My HSC exam will start in less than 3 weeks. I'm already depressed. But after I saw the news of BTS joining military soon, It makes me more depressed. This news broke my heart. How I'm gonna survive without them? Ik you all must be thinking I'm just being childish. No, I'm not. Idk how I'm gonna spend these 2 freaking years without them? Without their Instagram posts, stories, without talking with Armies in weverse, their live, overall everything about them? I thought when I will feel depressed during my HSC Exam, I'll see their posts, their updates so that my depression will be disappear. But that's not going to be happen.
Remember, when BTS celebrated their 9th Anniversary of their group. Remember, when RM cried also all the members of BTS.
I knew something is gonna happen that will break Armies heart. And I was right.
Maybe in these 2 years, my parents will set my marriage to someone else. Yes, my parents already begin to find a groom for me. But they don't even know that I'm not ready. Not physically nor mentally. Even if I try to make them understand, they won't.
*sigh*
Anyways, I just came here to talk for the last time before I'm going for hiatus for 1 and ½ month for my HSC exam. Bcz you all know I don't have anyone to talk with.
But hey,
Those who's crying & being upset bcz of these news, please put yourself together. We can wait for them right?
It's just 2 years buddies. I know you all Armies can wait. If I can wait for them, then why can't you?
Take care of yourself. Bcz you all are BTS's everything.
Remember....BTS💜ARMY.
Bye.....💔💔💔😔🥺💔💔💔