After Sai denied their relationship in Mahabaleswar during Aniversary Virat was very much hurt. So when Samrat came back home and forgave him, he decided to set Sai free and make her happy. He volunteered to be part of a task force made for a high-risk secret mission. For this 2-3 month long mission he needs to stay in a criminal's den in distinguish and very low chance of returning home safely. He lost his wish to live so he is going on a suicidal mission where there is a life risk every minute. But before leaving for the uncertainty he wrote a letter to Sai which he emptied his heart and told whatever he wanted to say Sai. He left the letter on Sai's study table and left without telling anything to anybody anything as he instructed his office to inform his home.
Sai got up as usual and was packing a bag for college when she noticed a letter on her table. she opened the letter and saw Virat's handwriting. she sat down on the bed and started to read
Sai,
My love, my sweetheart Sai. Sai I love you, I love you from the core of my heart. I have wanted to tell you this for a long time. I tried also but situations never allowed me to say this in person.
(Sai was shocked to read that her Virat Sir loves her. her eyes were moist to read that. she read and read that again. she never thought that this can happen. She always thought that she was a responsibility to him. he loves Pakhi didi as he promised her. she remembered the only words that Virat sir told her during their marriage. that's why she never allowed him to come emotionally close to her. she remembered his behavior in Holi and on their anniversary and felt bad that she ruined everything. She knew that she was developing feelings for Virat Sir, her husband, and that's the reason she was rude to him so that she doesn't expect anything from him and break her heart. she never ever imagined that her Virat can love her back also. she smiled imagining their happy life together. and started to read further)
There were many things I wanted to convey to you but when you were in front of me I couldn't but before I leave for uncertainty I want to tell you everything that is in my mind and heart. I don't I will ever get a chance to meet you or not but I wanted to tell you everything.
(After confessing his feelings for her Virat is leaving her, he is going for uncertainty means he is risking his life. he told that they may not meet the only meaning is that he is going to suicide. she started to cry all this happen because of her stupidity if only she gave him chance to tell his heart's content in Mahabaleswar. they could have live happily like a normal couple now. She started to see blur due to tears. but she wept her tears and started to read today she will know everything he wants to convey to her nothing can come between it.)
Sai you think that I have feelings for Pakhi but that is not true. I want to clarify everything regarding that. before my posting at Garchiroli as ACP, I went to worship Lord Shiva with Sunny. there I met Patralekha who helped me by lending her power bank. I thanked her and parted away. Sunny wanted to attain a 2 days Yoga session in a nearby resort. There we met with Pakhi again and she showed interest in me. I was schooled it an all-boys missionary school, boys college, and then Police academy. I never got a chance to know girls properly. so when a beautiful charming jovial helping nature lady showed interest I felt proud of myself and felt attraction or say infatuation. Sunny was there to push me more towards her and he said I fell in love with her which I believed. At that time I didn't know what is love and how wonderful this feeling is so I thought of attraction as love. suddenly I got an emergency call to join immediately so I left without telling her anything only we exchanged the number. somehow I lost the number and the whole incident took a backseat in my mind. I got a call from her but couldn't recognize her and she blocked my number. I thought the chapter was closed and I was okay with it. Now I know if it was the love I would have moved hell and heaven to search for her.
(Sai smiled sadly after reading this part, her Virat's simple past which she and the lady named 'Pakhi' complicated. She was wondering how stupid she was she couldn't understand that her Virat doesn't love that woman but her. she continued to read)
I came to Nagpur for my Jeeva's wedding. I was so happy. Jeeva was just 2 years elder than me. we studied in the same school, same colled, stayed in the same hostel even in the same room. we actually grew up together. we used to share each and everything important in our lives. so you understand what Samrat I mean Jeeva is to me. the closest person in the family after Aai. Only I knew Samrat was in a relationship with Ragini a pilot of the Army who lost her life while saving lots of other lives during rescue work after a natural calamity. I knew how broken Jeeva was after losing her. he took 2 years to move on from her memory. I was very happy that finally, Jeeva agreed to marry.
(Sai had tears in her eyes reading the bond between the brothers and the misery of Samrat's life. she knew that Samrat was close to Virat but today she understood how close they were. these two little boys grew up together away from home only with each other. they trusted each other like their own self. she also understood why Samrat was so broken thinking that Virat betrayed her. she continued to read again.)
It was Jeeva's sangeet when I met with his would-be bride and to my utter shock, it was Patralekha. trust me Sai I forgot her already. She pleaded to me to break this wedding but I couldnt. I couldn't able to see my Jeeva broken once again. I couldn't hurt my Jeeva so I plead her back to marry my Jeeva. I told her I can never ever marry her as I see her as my brother's bride from that time. she refused to marry Samrat and threatened to break the wedding. I was afraid for my brother and my family's reputation so I did the biggest mistake of my life the promise thing. I promised her that I will not let any girl to come into my life. Please trust me Sai I didn't do it for her I did it for my brother and family. that night I got a call about your abduction by Jagat and I left from there. Now I know I should have allowed her to break the marriage and tell Jeeva everything I understand how broken he was after thinking that I betray him. Trust me Sai please trust me that after her marriage I think of her as only my Vahimi, my brother's wife, and a good friend. when I told you about the commitment I never meant it about her but the promise I made to her.
(Sai cried again and told I trust you Virat Sir I trust You. I am sorry I never put effort to understand your relationship with Pakhi Didi and always misunderstood you.)
When you came into my life I didn't know when but I fell in love with you slowly slowly. You know I used to admire you for your courage and honesty before our marriage also. when people were talking about our marriage I was thinking of you as a kid as you were only a school pass out and 10 years younger than me. But when we used to start leaving together 24*7 in the same room I get to know you more. Your caring selfless nature, stand by truth, stand by those whom you care, your dedication towards your study, focus towards your goal, funny and little childish behavior, sometimes becoming mature enough to handle the tough situation actually everything about you. I used to miss you whenever you were away from me. when you were not with me I was going mad without you I felt that my life was meaningless. I realized I can not live without you. I can do anything for your one smile. I can lay my life for your happiness. I understood this is love. I felt that long back during the Holi. when you came back to take care of me I fell in love with you again every day. I wanted to make our anniversary special for us that's why took you to Mahabaleswar to celebrate it and say all this in person but...
(tears fell from her eyes again. what she has done. He was all hers. he wanted to spend some quality time with her, he wanted to confess his love for her, he wanted to celebrate their true relationship and she only asked where were his colleagues and destroyed everything even insulted him. she remembered his behaviours, his attempts to come close to her, his silent admirations, his looking at her when she dressed up and crushed herself for not understanding and hurt him only.)
Sai I love you but I understood that you don't reciprocate my feelings and don't want to stay with me in this relationship. It is very hard for me to accept it as I can't imagine my life without you I really don't want to live without you. But my love is not selfish Sai I will set you free I will do everything so you can stay happy and fulfil your goals. leave your life Sai I will not come in between. I am going on a secret mission I do t know when I will come back or whether I will come back ever or not. Maybe I will never come back and meet you again but I look after your future. I gave Jeeva, Pulkit and Mohit your responsibility they love you as their younger sister so they will look after you well in my absence.
Yours and only yours
Virat
(Sai cried uncontrollably after reading the last part. she said you are also stupid. you don't understand that I love you, I was positive about you, I was jealous of your best friend. I love you Virat... I love you too. please come back safe to me I will shower all the love I have for you. I will give you so much love that you will forget all bitter memories. Bappa please send my Virat safe to me.
This is what I thought after Sai destroyed the anniversary surprise. please let me know what you think about it. or you want a sequel to this one.