Hello everyone i created this book for the purpose of letting you all know what's currently happening to me. Why I'm currently inactive, no updates on my books etc.
I know some people don't want to
know this, but i just need to create this
book, so i won't have to post
announcements why I'm not
currently here in wattpad.
I would like to say I'm deeply sorry for being inactive for awhile. I'm going to through a lot of things last year and this year. I'm maintaining my high grades, since I am known as an honor student in my class. I also don't want to disappoint my parents if i got a low grade. Maintaining my high grades gave me anxiety and depression that resulted in me having a hard time to work on things without over thinking and panicking about it.
I worry about the things around me a lot. I started to over think about the things that aren't happening yet that resulted to me having a panic attack.
I want to update and edit my books, but i find it tedious than enjoyable. I want to enjoy writing stories, because it's my hobby, but lately i just can't do it anymore.
I want to quit wattpad, but i can't, i don't to leave everything that i worked for how many years. I still want to write, but i don't have an ounce of motivation to do so.
I'm still studying and I'm very afraid about this new school year, because i know this is going to be hard. I just want to give up and disappear into thin air if i have the chance to do so.
I'm having thoughts of 'offing' myself if i can't take it anymore. I know it's not the right solution, but i just want to, because I'm so tired of this.
I'll be inactive in wattpad for about a year or so, because i want to get things done. I'm still in wattpad, because I'll be reading diff stories in my free time.
We'll see if I'll return here in the future or not. If i decided i won't be returning i won't be un publishing my stories, so you can read or re-read it again. Thank you for the support and the memories, if i don't come back. It was nice meeting you all.
- carat_pink