Amira
i walked in the hospital room seeing him attached to all typa machines . i sat in a chair next to him and held his hand
"baby you gotta get up , everything falling apart yo mama on the edge of breaking apart , nessa off doing lords knows what , nell don't kno wat to do without his brother figure , and i can't focus right wit you in here" i cried into his hand
"reese i gotta tell you because i know wouldn't have the courage to if you was up but , baby you got a child on the way , found out last week but we wasn't on good terms but i'm pregnant ... again" i smiled and i felt his hand twitch
"what the hell" i looked at it and stayed quiet to see if it was gon do it again but it didn't
"yo wassup" woo came in the room
"nun jus talking have you seen nessa ?" i asked him and he shook his head no
"she not takin this good" i put my head down and he took a deep ass breath
"look if you really want me to i'll go find her and make sure she straight and shit" he leaned on the door
"youn have to i know y'all not on the best of terms right now"
"it's coo if it was me i wouldn't want my sister out inna streets without nobody lookin out fa them" he walked up to the bed looking at reese
"thank you" i smiled then looked back at the bed
"fasho it ain't nun" he left out the room
"ouu boy yo lips dry , i got you bae" i chuckled putting some carmax on his lips
wooda/woo
"aye yall seen nessa" i sighed asking von and jay . these niggas always together . shit .
"nahh but you can prolly see if she at that block party" jay said
"keke's ?" i asked and he nodded
"igh preciate it"
"yo wats the word woo" my homeboy kari dapped me up as i walked around the party . shit was packed
"nun chillin you seen-" i stopped my sentence when my eyes landed on nessa drunk asf talkin to a nigga
"come on bro" i walked towards nessa wit kari and she rolled her eyes when she seen me
"who you" the nigga she was wit turned towards me
"man watch out" i waved him off and grabbed nessa
"say lil nigga don't grab ha like that" he grabbed ha other arm
"bitch we got time today" i lifted my shirt up making my gun visible and kari did the same and he backed up
"no youn gotta be scared of him he ain't gon do shitttttt" nessa dragged looking back
i put her in the front seat and called mira while driving off
"hello"
"yea i got her" i turned the camera showing nessa sleep
"thanks woo jus make sure she get home safe"
"fasho" i hung up speeding onna street
i knocked on the door getting no response from they mama for a while so i jus took her to my house
anessa / nessa
i woke up slowly feeling my head pounding and the urge to throw up
"here bro" woo gave me a bucket and i threw up in it til i got all the liquor out my system
"why i'm here" i sat up looking around
"because you was acting like a hoe showin yo ass all in the streets"
"oh" i shrugged getting up going in the bathroom and he followed me
"dam im not finna steal nun watch back" i mugged him getting two tylenols and a toothbrush from under the sink
"igh bro" he walked out and went to lay down
"can you walk me back home or no" i stood in the doorway .
he chuckled a lil and i got annoyed
"nevermind i'll be straight" i sighed and walked in the living room
"you a female and it's dark you ain't goin no where" he walked behind me
"imma be straight"
"nessa"
i ignored him and tied my hair up and grabbed my purse walking towards the door and he got in front of it making me take a deep ass breath and look up at him
"don't een try css you kno you gon loose" he looked down at me
"bitch" i walked off
"don't nobody care about yo lil ass attitude"
"don't have one" i sat on the couch
"this that childish shit i be talking about"
"who cares like fr" i looked at him
"wats yo problem wit me dawg" he walked up to me and i stood up
"don't have one"
"you might as well tell me . i'm tired of this petty shit speak up" he yelled pushing me in my chest
"you left rashad , you fucking left even after i poured my heart out and showed you all typa love you left even after reese got put inna hospital so it's forever fuck you" i punched him in his chest
"you actin like i had a choice anessa im not finna keep doin the same shit over again and puttin myself in a lose lose situation"
"ok end of discussion" i put my hand in his face
"don't put yo fuckin hand in my face" he smacked it down and i slapped him
"don't touch me" i mugged him and he picked me up and slammed me on the floor and i started swinging
all my shit connected and i saw his mouth bleeding so he started swinging too and i stood up making him grab my arms
"chill out bro"
"fuck you" i spit on him and he looked away for a little bit then he slammed me into the wall and i fell on the floor
he grabbed me by me hair and dragged me to the room and picked me up by my neck and slammed me on the bed
"get the fuck off me" i kicked the air tryna get out his grasp
"anessa i'm sorry"
"woo get off me" i started to cry
i hate when i fuckin cry
"no bro listen to me" he yelled and i stopped moving and looked at him
"i'm sorry for hurting you ian mean it i jus wasn't tryna get hurt by another female" he looked me in my eyes letting my neck go and i wiped my face
"ion need yo pitty" i adjusted my shorts standing up and he pushed me back down
"ian lettin you go"
"hear me clearly when i say this rashad" i stood up and looked him in his eyes "fuck you" i yelled and he tucked in his bottom lip and grabbed my neck squeezing it slamming me onto the bed
"say it again" he got in my face and i rolled my eyes tryna take his hand off
"i hate you" i yelled and he sighed and kissed tf outta me puttin his tongue down my throat
"don't put yo dirty ass lips on me no mo"
"mhm" he hummed and started kissing my neck
"unt un move" i pushed him off me and he looked at me and i looked away and he started kissing my neck again
he took my shirt off kissing my chest then stopped and looked at me
"why yeen got no fuckin bra on" he squeezed my thigh making me hiss
"ok ok stoppp" i moved his hand off my thigh and he went back to kissing my chest then came back up and kissed me
"what" i looked at him
"nun" he smiled then i felt his fingers brush against my clit making me tense up
"chill you good" he laughed and put his fingers in me and pumped in and out and rubbed his thumb on my clit
"woo wait" i grabbed his arm and he sped up but stopped right before i came
"why would you do that . get the fuck off me" i pushed him and got up and he laughed and sat on the bed
"why my stuff still here" i looked in his closet
"because you never came and got it"
"but you could've easily put it out"
"ok ian want to dam all in my business" he took his pants off and slipped into sum shorts and i put on some ethikas and a spaghetti strap shirt
"stop lookin at me"
"girl stfu" he pulled me to him and picked me up making me wrap my legs around him and he laid down wit me on top of him
Ken / Kennedy
i sat in my car looking at nell apartment contemplating on weather i should go or not . i got out and knocked and stood there waiting for someone to open the door
"wat you want" nell opened the door
"i jus wanted to see you" i cracked my voice trying not to cry
"for ? kennedy you a opp now"
"darnell after all we been-"
"don't pull that sympathy card on me fuck all we been through you was gon kill the only brother i had , our fuckin family , is you stupid ?"
"nell i had no choice" i looked down
"you always got a choice you was blinded by the fucking money & shit that you ain't see and you let that lil ho take control of you" he pushed me
"please i have no where to go what i'm supposed to do , sleep on the streets ?" i felt myself start to cry
"as long as they not ours" he slammed the door in my face and i dropped to the ground crying
"fuck you crying for" i heard a voice on the back of me making me stand up
"is you happy now ? the only family i knew turned against me" i looked at her
"i'm very happy now bring yo ass home" she snatched me by my arm making me come wit her