“So we've been wanting to share something with you guys for a few weeks now,” Ariana said.
“You two aren't dying right?” I asked
I mean they just got married.
“No Royalty we're perfectly fine,” Sawyer laughed.
“Okay, okay I'm just checking,” I said and Lorenzo wrapped his arms around me before placing a kiss on the side of my head.
“Okay so the new is that I'm-”
“I’m-”
She looked at me then Saige before looking away.
“Ah so I'm-”
“Ariana you're making us nervous,” Lydia said with a smile.
“I'm sorry," Ariana said as she played with her fingers.
“It's okay but just say it, let it out sweetheart,” mom said and we nod.
She let out a deep breath before looking at us again.
She seems scared or very nervous to tell us.
Sawyer took her hand and gave her a kiss on the forehead.
“You want me to say it?" He asked.
She nod and he looked at us.
“Ariana is pregnant,” he said
“Shut the fuck up!” I said
“Royalty language,” dad said
“Sorry,” I said as mom and Lydia squeals.
“I'm sorry,” Ariana said while looking at Saige and I.
My brows drew together as I became a bit confused.
“Sorry?" I asked while walking towards her.
“I’m gonna to be hot aunt why are you sorry?” I said
“Because you two lost your child recently-”
“Hey come here. Let's not go there okay,” Saige said and she nod.
We hugged her and she hugged us back.
“Congrats sis," I said and she smiled.
“You called me sis,” she said in awe and I smiled.
“Get use to it,” I said and she hugged me again.
We went over to Sawyer and we hugged him.
“I'm gonna be a dad,” he laughed.
“You're gonna be a great one,” Saige said.
“I really hope so,” he said
“Don't worry we're all here to make sure you get the role of a great father like daddy,” I said
After we were done we went to the reception after changing our outfits.
•°•
“Baby do you really think you should be drinking?” I asked
“I have a high tolerance for alcohol,” she smiled before taking my glass.
“Yeah but we've been having a lot of-”
She placed her finger on my lips and moved closer to me.
“Sex? So what? It's not like I'm gonna get pregnant again" She smiled.
“I-”
“I'm on birth control silly now lighten up," she said before pulling away.
She walked away and I sat down next to Dimitri and Dad.
“What's wrong?”
“Nothing,” I said and dad took the drink I was about to receive from the waitress.
“Let's ask again. What's wrong?” he asked and I looked at Royalty.
“I was a bit worried that she's drinking when she might be pregnant but she just told me she was on birth control,” I said
“I don't know how I really feel now,” I said and he placed his hand on my shoulder.
“Maybe she's not ready for another child again bud. Give her time,” he said
“I know and I will. I just wished she had talked to me about at least, even though it's her body and everything,” I said and he hand me the glass.
I turned it to my head and mom walked over to us.
“Baby come dance with me,”
“Angel you know I can't-”
She pulled him up and we smiled. “Are my babies okay?”
“Yes mom," we replied and she smiled before pulling dad away.
“I pray that Saige and I are just mom and dad. Meaning we don't grow out of each other's love and the nicknames and the love in our eyes," he smiled
“Yeah I wish the same for Royalty and I,” I said and Saige walked over to us.
She held her phone to her mouth and looked at him with a smile.
“Testing, I'm requesting my very hot fiance to the dance floor,” she said and he got up.
He took her hand and they walked away.
I looked at Royalty and she was dancing with her cousins.
I got up and grabbed another drink from a waiter and walked out of the room. I inhaled the fresh air and held on to cold rails.
“The baby didn't make it,”
My heart clenched tight in my chest and I drank what was in my glass. I ran my hand over my face and that's when I felt someone touch my arm.
“Hey mister. You're pretty hot,”
I turned around and meet the eyes of a stranger. “Thanks and you might want to back up before fiance run her knife throw her heart,” I said while pulling away.
“Your fiance? I don't see any-”
“Maybe you should turn around,” Royalty said.
“You're Royalty Valentino” she said
“And you're standing too close to my fiance. Back up,” she said
“I'm sorry Regina,” she said before walking away.
I looked at Royalty before turning back around.
Her heels made sounds on the tiles as she walked towards me.
“Are you okay papi?”
“Yeah,” I said and she placed her hands on mine.
“What's going on in that head of yours,” she asked
“It's nothing,”
“Enzo please,” she said and I looked at her.
“I was thinking about the baby,” I said and her gaze moved from mine.
“We should get back inside,” she said and I sighed.
“Are we ever going to talk about-”
“I don't want to,” she said with tears in her eyes.
