ˏˋ°•* 𖤐 ❝ YOU'RE NOT SPECIAL ❞
❪ you're gonna burst, so full of spite ❫
YOU'RE NOT SPECIAL
IF THIS WAS A MOVIE - TAYLOR SWIFT
──── CHAPTER V
IMESSAGE!
✿ੈ ∘*┊ ❪JOE KEERY FAN CLUB❫
ryker ━ ghostbaby<3
joe ━ babygirl!!!
sadie ━ cutesicle👩❤️💋👩
millie ━ MBBaby
maya ━ loml🫂
GHOSTBABY<3,
out of the five of us which one
of us is most likely to get away with murder?
BABYGIRL!!!,
who do you wanna kill?
CUTSICLE👩❤️💋👩,
why are you asking this.
MBBaby,
i feel like i should be concerned ...
LOML🫂,
probably joe he played a murderer
GHOSTBABY<3
yes and not a very good one.
GHOSTBABY<3
so i guess which one out of the four of us*
BABYGIRL!!!,
HEY?????
GHOSTBABY<3,
i love you babygirl 🫂
GHOSTBABY<3,
kurt kunkle cutest murderer 🫂
BABYGIRL!!!,
i am 30 years old i am not a babygirl
GHOSTBABY<3,
BABYGIRL!!!,
why DO YOU JUST HAVE THAT
GHOSTBABY<3,
joe keery fangirl first
human second
LOML🫂,
that is sad
GHOSTBABY<3,
NO ITS NOT 😡😡😡
MBBaby,
i think that maybe sadie could do it
CUTESICLE👩❤️💋👩,
elaborate.
MBBaby,
i don't know what it is
i think you could pull it off
CUTESICLE👩❤️💋👩,
it's cause i'm good at faking tears right
MBBaby,
i mean that plays into the factor a little bit
BABYGIRL!!!,
okay but who are we killing?
GHOSTBABY<3,
oh that would be finn's annoying
bitch of a girlfriend 😊
BABYGIRL!!!,
as ur father i wanna know what
happened this time
CUTESICLE👩❤️💋👩,
bros in love with you
don't say ur her father 😭
BABYGIRL!!!,
she's actually in love with finn
GHOSTBABY<3,
yea he wishes 💀
GHOSTBABY<3
i'm sorry haley's a bitch and i won't be able to look past it this time or let it slide
GHOSTBABY<3,
finn and i were having our usual squabble
and haley walks over when he calls me a bitch
and laughs and HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY
GHOSTBABY<3,
"i'm glad somebody said it."
GHOSTBABY<3,
I WILL FUCK YOU UP YOU STUPID BITCH
GHOSTBABY<3,
LIKE???? WHAT DID I EVER DO TO HER
CUTESICLE👩❤️💋👩,
i'm honestly surprised you haven't
ripped her hair out yet
GHOSTBABY<3,
i've restrained...
CUTESICLE👩❤️💋👩,
but TO SAY THAT??
GHOSTBABY<3,
LIKEEE???
LOML🫂,
and you didn't beat her ass? i'm impressed
MBBaby,
can i be honest?
BABYGIRL!!!,
of course
MBBaby,
i've never really liked haley. i'm not particularly one to dislike people either, but when finn brought her to set the first few weeks she was always kind of taunting towards me as if i had stolen finn from her
MBBaby,
shes weirdly invasive of him and his privacy too.
she's just always touching him and when he moves to push her off she just touches him all over again. give him some space
CUTESICLE👩❤️💋👩,
i've noticed it too
MBBaby,
i've actually pointed it out to him.
he didn't say anything besides
"it's just what she does"
BABYGIRL!!!,
finn texted our groupchat the other day
and said something that he just needs
someone to talk to about her
BABYGIRL!!!,
he said something about them having a fight
over him liking another girl? but he said he doesn't like the other girl
BABYGIRL!!!,
rykers name also came up once or twice
GHOSTBABY<3,
pardon?
BABYGIRL!!!,
haley thinks finn likes you
and thinks you like him too
GHOSTBABY<3,
i'd rather be eaten alive by spiders
than EVER be assumed to have a crush on finn.
LOML🫂,
oh she means business
GHOSTBABY<3,
i could go into great detail
about how i'd rather be brutally murdered and hunted down by someone dressed in a clown suit than ever be caught with a CRUSH ON FINN
LOML🫂,
why do you hate him again?
BABYGIRL!!!,
oh the story...
CUTESICLE👩❤️💋👩,
she usually can't tell this
story without crying
GHOSTBABY<3,
i'll be fine thanks sades
GHOSTBABY<3,
finn and i had a...thing?
i don't know what to call it
around the end of season one to the start of
filming season 2
GHOSTBABY<3,
but we both told each other we had
intense feelings for each other. and we were practically dating without the label or whatever
GHOSTBABY<3,
he told me he could see himself
falling in love with me.
