Todays been really hard i been super stressed uncomfortable sickly in just need some one ...i been really alone
Last night it was terrible i was really little no cg stuffie paci in sleep on the floor. I been left alone all day was post to get new stuffies but didn't go at all in was left behind cuz my grandma hates me in dosent care how i feel my mom probably just gonna leave me here another night so she can get dick my cg aka bf been busy in i kinda feeling like relapsing in cutting against so i really need him but he very aggravated with me after saying this he replied with "What. Im BUSY" i been crying all day been uncomfortable all weekend not to talk about my grandparents keep yelling in my grandad keeps hitting.my grandmother i have so much pressure on for step try outs in i feel juat over all loney not to mention for the last three weeks i been tryna keep my self form getting depressed again my mom abuse got better but i just cant i dont wanna be right now i wanna just sit in a room with a stuffie in cry im kinda hurting in just cant live but im gonna like alway fake it to u make it right? Just smile in fake laugh dont cry in be nice sit don't talk in leave people alone i cant be sad im the therapist friend.....
fake it to u make it Kylie ...Right?
Kylie .M