Silent cries
A million and one words I could say
Yet still, I stick to silence
Swallowing his words that shred my insides
Fear of what he'll say in return
Scared that my judgement will collapse
Thinking that I'm the villain instead
My reason why don't seem right anymore
My emotions don't feel right anymore
Overthinking if my action is even valid
Why ask me again for an answer
When I gave you silence
Isn't that enough
Isn't silence an answer?
Instead of projecting my thoughts
Convincing you why I did what I did
Hidden in my silence than to confront
Knowing the judgement to come
Succumbing to my devious notions
You have ever right to be upset
After all, you want to talk and I don't
Then why do I feel this?
I feel so much that nothing shows
I have so much things to say
Yet I swallow them whole