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The stream went swimmingly, Nick ended up winning by a landslide but he didn't seem to rub it in our faces too much. Normally if i lose things i end up having a horrible time, for instance when i went bowling when i was younger with my mates and i wasn't winning I'd end up going silent and not enjoy myself as much. Yet when i was losing in this situation i still felt as i was winning, these people are truly incredible.
'Good stream guys' Noah exclaims cheerfully even though he was in last place like always
'I'd say so' Nick says impressed with himself
'Yeah, y/n can i speak to you upstairs please' Karl walks away knowing that i don't really have a choice
'Thank you for the stream you guys' i say looking at all of them and then catching up with Karl
I close the door to Karl's room behind me and then pull a slightly puzzled face in reply to his anger plastered face
'I can't do this' he sinks his head into his hands
'Do what Karl?' i come over and place my hand on-top of his fluffy brown hair out of comfort
'I can't be a dad for gods sake y/n!' he jolts his head purposefully trying to make my hand slip off his head
'Karl we don't have much choice about this' i bite the dry skin off my bottom lip
'You mean you don't' he mumbles loud enough for me to hear
'What.. Karl. Don't do this to me man' i distance myself from him trying not to breakdown
'I have to much left to do y/n and i'm sorry but this is how it's going to be. Your moving away. Your telling everyone you need a break. And you loose contact with EVERYONE. Now if you can't meet these standards then god bless you y/n but your life will be miserable' he explains
'You don't mean this. Tell me you don't mean this' my hands slightly shake
'I do. Leave.'
i guess he does hate me like before..
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damn bad ending !! it's been like 8 months since i started this story and i thought it's about time i actually end it. i'm sorry for this disappointing ending but yk. i cba