" matty why would you do that ? " i ask
he stops walking
he pulls his hand away from me
" what ? " he says slightly laughing
" that wasn't even funny " i say
" aww does someone like finney blake ? " buzz says laughing
" maybe i do " i say
i push matty away from me
" you guys are seriously assholes " i say
" y/n ?? hello ? " matty says clapping his hands in front of my face
i snap out of it
" hm " i hum
" do you want me to walk you to your class ? " he ask
" oh uhm yeah sure " i say
" matt and buzz i'll see you guys at lunch " he says
and they leave
matty walks me to class
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i'm walking home when i see finney sitting down on the sidewalk
i look around
and walk over to him
i sit down with him
" the skies really blue today " i say
" what do you want y/n " he asks
" i just.. wanted to say i'm sorry for what happened earlier " i say
i look at him
but he doesn't even look at me
he gets up
" you can stop talking to me now " " we already did the project remember ? " he says
and he starts to walk away
i get up
" finney- " i say grabbing his arm
he turns around and pulls his arm away from me
" first you stand me up, then you embarrass me, and let's not forget you've been bullying me since the start of the schools year " he says
" i don't want to talk to you anymore " he says
walking away from me
" finney i do this.. so i can be cool and not get bullied ! " i yell
" you know what it was like for me back then " i say
he stops walking and turns around
" now you know what it's like for me " he says
" you went through it "
" you were robins bestfriend y/n and now.. we don't even know you " he says
" you've changed "
" a lot "
" yeah well i don't wanna get bullied like you " " maybe if you stood up for your self than we wouldn't bully you " i say
" but you stood up and look what happened ? " he says
" stand up to your dad and then try and tell me that freak " i say pissed off
" fuck you finney " i say
i walk away from him
but i'm walking in the opposite direction as my house
i'll just go to the grab n go
i walk into the grab n go
bruce is there
" hey y/n " bruce says
" hi brucy " i say slightly laughing
" i have practice in 10 minutes " " wanna come ? " he asks
do i really wanna be that bored ?
i need to get my mind off stupid finney anyways
" sure, why not " i say
" great " he says smiling
we walk to the front desk
he puts his bag on it
and takes out some cash and pays for everything
" come on my coach will kill me if i'm late " he says starting to run
and since he's running
i have to run too
great
" bruce i don't want to run " i groan
" hurry up " he yells
and we run to the baseball field
i've never run so much in my life
i stop at the bleachers but bruce keeps on running to the dug out
how does he do it ?
i catch my breath and walk up the bleachers
i lay down on the bleachers and close my eyes
what if someone just stabbed me right now ?
what would i do ?
" y/n " i hear someone say
i've never sat up so fast in my life
" jesus robin you scared me " i say letting out a sigh of relief
" that sucks " he says
" who pissed you off ? " i say say laying back down
i close my eyes again
" i don't know.. maybe, you ? " he says sighing
" no need to yell at me " i say laughing
avoiding what he just said
he throws something at my head
" i didn't yell " he says
i sit up and grab my forehead
" what the fuck " i say
" you pissed me off y/n " he says sitting down
" yeah well i piss off a lot of people " i say standing up
" if this is about what happened at school with finney i don't wanna talk about it " i say starting to walk down the bleachers
" we'll your going too " he says walking after me
he grabs my arm
i turn around
" robin let go " i say rolling my eyes
" why did they do it ? " he says starting to get mad
" i don't know " i say sighing
" stop fucking lying y/n " " you were there weren't you ? why didn't you stop them ? " he says
" let. go. " i say starting to getting mad too
" tell me first, you like finney so why don't you st- " robins cut off by someone yelling
" let go of my sister robin "
i turn my head and see bruce
i look back at robin
" yeah let go would you ? " i say smiling
he lets go
" your bullying someone that doesn't deserve it y/n " " you used to be like him " he says
" yeah but i'm not anymore am i ? " i say starting to walk away
" their my friends robin, finney isn't " " plus i already tried talking to him but he said to ' leave him alone ' so that's what i'm doing from now on " i say
" i was your friend too y/n " " what happened to you " he says
i stop walking
and look down
" i dont know " i say
( dramatic ass fr )
i start to walk again
and i walk all the way home
it's 7 pm
i've just been laying in bed all day
i've been thinking about talking to finney
but no
no i'm not going too
i get out of bed
and put on jeans, a shirt, and my black converse
i'm going to talk to finney
i walk to the front door
" where are you going "
i turn around and see bruce standing there
" surprisingly, finney blake's house " i say
" come on tell me the truth " he says crossing his arms
" i'm being serious i'm actually going to finney blake's house.. willingly- " i say looking down
" why are you gonna go ? " he asks
" to..- apologize ? " i say looking at him
" your going to apologize to finney blake ? " he asks
" yeah your right i shouldn't " " thanks for saving me 10 years of my life " i say walking back to my room
he grabs my shoulder
and pushes me to the door
" be home by midnight y/n or i'm gonna kill you " he says
" no the idea is stupid " i say walking back to my room
" y/n hurry up " he says pushing me into the front door this time
" shit head " i say as i open the door
" what was that ? " he slightly yells while running to the door
i quickly run out of the house
i turn around
" that's why you lost your game " i say flipping him off
" you- " he cuts him self off
and runs after me
bruce is faster than me so this isn't good
i feel him grab my hair
but i run to the side and he slides forward
and falls
i stop running
and fall to the ground and start laughing so hard
he laughs too
" your- you- stupid " " your so stupid " i say laughing
" who's the one who likes finney blake here ? " he ask while dying
i stop laughing
" your so annoying " i say standing up
" and i don't like finney blake i'm just talking to him
" i say
we stare at eachother
and then start laughing again
bruce stands up and starts to walk home
" in fact i bully his ass everyday ! " i yell
" have fun kid " he says walking home
i finally get to finneys house
i knock on the door
and his sister opens it
" yea- " she cuts her self off
" you fuck face ! you bully my brother " she slightly yells
" where the hell is your mom " i ask looking at her confused
she looks down
" hm where is she ? " " probably at work so she can fee- " finney cuts me off
" y/n ? what are you doing here " he says walking up to the door
" i was coming to talk to you " i say looking down
" our moms dead. " gwen says
gwen looks down and then walks into her room
" i- sorry for your loss " i say looking down and then at him
" it's.. okay " he says
" but uhm it's cold out there come inside " he says
i walk past him and into his house
" oh my rooms this way " he says walking to his room
we walk inside
i close his door
" why did you wan- " i cut him off
" shut up finney " i say
" look i'm sorry for what happened earlier.. i should've stopped it i don't know why i didn't, we are friend- okay okay i'm over doing it but you get the point ? i'm sorry that i've been bulling you and that i haven't done anything to stop it " " and im sorry for what i said about standing up too your dad.. " " tomorrow i'll stop them, i promise " i say holding out my pinky
he pushes it down
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sorry this chapter is bad and took so long !!
school and avid is on my ass so i haven't had time to write
looks like school is getting in the way of me writing
but i enjoy it so it's okay
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