i got a little carried away with the ending- i wasn't expecting to finish this today but I really loved the concept!! i love writing yandere reader so much
cha hyunsoo was your only friend, and you were his
even when he started to get bullied, even if he told you to stay away from him, you stayed by his side, resulting in you becoming a target, but you didn’t care, you were strong enough and you fought back
you only stopped fighting back when they threatened to make hyunsoo’s worse, since then you try to take more hits than him, he didn’t deserve that
you were only ever nice to him, even before the bullies, its why he became your friend
he heard there was a girl who was mean to everybody in the school, she never talked and would yell at you for even looking at her, he thought he could be her friend, and he was right
you looked up from your desk and were ready to glare at the person who disturbed your nap, but was taken back by the most beautiful boy you’ve ever laid eyes on
shortly after that, you became friends, hyunsoo knew you mean to anyone that wasn’t him, but he never knew it because you liked him
hyunsoo grew to love you in the time he spent with you, and it became more every time you’d stand up for him against dohun
it was obvious that hyunsoo had gotten depressed after everything, even noticing scars you knew weren’t inflicted by his classmates
you got angry, and wanted to shout at and beat dohun senseless after making such a wonderful, cheerful boy do such things to himself, but you knew it’d only make his situation worse, so you held back
it was getting worse day by day, and you didn’t know how much longer you could handle this
after a harsh day, when he leaned into your touch, you confessed, telling him how much he pained you to see him in pain, how much you wish you could teach those guys a lesson, and how much you loved him, how you felt like you couldn’t breath around him
and he returned your feelings! you’ve never been happier, and hyunsoo too
it was summer break, and you noticed hyunsoo had been smiling more, how his scars faded away, his genuine smiles that were reversed for you
hyunsoo had to leave their date early, something happened to his dad and he needed to be there, it was already late at night, so you followed him, it wasn’t the first time you followed him, you had to made sure he was safe
and you were glad you did, you noticed how a girl from your school, jihyung was it? found herself next to hyunsoo, and she started to talk with him
hyunsoo was getting uncomfortable, but the girl attached herself to his side, completely ignoring his protests
your blood boiled, how could she do that to someone?! someone that belonged to you?! surely she knew about the two of you? everyone knew that the two losers were dating
you wanted to hurt her, in a worse way that she was hurting what was yours
you saw the woman grab his face and leaned towards, him, her hand on places that it shouldn’t be, when you jumped out of your hiding spot, you grabbed the pocket knife you always kept with you just incase, and stabbed it into her head
you pulled it out and did it again, but in a different spot
then again, and again, and again-
she fell to the floor, unresponsive and you smiled, she was gone, but now hyunsoo was looking at you, he looked scared, even more than he did when he first got bullied
“y/n?” his tone was careful, but undoubtedly scared “what did you do?!”
when you walked closer you tried to explain yourself, but he backed away
“hyunsoo…” he flinched when you got even closer “don’t do that…she deserved it…”
“she was a human being…no one deserves something like that!”
“she hurt you! anyone who hurts you should be dead, and what she did to you? i should’ve made it hurt more” hyunsoo kept backing away, until he finally got the courage to run
you sighed and ran after him, you didn’t want to hurt him, but one time wouldn’t be so bad…
you grabbed a small piece of wood laying on the ground, and when you caught up with him, you hit him, hard enough to make him pass out
you tied him up and put him in your car, driving home and putting him in your room, but you weren’t done for the day
you tracked down dohun’s house, he was asleep when you entered the room, you took a knife larger than your previous, and slammed it directly into his heart, you would’ve preferred something that hurt more, but this had to do
then you drove to hyunsoo’s house, you only needed his mother and sister, his dad was already taken care of, poor thing got ran over by a truck driver on his way to work, you were already planning to do this, but it was just a bit early
once you were finished with them you headed home, just in time for hyunsoo to wake up
he winced at the pain in his head, when he looked up, remembering what happened as he locked eyes with you
he realized he was tied up and started struggling
“i’m sorry about the restraints, are they hurting you? i can take them off only if you don’t try to run away again” you sat down next to him, he was breathing heavily, struggling to free himself from the tight grip of the ropes
it took him a few minutes to stop, he was exhausted and started to cry, you wrapped your arms around him to try and comfort him, for a moment he seemed to forget the situation, and what you had done
he leaned in to kiss you, seeking comfort that only you could give, but he pulled away, leaning away from you
“someone will look for me…they’ll find me…” you sighed and moved away
“anyone who could rescue you is already dead, give up, your parents, your sister, even dohun is dead, no one will look for you, cause no one else cares about you the way i do, they’ll never give you the love that i do”
hyunsoo felt his heart drop when you mentioned his family, it was true that they didn’t care for him anymore, overhearing his sister tell her friends how much of a freak he was, and “no, i don’t have a brother!” even his parents not giving him as much attention
the only one who did seem to care…was you
but you hurt people, you killed his family, and you killed that girl, you didn’t even break a sweat
how could he love someone like that?
“you’re right” he lied “i’m sorry i said that, i…love you” he couldn’t do anything about the situation, so he could only pretend everything was alright, and that he truly loved you
but you weren’t stupid, you knew everything about hyunsoo, right down to his lies, does he seriously think he can get away with this? you won’t hurt him, you’ll only teach him a lesson
there is a part of him that still loves you, and you’ll just have to bring it out
you left alone in a separate room for days, only bringing him food and drinks, and sometimes letting him have a shower, he tried to be cute to you, but you knew he was only toying with you
you would tape his mouth shut and lock the door while bringing another boy over, you felt sick as you flirted with them, they didn’t deserve your attention, but hyunsoo was a brat, and needed to get himself together
and it was working, hyunsoo could hear every flirty remark you made towards them, and it made his heart ache, he thought he shouldn’t love someone like you, but you were his only happiness for months, how could he let someone like that go so easily?
he tried to pretend it didn’t hurt, like it didn’t feel like his heart was torn to pieces everytime you wouldn’t even look at him
and when you went inside weeks later to bring him water he broke, tears in his eyes as you didn’t even speak this time, he looked at you and begged, for the first time, to look at him, to give him attention, to love him again
he loves you, and now you’re the only one he has left, he’ll do anything for your attention, you would be lying if you said you weren’t feeling heartbroken too, you wrapped your arms around, vowing to never make him lonely again, never to let him feel that way when you’re around
because he made you whole, he made you feel things you never thought you could, so you will latch onto him forever, if it meant feeling like that for your entire life
hyunsoo was yours, and you were his
taking a break for tomorrow! i have way too much missing assignments i need to get finished