LIZZIE'S POV:
I see them talking, laughing, joking together.
She doesn't even look at me, she's too busy on her, her eyes are just for her.
The brunette touches her shoulder, then her arm, slides her hand several times over her skin and she doesn't seem to mind.
They smile at each other, she blushes embarrassed. It's like if she has forgotten me, even if she has known her for a few minutes.
A strange sense pervades my chest, a weight crushes my heart, i can hardly breathe.
"Let's go see where my room is" says the Hawkeye-girl dragging her with her and disappearing from my view.
"Someone is jealous here" Scarlett's voice brings me back to reality
"Uhm i'm sorry what?" i ask
"God Lizzie, i think everyone could feel your jealousy all over the room, you were glaring at her from meters away" she explains
"I'm not jealous" i affirm
"You're not huh? Then why does it seem to me that you hate seeing them together?"
"It's just-listen we're friends and i just wanna to protect her, that's all" i say annoyed
"Friends? You told me she's your student"
" Scar it's our secret, we have become very close friends in this months but no one should find out" i explain to her
I see her smirking and i raise a eyebrows confused
"What?" i ask
"Nothing it's just- it makes me laugh how you self-convinced of this 'friendship' story" she says giggle
"What are you mean?"
"Liz, you love her" she asserts
"W-what? T-that's not true" for some strange reason i start to get nervous
"Look, i already had my doubts the first time i met her, you were weird next to Robbie and you were jealous of me, you can admit i'm not mad about it, and now about Hailee, you hate seeing her with Y/n and admitting that a beautiful harmony was born between the two of them. You are jealous when someone flirt with her, you hold her close to you for fear that someone may take her away from you and Liz, these are not friend behaviors, but of a person in love. You are in love with her and there's nothing wrong with that but you have to admit it to yourself and then to her or you will both end up suffering" she points out
I don't believe much in what Scarlett just said but those words have moved something inside me that i can't explain.
"Maybe you just need to understand your feelings for her, but move or you will end up losing her and if you don't have the courage to do so, then let her go and make her live her life" she adds then leaves me alone with my thoughts.
I love Robbie
I love my husband and i'm sure of that.
But at the same time i feel this need to be close to y/n, i feel the need of her contact on my body.
I can't deny that i like it when she kisses me or when she touches me, it's pure electricity to me.
Maybe it's just because no one has touched me for so long, no one makes me feel wanted and y/n makes me feel that way.
She makes me feel everything that Robbie no longer makes me feel.
Maybe she's giving me everything i haven't felt in a long time, making me feel young again.
I wanna feel her, that's the truth.
That's so wrong and i know it, but i need her.
After i go back to my room all i do is think about her and Hailee together, what are they doing?
maybe Scarlett is right about this, i can't stand the idea of them together alone.
It's been two hours, what if they're still together?
I decide to go out of my room and go knock on hers in the hope of finding her in front of me and instead Cassie opens the door.
"Liz-uhm Miss Olsen what are you doing here? Do you need something?" she asks worried
"Uhm no i just wanted to know if y/n is here"
Please say yes
"No, i came back a few minutes ago but she's not here"
"Thanks anyway" i say leaving and go back to my room.
All of this is devouring me.
What the hell are they doing alone in Hailee's room? I hear a knock on my door, i get out of bed and go to open it and unexpectedly i find myself in front of me.
"Hey" she says
"Hey" i say
"Can i come in? Nobody saw me here don't worry" i nod and she walks in my room.
Then the silence fills the room.
"Were you with Hailee?" i ask to break that awkward silence
"Yes, uhm actually she proposed me to go to the party with her tonight" she tells me playing nervously with her fingers
Why is she telling me that?
"Good" i assert without any kind of emotion in my voice
"Is that okay for you?"
"Did you come here just for this?" i ask her
"Well actually yes, first i noticed that there was a bit of tension between you two and- here i didn't want to cause problems so i came to ask you" she explains
"But you already told her yes, right?" i look into her eyes and she nods and lowers her head.
Something inside of me just broke.
"Then my answer wouldn't change your decision and you don't need my consent" i hate being so cold to her but it pisses me off the idea that she chose her, she doesn't even know her well.
"You're cold again" she says out of the blue
"Sorry what?"
"You're being cold to me again Liz, you don't like the idea of me going to the party with her, do you?" she says seriously.
"It's not my business"
"You didn't answer my question" she points out
"I don't care who you go to the party with, do you want to go with her? Well do it" i say raising my voice
"So why the fuck don't you really let me do what i want? Why do you have to make me feel guilty if i make a decision you don't like? Why do you have to be so mean to me just because i've found a person who makes me feel good?" she also raises the tone of her voice.
How did we get to this?
"But if you've only known her for how long? 3 or 4 hours?" i precise
"We got like to each other immediately too Liz, but that didn't bother you"
"Listen, did you come here to lecture me or what?" i say getting angry
"I came here because i felt guilty, because i felt that the right thing was to come here and tell you this. And maybe i also came because i was hoping to hear you tell the truth, you keep saying that i'm yours but you do nothing to keep me close to you, just hold me possessively, but you never tell me the truth. You can't want me and then walk away. I want to see you how this pissed off Elizabeth, i want to see how fucking jealous this makes you, how bothering you, show me you really want me, show me you don't give a shit about others when you're with me, show me how brave you are" she comes closer to me
"Show me Elizabeth" she whisper seductively
I panic, i can't react
"I-i..." i stammer
"I-uhm i-"
"As i imagined, you're afraid to face reality" she says, she looks into my eyes and i see only so much disappointment on her face, she moves away from me and goes towards the door.