“Time went by but I haven't healed yet,”
“Neither have I?" I said
“Can we not do this right now,” she asked.
“Okay,” I said before walking away.
I entered the room and grabbed another drink. I went to the bar and started having drinks.
“Slowly down kid,” Uncle Marco said while taking the shot glass from me.
“What's going on king,” uncle Ash asked.
“Nothing,” I said and they sat down.
“Why don't everyone go dance or something and leave the bar,” Ash said and everyone left.
I sat down as I watched him fed on alcohol. I looked away and held back my tears.
“Hey let's dance Mamacita,”
“No I'm not in the mood to dance Nana,” I said and grandma released my hands.
She sat next to me and I looked at her. “Okay grandma's listening,” she said
“I haven't healed Nana. It still hurts and I know now that it's killing him too,” I said before looking at Lorenzo.
His uncle sat next to him as they talked. “Come here sweetheart,” she said and I hugged her.
“Maybe you two should see someone,” she suggested.
“Talk things out and fix things as couple. You two will be married soon,” she said.
I nod and she released me. I fanned my face so the tears wouldn't fall.
I can't rain on my little brother's wedding day.
“It’s time to send off the bride and groom,” someone said
We got up and I looked at Lorenzo.
“Go,” grandma said.
I walked towards him as his uncles got up. They looked at me before patting him on the shoulder.
They walked away and I walked up to him as he got up.
“Hey,” I said as he turned around
“Hey baby we should-”
“Talk when we get home,” I said and he nod.
He pulled me into him and hugged him. “I love you,” he said
“I love you too,” I said and he placed a kiss on top of my head.
“We should go,” he said after we pulled away.
I took his hand and we walked out.
•°•
“Your mom once said you hate talking about your problems with strangers but can you do it one last time for me, for us.”
I took his hand he looked into my eyes.
“Lorenzo let us got to a therapist or someone who can help us heal from this,” I said and he cupped my cheeks.
“Okay,”
“Okay?” I asked and he nod.
“I’ll do anything for my queen. And if she thinks a therapist is what we need then okay,” he said
I wrapped my arms around his waist and he pulled me into him. His scent filled my nose and I smiled.
I love his scent
His signature cologne was very nice
“Thank you,” I said and he hugged me tighter.
I know he has a dislike for seeing strangers such as therapist about his problems. It was a problem when he was growing up.
I'm grateful he wants to fix things together with a help of a therapist. He was right we need to talk about it because it could make us apart.
We pulled away and he ran his fingers through my hair.
“You're my everything and I'll do everything in my power to ensure that we're happy and that we get through everything that comes in our way together,” he said and I placed my hand on his wrist.
I kiss his hand and he smiled.
“Let me arrange a meeting for now,” I said and he nod.
“Okay,” he said and I grabbed my ipad.
I messaged my assistant and told her to find me a really good therapist with great experience of helping couples who go through miscarriages.
I placed my Ipad down and turned my back to him. He wrapped his arms around me then pulled me into him.
I turned the lamp light off and he held me closer.
“I should have told you I got a IUD implant,” I said after a while.
“I asked for in two weeks after the miscarriage,” I said.
“It's okay baby,” he said into my ear.
“Get some rest,” he said and I nod.
•°•
The next morning I woke up my breakfast was served in bed by my fiance.
After eating we showered and went to work. After work he picked me up and we came home. We had dinner tell went to our offices.
I opened his office door and he looked up. “Hey baby, is everything okay?” he asked while removing his reading glasses.
Man he looks good in them.
“Yes. Is everything okay?" I said while placing down Regina.
She ran towards him and I walked to his desk. “Hey Regina," he said while talking her into his lap
He pet her as I sat down in the chair that was infront of his desk. “Everything is okay but I need your permission on something,” he said
“What's that?” I asked as Jasper came up to me. I pet him as he rested his head in my lap.
“A club I'm buying is in your territory. Do I have your permission to be in it,”
“What's mine is yours babe plus I need you in my territory right now so are you done with work," I asked and he smiled.
“I'm sure I can take care of the rest tomorrow,” he said while placing Regina down.
He got up and walked towards me. He leaned down and placed a kiss on my lips before pulling me up.
“First we need to feed them,” I said as he kisses me.
“I know,” I said before pulling away.
“Let's go boy,” he said and Jasper jumped up.
I smiled as they walked out. Regina came towards me and I picked her up.
I miss Zara alot
I wish you were here too my princess
May her sweet soul rest in peace.
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