stand to walk back to moonie

"let's go to this table" I said redirecting her over to the table where I had a clear vision of smooch and mi

"Ight some nigga was just here in smooch face and shit he brown like 5'9 with dreads who is he and

how do he know her" I asked her facial expression shifted but then she went back to normal

"He's a friend of our-" "stop playing games dont you think if I wanted to hear that I'll just ask smooch

again" I said with a blank expression "she didn't tell you?" She asked I shook my head no "I don't think she'd be

comfortable with me telling you" she said playing with her fingers "moonie I just wanna protect her okay? I can't

protect her if ion know what's going on with her" I responded with my head in my hands "you really like her huh" she

said smiling "it's that obvious?" I asked chuckling "yes actually it is" she said back "You think she feeling me?"

I asked her "I know she is" she said smiling "how you know" "because your always touching her" she responded I

was confused "what that gotta do with her liking me" I asked "Because she doesn't stop you from doing it

samiyah doesn't do physical touch a hi and a bye is all any other dude would get from her before I'd have to intervene

but not with you She's okay with being alone with you meaning she feels safe she doesn't even like being alone with our

mom you should feel special" she said I felt my heart pounding as I smiled to myself I looked over seeing smooch

and mi still standin at the stand they were laughing and talking "are you really trying to protect her?"

She asked I gave her my full attention again shaking my head yes "you promise you won't hurt her? Or

use anything I'm going To say against her" she asked with her pinky out "I promise" I said interlocking

them "his name is jermaine he used to be my moms friend he came around a lot when we were younger

but stopped once I was 14, he's not a good person towards moody I can't tell you how or why because she has

to it's not my place all I can say is he hurt her badly and she will freeze up if you say his name or if she sees

him He makes her feel weak and shit like she's still a child" she said wiping her face hurt her? "Just tell me what

I need to do to let her know that I'll protect her and she don't have to be scared of him""If you haven't seen by

now samiyahs a independent women she protects herself she won't admit that's she scared or anything you'll

just have to sense it you can't let her know anything You have to show her she's big on actions

you telling her won't do anything" she said and I nodded showing her will be easy I hope "is this the nigga diamond was talm bout?"

I asked she nodded "Here I got you something to eat"

smooch said from behind me I stood up grabbing the food

from her "thank you" I said kissing her cheek she smiled nodding

"y'all good" she asked hugging moonie "yea we good, anyways thanks for the advice I'm gonna go with money"

moonie said standing up winking at me "your welcome" I said giving her a hug"I have to go I gotta appointment at 7:30"

smooch said "okay come on I'll take you" I said and she nodded running over to moonie "you had fun?"

I asked picking Mimi up "yes princess said next week she'll do my makeup for me when we have a girls day"

She said smiling "makeup? Yeen getting no makeup" I said mugging her "she is though" smooch said

Coming behind us "no she not she only 4" "it's not like it's a full face it'll be Mascara and lipgloss something simple" she said

"Yea simple" Mimi said smiling "y'all lying" I said as we walked out "don't matter" Mimi said causing us to laugh

"so uhhh I know you didn't give moonie any advice what were y'all really talking about" she said

As we walked to the car "how yk I didn't" "because I saw her wink at you she's not slick at all"

she responded I laughed a little "she gave me advice on you" I responded opening the door for her

"Really? What kind of advice" she said getting in "it's a secret" I said putting my finger over my mouth

as I strapped mi down in her seat "wow so y'all talking bout me and I can't know" she said crossing her arms

"Exactly see you get it" I said nudging her shoulder she mugged me looking out the widow I looked back seeing mi sleep

I knew she'd eat and go to bed "You gotta attitude?" I asked smooch she ignored me still looking out the window

"smooch" I called "what" she said I laughed under my breathe "why you gotta attitude" "nobody gotta

attitude shut up" She said as I pulled up to her building she unbuckled her seat belt getting out leaving everything in the car

I kissed my teeth getting out chasing after her I grabbed her arm before she walked into the

door pulling her towards me back to the car"what is your

problem" I asked her leaning on the car with my hands over her waist

"Ion have no problem" "but you acting like you have one" " I don't" I

stood there staring at her as she held a frown on her face "what's wrong"

I asked "Your being weird" "how smooch" "because why you being secretive" she asked

pouting I smiled "she was giving me advice on how to make

you more comfortable around me" I said she smiled

"why you ainn just say that" she said wrapping her arms around my neck "yo attitude is disgusting you

act like a brat" I said smiling down at her "I know" "I wanna ask you something" I said "wassup"

"would you go out with me tonight?" I asked bitin the inside of my cheek "last time you asked-" "I'm over that already

I know what I want" I interrupted her "you know imma hold

you up to that right?" I nodded "okay, I'd love to go

Out with you" she said causin me to smile "okay I'll

come get you tonight at 12:00 that's cool witchu?"

I asked she nodded "that's great" I nodded

I planned on making smooch more comfortable with me tonight so I picked something

she's interested in which is photography the first time I met her she talked about her love for photography

just never getting around to it really I decided to buy her a camera set "I'm not so sure about you why you being so

sweet to me" she asked "because I think you cool" I'm

obsessed with you "I think you cool too mugga" she said hugging

me I smiled licking my lips holding my bottom lip letting out a deep but low sigh trying to control

myself I was nervous ash right now ion even know why

"I gotta go now" she said pulling back I frowned Ion really want you to

"Okay I'll see you inna lil bit how many clients you have?"

"Only three" She said "okay call me when you done with the first one"

"I will" she said letting me go "I'm frl if youon call me imma come back here"

She laughed "you leaving princess" mi asked from out

her window smooch walked over to the window

"yes I'm going to do makeup but I'll see you again

soon" she said opening the door hugging her "Can we walk

you in" mi asked sticking her lip out "ofc come on baby" she said unbuckling mi's seat putting her down grabbing

her hand "come on we're walking princess up" mi said to me I walked and grabbed alls smooches

bags from the car handing her her food "thank you" she said smiling I nodded as we headed to the building

we got into the elevator "elevators are soooo creepy" mi said Her ass think everything creepy "you think so? When I was your age

i hated them to I always thought it would fall" smooch said and they laughed i chuckled seeing them interact with eachother

We got off the elevator walking up to her door "okay this is me I'll see you guys later" she said hugging

mi then me "yea dont forget to call me" I said huggin her tight "I won't oh mi you gotta put your number in my phone"

she said handing her her cell phone she unlocked the door walking in a little taking her shoes off I handed

her the bags giving her another hug She took her phone from mi hugging her "see you guys later" she said

waving at us as I walked us to the elevator we waved back as we got on "byeee princess" mi waved

I miss her

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