"Wait" i can't let her go like that.
I lock her by the arm, knocking her back against the door. I close my body to hers and immediately feel that electricity that only she can make me feel.
"Don't go away, please" i whisper
"You can't do that Elizabeth, you can't take me and leave as you want" she says, looking at me intently "I'm just so afraid of losing you, every word or gesture, I'm afraid of making a mistake"
"Be yourself, show me how much you care, show me you want me" she bits her lips so violently.
"Don't go to the party with her" i beg her
"Why?"
"Because i hate the idea that she can do what i can't do, i hate that she can have what i want" i admit licking my lips, her gaze falls on this, observing my every movement with my tongue.
"You are jealous?" she whispers
"Yes"
"How much Elizabeth?"
"So much, i'm so jealous" i begin to breathe irregularly.
"You're my jealous little bear" she says smirking and sliding her hands up my hips, making me even closer to her.
"Yes, yes i am"
She lowers her head into the crook of my neck, her moist lips touch my bare skin and i shiver at the touch.
"Please be mine" i mumble
"Oh then you have to show me that i can only be yours" she says leaving a trail of kisses on my shoulder.
Come on Lizzie, let yourself go.
"Everyone must know you're mine" i say, raising her head so she can look at me
"How?" asks me
I go close to her ear, biting her lobe and i hear her groan.
"Maybe i should you mark sweetheart" i whisper and coming closer to her neck.
I press my lips to her skin, harder and harder
"God...Liz wait-" i suck heavily on her skin leaving a reddish mark on it.
"Now the girl with the bow will understand who you belong to" i move my face away to look into her eyes. "God Elizabeth, you really did that?" she says bewildered and i smirk.
"What? Do you want another one?"
"Please no" she giggles and so do i, our foreheads collide, our noses touch and our breaths caress our faces.
"Can i touch you?" i gently ask and she nods with a twinkle in her eyes.
I slide my hand under her hoodie, i begin to caress her abs by moving my hand up and down slowly.
She begins to breathe irregularly but without taking her eyes off me, she observes my every movement.
"It's wrong isn't it?" i whisper
"Mmm yes, but i don't care" she mumbles
I lower my head back to her neck starting to kiss her sweet skin, she pulls her head back making her collide with the door so hard with pleasure.
"Shit..."
"Tell me, does she make you feel what i make you feel honey?" i ask seductively
"Mmm no" she says breathlessly, while i continue to tease her weak points.
"Is she better than me?" i say sliding my hand up to the height of her bra.
I can feel her hard nipples and this thing turns me on even more.
"Oh god...no you're better, so much better"
"Good girl" i say squeezing one of her boobs over her bra.
"Oh fuck" she lets out a groan
"Do you feel in Heaven baby?"
"That's a t-torture, i think-oh shit- i-i'm in the Hell" she says
"Then let me be your devil" i say biting her earlobe.
"We're both in the hell for this, so let me torture you too" she stops me from what i was doing, grabs my arm and turns the situation around by making me bump into the door.
Her mouth begins to explore my skin, starting first from the neck and then ending in the neckline of my shirt
"Jesus ..." i moan
"Am i hurting you?" she asks breathlessly
"Y-yes"
"Good" she sucking even more forcefully the skin of my chest.
I literally have her face between my boobs and i don't mind that.
I don't know what's going on,
i don't know how to define all this but now in this moment i want to live it before i regret it.
I tie my legs around hers, she takes me in her arms, wedging my body between hers and the door and continuing her work.
I feel her point on mine pushed over my pants.
She keeps sucking my skin and moving slowly up and down making our pussies collide repeatedly. "Fuck" i feel something i've never felt before.
She's not even touching me and i feel so... wet.
"Oh god Y/n-please don't stop" i punch the door for pleasure, if i continue like this someone will find out.
"You've keep quiet baby" she says with her fucking hot voice, she knows her power on me.
"Don't make sound, keep quiet" i say moaning
"God Elizabeth you're so-"
We are interrupted by someone knocking on the door
"Miss Olsen are you there?" i recognize Coach Walker's voice
I look at y/n completely in panic
"Hello Mister Walker, do you need anything?" i say nervous
"Can i come in?" he asks from the other side of the door
"Oh uhm i'm sorry that's not possible, you see i'm ... uhm-i'm naked" i blush and see y/n grin teasing me "Oh uhm, okay... i wanted to ask you if you would like to take a coffee with me" he says
"I'm sorry but i'm pretty busy right now, it will be for another time" in response y/n comes back to kiss my neck and i can't help myself from the pleasure. "Okay, see you tonight then"
"Mmm yes see you tonight" i say mumble
"It's a real shame you're not really naked, Olsen" she says with a smirk
"Stop it" i say slapping her shoulder and then smiling
She kisses softly my nose.
"I should go now" she says blowing on my face to move my hair and with one hand put them behind my ear
"Stay here, please"
"We have a party in a couple of hours, remember?" she says putting me down.
"Will you go with her then?" i ask and she nods
"Just because i made a promise, but i swear you i'll find a way to be with you for a while, okay?" she says kissing my head
"Promise?"
"Promise" she smiles at me and leaves my room.
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A/N
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