Y/N POV~
Ddot came over around a hour ago with
A attitude and he won't talk to me he
just put his ear pods in and went on his phone
I didn't do anything....I think?
"D..?"
No response
"Ddot?"
No response
"Darrian?!"
He takes his air pods out and put them in the case and just looks at me with a straight face
"What's wrong?"
"Nufin why you buggin" he gives me the meanest mugg
"Did I do something to make you mad" I question
"Y/n leave me tf alone" he rolls his eyes
I just go quite, Ik he's mad but I just want to know why bc I care about him and
I don't like him like this but he's not tryna talk to me
He goes back on his phone, he's on my
bed laying back and I'm at the foot of the
bed bc I wanted to give him space but I need him to talk to me so I moved up beside him and grab his chin to turn his face to look at me
"Ddot talk to me...please?"
I look into his eyes for some typa emotion or something, anything.
I just need a sign or something to know what's wrong or how I can fix it
"Stop fuckin touching me ion wanna be touched" he says while removing my hand from his face and scrunches his face at me
"Why you being like that darrian I'm just trying to see if your ok" I say getting a little frustrated
"Nawl you keep bitching ghee gtfo" he moves back a little bc ig he didn't want me to be by him
"I'm just trying to help-" I try to say but he cuts me off
"If I needed your help I woulda asked dic" he says raising his voice a little
" now Ik why yo ex dipped or wtv, your mad annoying"
I stayed quiet just looking at him...why
Did he have to throw that at me Ik
He's mad but....
"Then you started cutting yourself and shit just cuz you had family issues and someone touched you without your permission you stupid for that, other ppl have the same problem's y/n your mad dumb your so fucking annoying and clingy I can't fucking stand you" he yells in anger
Why is he saying this...why is he throwing
All this in my face he told me he wouldn't be like the rest yet me does this
"I truly wish I never met you rs"
Once I heard that, I froze
Unknowingly I felt a wet liquid coming from my eyes and the next thing Yk the tears won't stop and I can't breathe and a million questions flood my brain
Why would he say that? What did I do to make him mad? Does he actually wish that? Why not break up with me if you felt this way? Did I do something wrong?
"Y/n i-"
I run into my bathroom to try to calm down and lock the door and set on the floor trying to focus on my breathing
DDOT POV~
"I truly wish I never met you rs" I freeze
I didn't mean it, i didn't mean none of it, I really didn't I was just mad about something that happened
earlier with edot nem....but instead of telling her what was wrong I took my anger out on her
I see a tear roll down her face and that's when it hit me how bad I fucked up🤦🏾♂️I knew how bad that situation fucked her up ghee why tf did I say that
She starts crying harder and it looks like she's having a panic attack bc she's holding her chest
I'm so fucking dumb!
"Y/n I-" she cuts me off by running to the bathroom
I run to the bathroom door and tried to open it but it was locked
"Mama open the door please I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I didn't mean it"
No response
I can hear her crying lightly I fucking hate myself for what I said to her
" baby mom open the door pls"
No response
"Mama please I'm so sorry your the best thing that ever happened to me please talk to me I didn't mean it"
No response
I continue "I'm so sorry I threw ts in yo face ma I was just pissed about sum that happened earlier please open the door I want to help you...I need to help you"
She's in there hurting bc of me it's all my fucking fault bro
She doesn't do well with anxiety attacks I remember her telling me this but this is my first time seeing it happened i NEED to hold her she's thinking of this shit and it's driving her crazy and ts all my fault
It goes quite
" y/n?"
No response
"Y/n open the fucking door" I say, my anxiety going up cuz idk wtf is happening
The door unlocks and opens
I run into the bathroom and hug her it took her a few minutes to hug me back but
once she did she just broke down
so I sat on the toilet With her on my lap
and just held her
I fucked up and I'll do anything to take what I said back, I'll do anything to make her stop crying and take the hurt she's feeling away
"Shhh mama I'm here...I'm so sorry"
I say trying to calm her down while rubbing her back
Y/N POV~
"Shhh mama I'm here...I'm so sorry" he says lowly
Im just laying in his neck and he's rubbing my back
"Baby please stop crying...I'm sorry....I'm so sorry" he says lowly again but Low enough I could barely hear him
Ik he didn't mean it....but that's not ok to tell your girlfriend, you don't just throw that shit in her face and say you wish you never met her...that pain I felt when he said that shit I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy man
Hearing that from the only person
you thought understood you, the
person you tell everything to, the person you truly adore and wanna be around every second of the day, every minute of the day everyday out of the year, the person your so in love with it hurts when they're not with you or you don't hear from them...it'll really does sum to you I swear....it hurts man....it really hurts
and I hate it I fucking hate it
But I'm happy he apologized Ig and he's with me rn I hope he realizes how fuck up of him it was to say that
I start to calm down and my breathing slowly goes back to normal after about 20 minutes we just sat in silence and he rocked me and rubbed my back to calm me down
He lifts my chin and our eyes meet and he just stares at me
"I'm so sorry ma" his voice cracks and his eyes get watery
"Just...don't do it again" I say looking down and playing with his pendent with a "D" on it
"Ok ma..." he kissed my forehead
I idc still feel some type of way but At the same time Ik he didn't mean it and I'm warned out
" I love you" he whispered it was so low I couldn't really hear but Ik what he said
I stay quite for a few seconds and look up at him and kiss him
I feel his tears drop and pull away to wipe them and give him one more quick kiss
"I'm still upset about what you said"
"I..Ik ma" he says lowly
" but I forgive you...and I love you too" I smile I don't wanna see him upset we just need to be In each other's presents rn
We just need each other
The end
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