(Sierras Pov)
2 Weeks Later
Another night
another day waking up in Mattheos bed. It's been two weeks since mine and Mattheos date and everything's great. Lorenzo basically took over my dorm since him and Pansy are officially dating!
I've moved all of my stuff from my dorm to Mattheos, and Theo rooms with Blaise now. Blaise has an extra bed in his dorm since his old dorm mate moved schools.
The rest of the guys have finally accepted me for being a Mudblood and things are back to normal.
Well almost.
Draco and I are still very much not talking.
Classes with him have been weird but I'm close with Harry guys.
I sit with them now, in Potions and COMC.
In DADA me and Mattheo sit together in the back of class alone. He's always passing me notes and cute things. I've never taken Mattheo as a romantic but wow.
Draco, Theo and Blaise sit in front of us and Lorenzo and Pansy sit in the corner, also alone.
I sat up in bed and felt this feeling of discomfort in my stomach. I ran to the washroom and threw up in the toilet. I hear Mattheos foot steps and he grabs my hair and holds me up as I continue puking.
I stop for a second to catch my breath but I puke again. Mattheo rubs my back as I keep throwing up.
"It's alright darling, let it all out."
Finally I finish and sit up. Mattheo lifts me up and rinses my mouth as I collect my thoughts.
"That was so weird I have no idea why that happened."
"That's alright baby. You okay to go to class?"
"Ya I'll be fine."
"Are you coming to great hall today?"
"Nope too much to do, death eater stuff."
"Mattheo I miss you in great hall why don't you come anymore?"
"Just haven't really been in the mood."
"Your coming." I said. He sighed.
I smiled at him and gave him a kiss.
"Mattheo you made it man." Said Blaise.
"Haven't seen you in the great hall for weeks." Said Lorenzo.
"Are you okay sweetheart?" Said Luna.
Blaise and Lunas relationship is public now so she joins us in the great hall sometimes.
"Don't worry Luna I'm fine." Said Mattheo.
"I was talking to Sierra." She said.
"I'm fine Luna why?"
"Never mind."
I caught Draco's eye but we both looked away immediately. There's been lots of tension between us these past two weeks. We haven't spoken a word to each other and no one wants to make the first move.
(Draco's Pov)
I want to talk to Sierra but I can't make the first move.
Her and Mattheo are dating without dating. They haven't made it official but come on.
I feel defeated.
I want Sierra back for myself but what am I to do. She won't leave Mattheos side their practically stuck together like glue.
I've been exhausted lately.
I live in my dorm alone so I have lots of free time. With that free time I spend studying. I've always been one of the smartest kids in my year after Granger of course.
I get 90s on my exams effortlessly.
I get girls in seconds.
I duel with such ease.
I can enchant charms with my eyes closed.
There's been no dynamic change in the friend group except with Sierra.
Nothings changed at all.
So why do I feel so depressed.
"Draco!" Yelled Lorenzo.
"Ya what's up."
"I've called your name like ten times."
I was too lost in my thoughts to realize.
"Anyways still down for our weekly butter beer sesh? Mattheo, Theo, Blaise and I are."
"Of course." I said winking.
"Lorenzo why did he wink?" Asked Pansy suspiciously.
"She doesn't know?" Said Mattheo.
"Actually I don't know either." Said Sierra.
I loved hearing her voice. I miss the way my name would roll off her tongue or the way she would giggle at my jokes.
And it would always become soft when she was embarrassed.
I miss when I would tease her. Her cheeks would go bright red and her dimples would show.
"We go to some abandoned place on the outside of Hogwarts and get high." Said Blaise.
Pansy and Sierra gave each other a look and raised their eyebrows.
"How come you've never invited us?" Said Pansy.
"She's right. I'm down to get high again." Said Sierra giggling.
Her giggles made my heart melt, god I've become soft.
"Absolutely not." Said Mattheo.
"Why not?" Sierra replied.
"Drugs are fucking terrible for you. There's no way in hell I would let you."
"Mattheo you can't control whether or not I do drugs." She said back.
"Watch me."
"Mattheos right." Said Lorenzo.
"Sorry Pans your not coming."
"Ugh you guys are so fucking lame."
"Whatever Pans we can just get high without them."
"Don't." I said.
That was the first thing I said to her in weeks.
She looked at me shocked and didn't say anything. I don't blame her.
"Looks like Malfoys got something to say." Said Blaise.
"I just think if their gonna do drugs anyways it's better if it's with us."
Mattheo gave me a look but nodded.
"Fine but just this once."
(Sierras Pov)
My heart pounded the second Draco spoke.
"Sierra are you sure you wanna do drugs with your state?" Said Luna.
