Gosh I am starving.
I tried eating more but I guess it didn't work. I have stopped eating again because I just cant eat. My brain tells me to not eat and I don't. I have started to stop eating breakfast. I barely eat lunch and half the time don't. And I don't usually eat dinner. All I eat is a snack a day pretty much. I don't know I just don't want to eat. Eating just kinda makes me sick. I can't eat without wanting to stop eating or feeling sick. I have been like this for about 4 years now. I don't know what to do, its like dying slowly tbh. Feeling pain and hunger all the time, not wanting to eat but wanting to eat more than anything. I don't know I just cant eat, I have tried and tried, but the more I try the less food I eat. I don't know what to do.
10/21/22