A Poem for Lidha
You stole my heart
It's lost forever
How do you expect me to continue
Yet I did
You stole my life
My lover, my child
You expect me to stop living
Yet I did
You stole my unborn
Left an empty womb
Yet I could not lift the dagger
Yet I could not get myself to harm you
Because I love you
Your whispers
Your heartbeat
Your mesmer
How can anyone resist
Your beauty
Your seduction
Your naked skin
You're shadowless
Your skin, pale and blue
The frogs worship you
They sing, they hum, they chant
For the princess of the night
I should shiver
I should listen to caution
But I was too blind
I was too drowned
I was too drunk with your love
The leaves at night spoke
They whispered "shoot at the heart"
It's the only way to get out from the dark forest
It's the only way to make things whole
I know you're cursed
I know you're perversion
I know you too are hurt
You're only looking to feed
You're only looking for love
But you should not steal
For when you steal
I need to get it back
I will need to get my love, my child back
It's the only way I know how to stop my hurting
It's the only way I can stop darkness
I will find you
I will search corners of the night
I will follow your scent
To get my love, my child back
It's the only way I can get my soul back
I will roam the woods
I will search the villages
I will climb the mountains
All that a lost soul will do
For when I see you again
O Lord please stop my heart
O Lord please stop me from feeling
I need to put an arrow into your heart
I need to stop you from hurting
I need to stop me from hurting
I need to stop the darkness
I need to stop your wickedness
It's the only way I can release you from the curse
It's the only way I can stop the madness
It's the only way I can release you from the night
O Lord please make us whole
I long to sit beside you again
To hold your hands
And count the stars in the skyocean
And whisper into your ears
I love you