"My state? What's wrong with my state."
She nervously looked around.
"I'm probably mistaken."
Weird.
Classes quickly went by and me and Pansy headed to our dorm.
"Sie are you sure you wanna do this?"
"Don't worry Pans this won't trigger anything."
We walked to the location the guys told us. It was on the outside of hogwarts.
"You made it." Said Mattheo.
"Did you think I would pussy out?" I smirked and me and Pansy walked over.
"Welcome to the club." Said Theo with a cigarette in his mouth.
"We just got here and you all smell of weed." Said Pansy.
"Alright hand it over." I said.
Blaise hands me a cigarette and I took a hit.
I saw Mattheos eyes widen along with everyone else's.
"Well shit." Said Mattheo.
We all sat on the floor, took hits and laughed at absolutely nothing.
(Draco's Pov)
It's been 30 minutes and everyone's high.
Except me.
I didn't wanna do weed today so I could look after Sierra. I know it's not my job but I wanted to stay sober for her safety.
"I'm so fucking horny." Said Theo with his eyes half close.
"Same bro." Replied Mattheo.
"What are you waiting for let's fuck." Replied Sierra.
Mattheo put the cigarette down and started making out with Sierra.
He grabbed her neck with one hand and she moaned into his mouth.
It made me jealous every time. I've seen them kiss about a hundred times but it didn't matter. The same feeling of rage and regret filled me up.
"This is making me hard." Said Mattheo.
Thank god I wasn't high. I probably would have said the same thing.
"Mattheo I love having sex with you." Said Sierra. I looked away but kept my ears open.
"Elaborate." Said Blaise.
"We've fucked so many times that he knows exactly what I like and how to do it." She said grinning.
I only needed to fuck her once to know what she liked.
Sierra then turned to me.
"Draco was always better with his hands though."
My eyes went wide and I awkwardly looked up at her. I then faced Mattheo and saw jealousy spread across his face.
"Who are you fucking now a days Malfoy?" Said Theo.
"Any pathetic girl who makes a move on me."
"So like half of the school?" Says Blaise.
"I guess so."
It's true I've fucked many girls since me and Sierra stopped talking but no one came close to her.
"I think I'm done now." Said Sierra coughing.
"Me too." Said Mattheo
"Let's fuck while were high." She said.
He grabbed her waist and they apparated away.
"Im gonna leave now too." I said.
My job here was done.
I apparated back to my dorm.
I pondered around for a bit and decided to do something that brought me comfort and joy.
(Sierras Pov)
I wanted to fuck Mattheo high just to see if it would make it better.
"I'm going to the boys lavatory you go for now."
"Sure."
I started walking to the dorm but got a bit lost considering I was high.
I took some wrong turns and ended up in a place I've never been before.
All of the sudden beautiful piano played music filled my ears. It's like it was calling my name.
I had no choice but to find the source of the sound.
I opened the door and noticed Hogwarts had a music room. It was empty but someone sat at the piano playing away. I got a bit closer and realized it was Draco.
I snuck up behind him and watched as his fingers effortlessly glided along the keys. His eyes were closed and I could tell he was deep in the song.
I fell in love on the spot. I never new Draco could play piano. And he was amazing at it.
"I didn't know you could play piano."
He opened his eyes and stopped.
"Sierra what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be fucking Mattheo."
"Mattheo can wait I'm much more invested in you right now."
"You played this while your high too."
"Im not high. I stayed sober to make sure you were okay."
Awww.
I sat next to him on the bench.
"If I knew you were such a skilled pianist I would have chosen you."
He didn't say anything back and looked straight.
"Don't be afraid to look, I don't bite."
"Your high you should leave."
I use my hand and guided his chin towards me.
"Now I know why your so good with your hands." I whispered looking him up and down.
Draco's cheeks turned bright red.
"Am I making you flustered?"
I grabbed his face and went in to kiss him but he pulled away.
"Sierra stop it your high."
"And what about it. I know your dying to kiss me."
"I don't wanna talk to you while your high."
"Don't you miss the feeling of my soft lips touching yours, the way I wrap my arms around your strong back and the way your hand trails down to my ass. Mmhm I wanna feel your touch so badly right now."
"What about Mattheo?"
"Don't worry about him."
(Draco's Pov)
Im in a tight position right now. Sierras totally coming on me but she's high.
"Draco pleaseee. I know you like it when I beg."
She said batting her eyelashes.
I loved it when she begged.
She then reached over and put her hand on my lower stomach and I started heavily breathing.
"Don't you just wish my hand was around your dick right now."
I pushed her away.