GHOSTBABY<3,
and then i didn't hear from him for a couple days
which was usually normal because he had been working when i was off the show sick
GHOSTBABY<3,
and when i had come back to filming
finn introduced me to a girl (not haley)
GHOSTBABY<3,
i don't think i've ever had a worse heartbreak.
GHOSTBABY<3,
part of me thinks i should've listened to my mom
when she said "boys are nothing but trouble"
GHOSTBABY<3,
but i was fifteen, he was my first
REAL crush that wasn't a fictional character
GHOSTBABY<3,
even though i had a crush on all his characters
ahem anyway
GHOSTBABY<3,
but even before all the fighting
he still called me baby and stuff.
i couldn't tell if it was still his old joking manner he used to have so i told him to drop it and he did
GHOSTBABY<3,
but what really shattered my heart
was when he told haley that he could never
like me to reassure her when she was worried
he had feelings for me
GHOSTBABY<3,
he just put me down a lot in order to lift her up
GHOSTBABY<3,
then we would break out into fights
and stopped being friends because of them.
GHOSTBABY<3,
when he finally broke whatever string was holding our friendship together was when he said
"i never wanted to be your friend. i just did it for the sake of our show. you're really blind not to see when you're being pitied."
GHOSTBABY<3,
i had told everybody i didn't feel good
and i ran to my trailer and just...sobbed.
for hours.
GHOSTBABY<3,
until joe found me and convinced me
to save my tears for the scenes that need them
GHOSTBABY<3,
part of me still wonders how it would be
if i had told him how i really felt about him
LOML🫂,
how did you really feel about him?
GHOSTBABY<3,
i always struggled putting it into words
because i felt that...intensely for him.
GHOSTBABY<3,
almost like how people feel in the honeymoon phase?
over the moon. can feel themselves falling in love and never wanted to be apart from them.
GHOSTBABY<3,
but finn was my closest friend
and losing him still hurts.
GHOSTBABY<3,
and i don't wanna hurt still
i'm fucking nineteen years old
and i'm still hurting from 4 years ago?
how embarrassing.
GHOSTBABY<3,
and it doesn't hurt seeing him and haley
kiss anymore like it did the first few weeks.
but seeing his face still hurts.
GHOSTBABY<3,
but i don't want him to know
any of this or that it still hurts me
GHOSTBABY<3,
because if he knows he still
has an upperhand over me
he'd never let me live it down
GHOSTBABY<3,
but i also think it would give him an even bigger ego
which i really don't wanna experience
GHOSTBABY<3,
but part of me wishes he knew
just how bad he hurt me and
maybe i wouldn't still be hurting now
GHOSTBABY<3,
sorry i'm done texting now
BABYGIRL!!!,
stop crying
GHOSTBABY<3,
i'm not crying
BABYGIRL!!!,
maya and i just watched you walk off set and wipe your eyes
GHOSTBABY<3,
okay i'm crying
GHOSTBABY<3,
just don't tell finn please
MBBaby,
of course we won't don't worry
LOML🫂,
i'm sorry to make a joke
LOML🫂,
but he GHOSTed...the girl with the last name ghost?
CUTESICLE👩❤️💋👩,
I MADE THAT JOKE TOO WHEN IT HAPPENED
LOML🫂,
ITS IRONIC
GHOSTBABY<3,
OH I HATE U GUYS
LOML🫂,
says the girl who wants to kiss me
GHOSTBABY<3,
i want to kiss every woman in this cast
BABYGIRL!!!,
even millie?
GHOSTBABY<3,
even millie, sadie, natalia (don't tell charlie)
amybeth, grace, EVEN WINONA!
and i will kiss them all one day
LOML🫂,
okay gorgeous
GHOSTBABY<3,
i just. stopped breathing
GHOSTBABY<3,
anywho back to the story
GHOSTBABY<3,
at the beginning...haley was kind
she was a friend. but she always kinda
taunted? in the way she would always say
"i don't know how you let him go"
"thanks for putting him back on the market
now he has somebody he really loves"
almost emphasizing he never loved me?
CUTESICLE👩❤️💋👩,
i always picked up on the hints
finn was unhappy with haley. when we would ask him about how his dates went he'd just say "fine i guess" and change the topic
GHOSTBABY<3,
not that i really wanted to hear about his dates anyway
MBBaby,
i always had a feeling she's controlling him
GHOSTBABY<3,
me too but i think he doesn't realize it himself
CUTESICLE👩❤️💋👩,
has he even told anybody directly?
BABYGIRL!!!,
he's told me he wants to break up with her
because he doesn't know if he can put up with her jealousy
GHOSTBABY<3,
jealousy of who?
BABYGIRL!!!,
of you
BABYGIRL!!!,
says she feels threatened by you
GHOSTBABY<3,
good. fuck her
GHOSTBABY<3,
though i'm the ghost girl
i hope she drops dead