Millen
I pulled into her driveway and he was there .
Why's this dude always around!
When he pulled off she looked at me and tried to walk inside.
No use.
Before she could close the door on me, I put my foot in the doorway.
"Nice try Lili."
She walked up the stairs like she couldn't hear me.
We're playing that game ?
I followed her upstairs, to her room.
"Sup?" she stared at me blankly, no response.
"Why are you here?"
"Why was that guy here?"
"Why you so worried?"
"I look out for people I love."
"You love me?" she cocked an eyebrow.
"Yeah, why wouldn't I?" I leaned to face her
She turned the other way , "You don't hurt the ones you love."
"You hurt me when you're with other guys , but you still love me. Right Li ?"
She turned back to face me.
I know she loves me,
I love her.
I'm in love with her,
She's the only girl I've ever been in love with.
Ross and all those other girls , I've said I love them but I was in love with the idea of loving them.
"Millen I-"
I kissed her , it took her a while to kiss back but she did. We fell back on her bed and it was like everything happened to fall into place .
Alicia
I blacked out after he kissed me. Like I wasn't controlling my actions.
I woke up and everything looked the same.
The door was closed, and the only light on was coming from my bathroom.
My bed felt different though ,
I sat up and he was next to me.
No , no , no , no , no ! This cannot be happening .
I got up and felt a sudden breeze.
I looked down, no clothes.
Oh hell no, we didn't ! We couldn't !
"Wake up nigga !" I yelled
No movement ? Okay, looks like I have to get physical .
"Millen . . . " I whispered in his ear , he smiled.
Is this a joke ? He thinks this is funny , how cute -_-
"Millen." I did it again .
I lifted up the sheet and grabbed my bat and started hitting him .
"What the hell ?!" he shot up , rubbing his eyes
"Put your clothes on , it's time to go." I put on my robe
"Sure you don't want another round ?" He put back on his adidas sweatshirt and everything else .
Then we walked out my room
"What do you think?" I held the front door open
"Alright , I know you're tired since I put in work. Love you." He kissed me and left .
What is wrong with me ?
"Mmm , and here I am thinking you were over him." Lina said sitting on the couch making me jump.
"When did you-"
"2 Hours ago, I heard moaning and screaming but I wasn't gonna interrupt." she laughed
"Yeah , funny . You should be a comedian. I'm gonna go shower and cleanse myself then probably knock. I'm beat."
"Your not the only thing beat.." she singsonged
"Huh?"
"I heard Millen put in woooooooooooork !" she started imitating how I sounded I guess.
"Goodnight Lina." I walked up to my room .
"By babe, I love you." I closed my door and I could still hear her laughing .
It was never that funny .
It's been 10 minutes and her laughter's dying down .
"Shut it up already !" I said after opening my door and closing it.
She laughs at the stupidest things sometimes.
Monday morning @ lunch :
We were all laughing at the lunchlady's secret crush on the janitor.
"She keeps it a secret cause she can't get a hot boyfriend like me." Jas said latching onto Ke.
"Ew, I'm eating please." I fake gagged
"We know you been getting some love , Li. Just ask that red hickie on your neck." she laughed
"Yeah boy!" Ke dapped up Pao
"Wasn't me, I don't leave my marks visible." he smirked
I made a face .
"If it wasn't you , then who is it Millen ?" she laughed looking at Millen coming in the lunchroom
"Millen what ?"
"Nothing." I replied trying to get off the topic
"It's far from noting , I like the love bite you left on Li though. Classic." Jas said bringing it back up
He licked his lips then looked at me .
I turned the other way,
The bell rang and the announcement came on : "Lunch is now over , Please return to your assigned homerooms and lockers to get ready for your last classes." the Principal said
"Next time there's something on me, tell me in private." I said nudging Jas on my way to the gym
It's weird, Pao usually walks me to class but I can't find him .
-- Later afterschool.
"Hey there you are, where've you been? You were supposed to walk me to class." I said catching up with him in the lot
"Yeah well I thought you'd be with Millen."
"Why'd you think that?"
"Isn't he like your boyfriend? He gave you a hickie , what the hell am I supposed to think?!" he snapped at me
"You should think nothing of it." I rolled my eyes.
"Alicia, he's in love with you. "
"What makes you think that ?" I said folding my arms
"You see how he looks at you ?"
"That doesn't mean much." I said shrugging
He gave me a 'Really?' look
"So what if he does, I don't feel the same way. I want you." I said trying to wrap my arms around his neck
"Then why's there a red hickie on your neck?"
I got quiet , I'm not about to tell him everything .
"Did you two..." he drifted off
Another awkward silence , he took my hands off of him and place them at my sides.
"Alicia, talk to me when you choose. You can't have it both ways." he got in his car and started it
He took one look at me then drove off .
This is way too much drama for one day.
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