------Ushijima Wakatoshi's POV------
Me and Oikawa were walking to the gym together it was kinda nice especially cause we got to watch the sunrise together
We also got to eat breakfast together
It was nice and seeing him happy made me feel even better...I guess he just really needed to get all of the high school stuff off his chest
We walked into the gym and Sakusa grabbed my arm and walked straight out of the building definitely weird he hated physical contact unless it was Atsumu
------Oikawa Toru's POV------
I watched Sakusa pull a confused Ushijima out the gym and everyone seemed uncomfortable I then sighed and walked in
"What's going on now?"
Bokuto awkwardly laughed and said
"I didn't know Atsumu-San could get that mad at Sakusa..."
Everyone agreed and Kageyama just walked over to me saying
"Iwaizumi and Sakusa were fighting about something and Atsumu got mad at Sakusa"
"Like really mad..."
I just sighed and said
"Everything's fine everyone should go back to practice"
Everyone just went back to practice and I walked towards Iwaizumi's office walking in
"You ok?"
Iwaizumi sighed calming down a angry Atsumu
"Perfectly fine...he's more offended"
Atsumu just looked at me saying
"I'm not offended! He's being a pain in the ass"
"It's like he can't"
I just stared at him while he was yelling about something but to be honest I couldn't understand anything...
Iwaizumi just grabbed his face and said
"You don't have to worry about me ok"
"If he doesn't accept me there's nothing we can do..."
Atsumu seemed more frustrated and I just sighed
"You aren't helping Iwaizumi"
He looked at me and sat down
"...Why are you mad now"
I looked at him and sat down
"He's angry that his childish soulmate won't accept that he has two soulmates and won't even tell him why"
"Not to mention the other one is equally stupid for not understanding that he wants both of you to get along"
"Also every time you guys fight he can feel the emotions of your bonds and to be honest he doesn't feel good"
"Bonds suck sometimes cause you don't always wanna feel the emotions"
"Especially when the idiot has a cold and decides to get under three blankets like how does that even make sense !"
Atsumu looked at me and laughed a bit
"He's right... except about the last part"
"Like Sakusa's just being so distant and childish and won't even tell me why and your acting like you don't even wanna try"
"You keep saying stuff like just forget about my line and stuff and it's sucks"
He looked at Iwaizumi
"Do you even wanna be my...are soulmate?"
Iwaizumi frowned and grabbed Atsumu's face
"Of course I do...but if it breaks you guys up it isn't worth it..."
I sighed
"It seems like you guys just need to talk to be honest and it needs to be rather Sakusa wants it or not..."
Iwaizumi agreed and then said
"But says the one that wanted to kill themself yesterday and wanted to hide away from there soulmate"
I glared at him
"You can't use that card..."
"Speaking of which we made up!"
"But downside it's closer to his birthday...and he asked me about my soulmate yesterday"
Atsumu smiled and said
"I'm glad you guys made up"
"But you know Oikawa he's gonna find out you just have to figure out what you wanna do and your feelings"
"Being confused especially after everything that has happened would just mess with your already frail relationship"
I hummed and laid back in the chair
"Very true...I should probably hang out with him more and get to know him better right?"
Atsumu agreed and Iwaizumi just hummed
They ended up deciding to try to talk to Sakusa in private and figure out what's wrong and why he's rejecting this
On the other hand I've decided to hang out with my...soulmate and new friend
I sighed and sat in my chair...I was currently sitting in my office thinking about Atsumu-San words
Figure out my feelings...well that was simple or at least I thought it was
It made me wonder after he found out...how would he react
Like I know he wouldn't blow up and full out hate me...I'm glad I know that at least now
But would he accept it...soulmates are a weird thing
In this world there someone your forever bonded to rather you like it or not
And you can't ignore it...even if you don't accept your soulmate your still bonded and have the desire to have them
It's kinda scary in my opinion...it could be someone you truly hate and your bond will want them no matter what
I sighed
It was rare to hate you're soulmate like you could have disagreements and stuff but normally they were fixed after you found out
They say some people were so happy to find there one fated lover that they would drop everything that happened between them and love them unconditionally
...But then again feelings are a weird thing and it's hard to control them
And the most dangerous one...well at least in my opinion was love it made you vulnerable and that was just normal love
Being in love with you're soulmate was a different type of danger...some people have cheated or something worse to there soulmates and there bonds fell out of place which is dangerous for you're body
And don't even get me started on bond blocks...
