Hoor is waiting for Rizwan she frowned when he didn't return even after 15 minutes
"Rizwan ap kya vhi sone vale hai" hoor shout and then get up from the bed and move towards the closet she open the door and enter inside with her hands on her hips she look in front of but didn't found Rizwan that's when her eyes move to him who is sitting on floor with a file his face is wet with tears which were still flowing like a waterfall his hands are shaking hoor tensed looking at him and her eyes found the file in his hands her breathing stopped for a few seconds she shivered with the thought that he know about her secret he knows about her pregnancy about his baby about their baby she froze on her place her eyes turn moist her lips shivered she can't form words she is just looking at him who is looking at her reports without blinking
Rizwan look at the reports he read the word pregnant again and again he then look upwards hoor is there standing infront of him she is looking at him with moist eyes he again look at the reports in his hands and then he stand up with a jerk
"Kya yeh sach hai hoor kya tum pregnant ho" he look directly in her eyes finding his answers
Hoor look at him he is looking at her with his eyes fixed on her eyes he is not just looking at her he is looking inside her he is trying to find the answers through her eyes she shivered under his gaze she gather some courage and try to speak "riz..wa" she try to speak when he cut her sentence in between
"Sirf ha yah na" he sternly said
"Ha" she answered looking down
He froze on his place he don't know how to react on this news he again look at her
"Tum kabse janti ho" he ask her
"Rizwan meri bat sunle" she try to talk but he is not listening her at all
"Kabse hoor" he again spoke with his cold voice
"Rizwan" hoor again tried
"KABSE" he shout in anger this time she flinched at his tone he step forward and hold her from her shoulders his grip is soft he didn't put pressure on his hold but his eyes are spitting the fire which he feel inside him
He is overwhelmed with the news of his baby and at the same time he is terrified with the thought that hoor doesn't want him to know about there child he is angry at himself that she didn't trust him with there child and his anger is towards her too that how can she hide it from him it's his baby too he is going through from every kind of emotion at this time
"2 and half weak" she slowly whispered
He leave his grip on her shoulder he stumbled but hoor hold him from his arm his eyes again turn moist he turn his face to look at her
"Why" he look down towards her belly and slowly kneeled down infront of her his left hand stretched towards her and carees her belly with so much tenderness love and care "my baby" he mumbled slowly still caressing her tummy "mera bachaa papa loves you alot" he whisper and plant a kiss on her tummy
Hoor slowly move her hands and cupped his face by the time her tears start flowing he look upon at her "kyu hoor kyu nhi btaya tumne mujhe" he cried looking at her she too cried looking at him
Rizwan quickly stood up and take two steps back "you don't want our baby is liye tum aj hospital gyi thi yeh us rat ki vajah se hai tum mujhse nafrat krti ho tum nhi rehna chahti mere sath tum tum bhi chali jayogi aur mera bacha t..tum abo..rt" he blabber anything that come to his mind he just make assumptions about the whole sititaions he panicked thinking about the worst and in his panicked state he didn't realize what is he saying before he could complete his sentence hoor shout at him
"Rizwan" she shout and put his hand on his lips her eyes were widely open she shook her head she can't listen that word about her baby she can't think about that not even her dreams
"Hmara bacha thik hai Rizwan aur aisa kuch mat sochiye" she hold his hand and place is on her tummy and hold his hand with her "hmara bacha hmare sath hai" he look at her and then at there hands on her tummy he gulped
"Kya ye..h us ra..at ke muj..he ma..af k..rdo ma..ine ja..nn ke k..uch nhi kiy..a" he stuttered badly hoor take a deep breath she thought its about the time to tell him everything
She without speaking take him out of the closet and make him sit on bed she sit beside him holding his hands
"Rizwan us rat kuch nhi hua tha" she let her tears flow she is suffering from this guilt since the day she come back and today she will tell him everything
"Kya matlab" he look at her with a -what are you saying- look
"Apne kuch nhi kiya you stopped at the right time" she cried harder this time
He was taken aback by her words he is looking at her who is crying bitterly he move his hand and wipe her tears softly while his own tears are coming out of his eyes
"Don't cry" he softly whispers
She turn to his side and lean on his chest crying more "mai btana chahti thi p.. par mai dar gyi thi" she said
Flashback of that night
Rizwan lost his all senses he was out of control his actions are not in his control it seems someone is controlling his mind and true to the words the negative part of his mind is controlling him he is not thinking logically his past is controlling him
"Don't mind sweetheart but this night gonna be painful for you" he darkly look at her face tears still come out from her closed eyes he trace her tear and then kiss her closed eyes
In no time they were out of there clothes there bare bodies are covered with just a sheet Rizwan is still kissing on her shoulder blade he want to show her to whom she belong but still he is not doing it
Suddenly he stop kissing her and look at her face she didn't open her eyes even for a second he slowly move his hand from her neck to eyes and lovingly caressed them hoor open her eyes her moist eyes with his blank one
"You will hate me nafrat krogi tum mujhe iske bad" he mumble lost in himself hoor just look at him without blinking
"Mujhe chodke chali jayogi tum bhi" he again mumble near her ear his eyes were shutting time to time he is slowly losing his conciousness she look at him while blinking he is not talking to her but himself
"Hoor maine vada kiya tha I will respect you am sorry" he fall on her chest with closed eyes "mat jao mai.. mai nhi reh sakta" he tightly grip her waist she whined with pain when he hold her tightly his hold will surely leave Mark's on her "mat jao hoor I.. I LO" and with that he lost himself in deep sleep
Hoor free her arms from his hold her arms had his fingerprints her neck is paining bcoz of his harsh kisses her lips are also bruised red swollen eyes she look at the Mark's on her wrists then she move her eyes to Rizwan who is sleeping holding her tightly she is not in state to think anything she is exhausted from all this she slowly slip in sleep closing her eyes
Flashback end
Rizwan is shocked he is less guilty now he didn't do anything wrong atleast not completely wrong and hoor she is also feeling guilt free she tell him everything he alredy knows about their baby there is no secret's inside her she feel light now
"Baba ke ghar Jane ke bad maine relise kiya ki mere periods late the is liye meine pregnancy test kiya tab mujhe pata chala" she tell him everything
"Mujhe kyu nhi btaya hoor tumne" rizwan ask venerably
"Mujhe kuch sawalo ke javab chahiye the apse yeh sab btane ke phele or mai itni asani se apko maf nhi karna chahti thi apne bhot hurt kiya tha mujhe" she said with tight lipped smile
"I'm sorry hoor I'm sorry maine kuch bhi Jan bujh ke nhi kiya tha my thought my memories overpower me and my actions" he cried asking for forgiveness
"Rizwan ap mujhe bya sakte hai ammi ke bare mai apki step mother iqra jo bhi hua hai apke past mai" "mujhe sab apse sunna hai apne jo feel kiya hai voh janna hai" hoor cupped his cheeks and smiled encouraging him he nod positively
"Mai btayuga tumhe phele yha ayo" they both comfortable sit on bed there back were resting on headboards Rizwan pull blanket and spread it on hoor and himself to pervert the coldness
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