Forth year camed with alot of pranks from the boys ,a lover boy James and me who is trying so hard to stop loving the most popular playboy in hogwarts siruis black and miserably failing.
I woke up before anybody else in the room I changed my clothes and went to down to sit in infront the fireplace and enjoy my book
As I was walking to the couch I saw a black haired boy sitting silently it was siruis he looked like he was sad and thinking so deeply about something
"Good morning " I said smiling as I sat infront of him
"Oh good morning I didn't see you there " he said surprised
I wanted to tell him that you never saw me but I replaced it with " Yeah I woke up early so I thought it would be relaxing to sit here before everybody wakes up didn't think that you'll be here "
" I woke up early too and felt bored so I sat here to kill the time" he said but I felt he was not the energetic siruis rather the sad one
" Are you okay you look kind of down you can tell me if you want I won't judge you know I'm not a judgy person " I voiced
He looked at me this is the first time he looks at me with broken eyes " No it's nothing just my parents aren't the greatest one and it just makes me depressed thinking about them "
"I'm sorry I can't relate nor help but you should know that whatever they do in the end they are your parents them not being a good ones will makes you depressed yes and you have every right to be but remember you are at hogwarts now not you parents house if you stayed like this you won't enjoy your favourite place with your favourite people don't think about them now think about the present which is here with your friends and pranks " I said looking directly at him he can sense the honesty in my voice
" Yeah you are right it's the first week of hogwarts there is alot of time till I'm back there I should be having fun thank you for cheering me up you really are a good friend now I know why Remus likes to be around you " he said happily why brushing off his problem
I didn't realise that Remus would have talked about me it made think why but I just really didn't mind so I just brushed it off " No problem anytime" I said then he said goodbye and went to wake up his friends
I was happy that he finally talked to me and even told me a bit of his problem it made me feel something that's not even possible which is hope
At breakfast as usual we sat with boys lily was on my left while marlene on my right we were chatting while James and siruis looked awfully quite "Okay you two what prank are up to now ?"
Lily pointed at the two of them
"Lily darling you'll see be yourself " siruis tolde her winking but seconds later he was hit by James " Don't flirt with ny lily flower siruis " he said acting jealous why siruis was rubbing his head they started arguing while we just laughed at them two minutes later the slytherins were sitting on their table and suddenly fireworks from their table were coming making them scream and run like chickens while we couldn't help but laugh while lily scold the boys
Siruis was look at my side when u saw him I thought he was looking at me o felt heat came to my cheeks I turned because I didn't want him to see my blushing state was he really looking at me or not ? I didn't know but I couldn't look back and when I turned to look at the other side I saw Remus looking at me I smiled and he smiled back .
At transfiguration we were learning malrene was beside ans liky was infront of us
Me and James were the best students at this subject professor Mcgongall always gave us 10 points to our house each times we answered correctly. We were writing notes when I saw siruis again staring I felt weird why is he staring
But I just wanted to think about maybe just maybe he is looking at me
We finished the class professor Mcgongall told us to study for the coming quiz
" Hey Ivy " remus called while me and lily and marlene were walking I stopped told them to go and I'll catch up with them "hey Remus is there something wrong ?" I asked
" Um I just wanted to tell that would like to study with me at the library for the test of course you know I kinda need some help you are the smartest one in this class " he said kinda of nervous "sure why not we will start tomorrow the exam is next week okay ?" I said smiling he smiled back like he got everything he wanted I didn't understand why " Great see you later bye" he said I waved and went to catch up with the girls
"So Remus huh " marlene said smirking at me I was confused "what do you mean by that marls" " marls shutup" lily tried to stop the blonde girl from talking
"Well it seems that you two look so close so are you together or what " she asked winking
"What no we are just friends no more why would think that " I said totally disagreeing with her
"Yeah sure " she said I would never think that me and Remus would be something more than friends that will never happen.