I sighed and laid my head on my desk...maybe it wasn't a good idea to do soulmate research
It's scary to know all this...soulmates can be a scary and a beautiful thing at the same time
I decided to finish up everything cause I had more stuff to do because one of my patients decided to get sick
------Timeskip Three Hours------
I got all my stuff and walked out of my office the whole gym was empty...it made sense they were released early today
I walked towards the exit and saw familiar dark green hair
I walked up behind him and said
"Hey Ushiwaka...it's pretty late did you stay behind for a reason?"
I didn't get a response and tapped his shoulder
"Ushijima...?"
He turned around and took a earbud out saying
"Oh Oikawa...you're finally done?"
I looked up and hummed
"Yep"
"What are you listening to?"
He looked at me and put his hand out holding the earbud
"You can listen...but you might not like it"
I smiled and grabbed the earbud putting it in
"And she doesn't give a damn about me"
"Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby"
"Yeah, I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby"
"Listen to Iron Maiden, baby, with me"
"Oo-o-o-oo-o-oh"
-Teenage Dirtbag Wheatus (Literally love this song)
I looked into his eyes and laughed a bit...he just smiled and said
"Do you know it?"
I smirked and said
"Of course I do"
He said
"Well I'm glad you do it's a great song"
I smiled and said
"So what are you waiting for?"
He looked down at me and said
"You?"
I looked at him confused and felt a weird feeling in my chest...why was he waiting for me
And why does it lowkey make me happy that he did
"Eh!?"
He looked at me and said
"Did you forget already?
I looked at him confused
"What?"
He looked at me and opened the door
"You said this morning that you wanted to hangout as much as we can...so I assumed you meant today?"
I put my hands together and walked out the door turning around to look at him
"Right!"
I smiled and said
"Well Ushi...what do you wanna do?"
He looked at me and said
"We could always drop off our stuff and then go to the movies...didn't a couple new ones drop this week?"
I hummed and said
"I'll agree to this idea on one term.."
I looked at him seriously and he looked a bit scared to say the least
"That is..."
I smirked
"Piggyback ride"
He looked at me confused but then turned a bit and covered his face...i quickly grabbed his hand
"No covering smiles...you're face is to handsome to be doing that"
He covered his face more and I started to pout
He then said
"Fine..."
He uncovered his face and smiled a bit and then started squatting down
"Get on..."
I first grabbed his gym bag off the ground putting it on and then gently got on his back
He had pretty soft skin to be honest...I gently put my hands around his neck and he quickly stood up making me squeeze him tightly
He grabbed my legs and said
"You good?"
I said
"Yeah sorry...you got up fast and it scared me..."
I let go a little and he nodded
Another song started to play in my ear it started with
"Hope you don't regret it..."
"I pushed a lot back but I can't forget it"
"We never got the credit"
"Nobody seemed to hear us, but we said it"
"Neither of us planned it"
-You Get Me So High by The Neighbourhood
I smiled saying
"I'm surprised you know The Neighborhood it doesn't seem like you would like them"
Ushijima fixed me on his back and then said
Well technically I didn't know about them...but in high school Tendou would listen to them a lot and also this girl named Mitski... her music was more sad but I liked it
I hummed
You and Tendou were best friends right?
He said
"We still are he's my best friend and he's super awesome"
I smiled and leaned more into him
"That's awesome...I bet he has a pretty awesome personality if you like him so much"
Ushijima hummed and I just laid my head on him listening to the music go by...his music was pretty calming some was sad but it was calming to say the least
It was pretty warm even tho it was windy and it felt safe...I kinda wished I could stay like this forever
That's when I realized something...something I needed to realize way sooner
Soulmate bonds are forever...and soulmates normally solve there differences and they end up falling in love
...I would have to fall in love with him
My feelings!? That's what Atsumu...meant
But my feelings for him...are confusing
Really confusing...
I felt my chest hurt a bit and my face felt red
I would have to either love or reject Ushijima at the end of this...
Why are soulmates so complicated?
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AN: Hope you enjoy this chapter and Oikawa realizing the full reality of his problem and not just them having to make up and be friends