I remember waking up that morning, expecting to see the guy i had loved so much. We'd been together for 4 years, and lived together for 3. I loved waking up next to him every morning. Except that one morning, that terrible morning. January 7th of 2010. It was our 4 year, you think it'd be a great day. Thats what i was expecting, but definitely didn't turn out how i wanted it. I woke up to the space next to me empty. At first i thought maybe he was getting us breakfast, but then i saw a note on the bed side table. It had Im sorry- nick, i opened it..
"Dear Sky,
this is probably a surprise to you. I have left, I'm gone and don't try to find me. I most likely am never coming back. Now i have probably broken your heart but know i loved you i really did. The only way for you to get over this is to love again. do that for me sky..
-Nick"
At first i just sobbed, then i was angry. He said "I loved you" obviously he didn't if he could just leave me like this without a reasonable explanation. I didn't know what to do..I felt cold, numb, and i was unsure of almost everything. All i knew is i was heartbroken.