"As much as I want to I can't take advantage of your while your high. Your not thinking straight darling."
"Mmhm I love it when you call me darling.
But I love it even more when you call me your whore."
"One kiss won't hurt anyone." She said as she put her hands on my chest.
I hesitated but I couldn't resist her.
She grabbed my face and her lips met mine. I grabbed her waist with my hands and she moaned. She then used her hand to guide mine down to her ass. All of the sudden she straddled on top of me and brought my mouth to her neck.
"Draco what the fuck!" I heard a voice yell.
I'm fucked.
Mattheo came over and I pushed her off of me.
"She came on to me Mattheo I tried to stop her."
"You've always been a jealous twat Draco. For once can you just leave what's mine alone."
Me and Sierra stood up.
"I can't fucking believe you let him do this? Your a fucking slut." He snarled.
"Mattheo you don't understand." She said back.
"I don't understand what? The fact that you've always been an attention seeking whore.
"Watch your fucking mouth Riddle."
"No you watch your mouth." Mattheos fist balled up and he went in to punch me but missed.
Bang.
I hear a scream and see Sierra holding her nose.
"WHAT THE FUCK MATTHEO."
My heart started beating out of my chest in shock. There's no way he just did that. I was so fucking angry at him. He's so careless.
(Sierras Pov)
I stood there in shock and for once I was scared.
Mattheo full on punched me.
Bang
He hurt me.
I was breathing heavily and felt a warm liquid run down my face. At the same time my left eye was going numb.
He punched me on the crook of my nose near my eye.
I didn't know what to do my heart was pounding and everything hurt.
Draco punched him as hard as he could and he fell to the floor unconscious. He grabbed me and we apparated to his dorm.
"Sierra are you okay?"
"Draco it hurts does my face look okay." I said in tears.
"Ya it looks fine darling."
That was a lie, I knew I looked fucked.
He brought an ice pack and tissues.
"Hold this on your eye love."
"I can't everything hurts."
"Try for me darling." I grabbed the ice pack and held it up as he wiped the blood off my face.
All at once everything Mattheo did replayed in my head.
Bang.
(Draco's Pov)
"Mattheo h- hurt me." She said sobbing.
"I know and he'll get what's coming to him."
"It hurts Draco, it really hurts."
"I know sweetheart. You'll be okay."
I've never been this enraged in my life. How fucking dare he. I'm glad he's a fucking horcrux he deserves what's coming to him.
I can't believe I gave up on her and I can't believe I let him lay a finger on her.
This was my fault. If I wasn't so desperate for her touch I wouldn't have kissed her, which means Mattheo wouldn't have hurt her.
He's unconscious in the music room but I couldn't care less.
Her nose finally stopped bleeding but her eye was still black.
"Give me the ice pack darling, you lay down."
I layed her down on her back and put the ice pack to her eye.
"I can't see. Draco help me please."
Her pleads made my heart break.
I ran to the washroom and grabbed a potion.
"Open your mouth darling." She opened her mouth and drank the potion which put her to sleep for a couple of hours.
(Sierras Pov)
I opened my eyes and feel someone holding my hand.
"Draco what happened."
He looks away from his DADA notes and looks down at me.
"You don't remember?" He said.
Suddenly all the memories came back at once and I groaned.
Bang.
"I'm so sorry Draco. I didn't mean to throw myself at you like that."
"That doesn't matter now, you feeling better?"
"Ya back to normal which is weird actually."
"Blaise brought Luna in and she fixed up your face."
"She's such an angel tell her I say thanks."
"Hey listen I."
He shushes me.
"Can we just forget about it darling. Let's just go back to the way it was."
"Works for me but what about the whole Mudblood."
He cuts me off.
"I don't care anymore. These past weeks without you have taken a large toll on me. I need you no matter what you are."
I sighed in relief.
"I can't go back to Mattheos dorm tonight."
"Your welcome to stay here as long as you want."
"I think I'm scared of him."
"He won't ever lay another finger on you ever again. I'll protect you Sierra, always."
"Draco he promised he would never hurt me but he did."
Bang.
"I won't let him go near you love."
How could someone I loved and cared about so much hurt me like that.
I understand the punch was meant for Draco but at the end of the day he still did it.
"I've fucked up so many times in the past. I don't wanna ruin this again. Give me another chance."
"Draco you say this every time." I said annoyed.
He tightly gripped my thigh which caused me to whimper.
"I'm gonna show you a great time tonight. I'll make you feel things you've never felt before. My body's been craving you and I know yours has been craving mine. I'll show you how much you mean to me. And I'll show you the way you should have been treated from the start."
I felt myself blush.
"I like the sound of that."