Hi so I might not post much for the next 2 weeks as it is school holidays where I am.
Also I fell sad and other emotions about something that is happening.
Basically I ask my older brother to do some stuff for me and so do my other brothers.
He told my mum that he was sick of it and was going to blow up if I get asking him to do stuff.
Yet when I am asked to do stuff I do it and don't complain yet it hurts and there is a lot more happening that us lowering my mental health.
I guess it is my fault because I don't show lots of emotion at home and I don't know how to say no.
It hurts that my parents keep asking me to do stuff or get them stuff even if someone else is closer to the room the item is in.
Also today my older brother said that I was practically a mistake because he said "do you want to know we had to move house?" I said "no" he said "because our mum got pregnant with me" making it seem he never wanted a sister and my parents never wanted a daughter.
It hurts but I don't show it.
Bye talk another time