Kazimir
I had eventually made us come inside from the cold, because I don't like being sick. I also didn't want her catching a cold. We walked back into the living room, my mother and sister were no longer in the living room. She goes to sit by the fireplace and warm up.
The lights were dim and my guards were out of sight. It was just us in the living room now. I looked at her as she warmed her hands by the fire.
I didn't know how to feel towards her. She had cheated and yet the anger, I had felt not to long ago was slowly simmering away into nothingness.
I hurt her and saw the marks on her neck. She was still struggling to walk and I did mean to be that rough, but I thought she would be fine after. I wanted the comfort of her, my arms wrapped around her. Her chest pressing against me. I had yearned for her and yet, I didn't go to her.
I don't know if I should feel honored that she never thought of him at all. She thought of me the whole time. She wished it was me inside of her and I wished it was me instead of him. She let him touch her regardless.
I don't know if I a could forgive her. Hearing her past didn't help. She would want to stop and he said it was love. I was sure he was fucking other women behind her back and coming back to her saying it was love. He manipulated and used her for his use. I couldn't be mad at her for that. She had turned back into the doll he made her into.
The wound in my heart was still fresh. I watched her and wondered if I wanted to sleep far or close away from her. I couldn't be away from her, but now I was so unsure.
She starts to cry again and I assume she thought I had left. I watched her cry and my heart ached watching my lioness cry. Could I still call her my lioness? She was still the woman I had unhealthy obsession for.
I slowly stepped towards her and sit down on the couch. She turns around and her eyes widen when she sees me. She removes the tears leaking out her eyes. She looks at the space next to me and turns away. The broken look in her face had made me want to put her back to pieces.
I wanted to cover up the wounds and dive deeper into emotional side of her. I wanted to make the tears from her eyes disappear and replace them with something else. I wanted nothing more than fix the damage the bad caused her.
"Come," I said.
She gets up and stood in front of me. I took her hand and pulled her down into my lap. I let my head rest on her shoulder and my lips brush her neck. She tenses against me, but I inhale the sweet smell of her.
I was addicted to the smell of her. The smell of her and presences could calm me so easily. I kissed the bite marks I had made on her skin and she slowly relaxed against me. I liked us like this. It felt as if today's never happened, we were being our normal selves.
"I don't know if I am mad or upset," I murmur.
This feeling can foreign to me and I didn't like the fact I couldn't make a decision. I didn't want to forgive her for letting him touch her, but I wanted to forgive her because she was my sun and moon. She was my other half and I felt if I lost her, I would lose me. I would lose every part of me and would walk in a dark infinite world searching for her.
"You let him touch you and let him feel parts of you that only I should be touching from now on. You may have thought of me in the moment," I said.
I lifted her shirt up and she allowed me to pull it up. I saw the marks on her skin from where I bit her. I knew they hurt, but I still did it anyways. I wanted her to feel my pain and my wrath all in once.
I pull off her shirt and another bra holds her breast up. I didn't take off her bra and kissed in between her chest and felt her throbbing against me. She was only in her bra and panties now. Her body now exposed to me, she wasn't able to hide. My cock jerked in my pants and I shifted her off my dick.
I wasn't going to fuck her, I was just going to enjoy having her like this in front of me. I look at her and her eyes flashed with fear. Was she scared I was going to harm her?
"Kazimir," she says.
"I'm not going to fuck you, I just want to look at your body. I want to take a look at my body."
I felt her pussy clench around emptiness against my leg and I was sure that she was staining those panties with her naughty pussy. I don't think she knew the power she held over me, that is what made this so difficult.
"How did he touch you?" I ask.
"He took both my breast and kissed each one," she whispers.
I move my hands behind her back and unhook her bra. I pull it off of her and watch her breast jiggle losing the support of her bra. I cupped each one and kissed them. I swirled my tongue around her nipple and flick her bar.
"Did he play with your nipples like this?"
I switch to her other breast and squeezed it a bit harder. I sucked on her brown nipples that reminded me of chocolate chips you use for cookies.
"No," she shakes her head.
"What did he do next?"
"I pushed his head away from my breast after he kissed them and he was going to fuck me. I reminded him to use a condom and he got upset knowing you have fucked me without one."
"Good, he knew that you were mine," I smile.
"What next?" I ask.
"He entered me and when I closed my eyes. I heard your voice in my head. My mind started to replace him with you. You speaking Russian and fucking me," she answered.
I scanned her face hoping she maybe even left out a small detail. Her face was calm and neutral. She had been telling me the truth. I took her right nipple into my mouth. I wasn't finished with her just yet.
My cock wanted her now. My body no longer liked the idea of not being inside of her. I showed both her breast attention as she rode my thigh gently. Yes, baby get off from using my leg.
She was like poison, she was slowly tainting me with her body and mind. She was going to be the death of me. I expected much more from Juan, but all I got was a boring sex from it. It sounded so boring. She didn't even say it like anything big happened. It reminded me of a story that was boring and nothing really interesting happened.
"God damn it lioness, you're such trouble," I groaned.
She continued to rock her hips against my thigh and grabbed her waist. I wasn't going to allow her to cum just from rocking my thighs. I could feel the spot where she grinded my thigh felt warm and slowly getting wet.
"I'm sorry," she pouts.
"I still don't forgive you, because you still fucked him regardless. It doesn't matter if you imagined it was me, you still had another man's cock in you that wasn't me."
"I know and I'm sorry that I never told you myself," she says, softly.
"Mhm, well now you can ride my dick to make up for it," I smile.
"I thought you said you weren't going to fuck me?" She says, amused.
"No, you are going fuck yourself while you ride me and I get to decide when I feel like I'm satisfied," I hummed.
I grazed my finger over the lining of her panties and down into the dip of her panties. My fingers slightly damped and I massaged her clit that was pressing against the thin fabric.
"Mhm," she hums.
"You're so wet for me from just sucking on your nipples?"
She doesn't say anything and her nipples were hard. They pointed out towards me and she massaged them as if they were now paining her. I pulled her hands away and hold her wrist together.
What I loved about her being on my lap is that I could feel how needy she was. She didn't have to say anything, because her body gave it away. Her walls were squeezing nothing and yet it kept going.
She reminded me of female lion in heat and the need for her mate. My lioness wanted more than me, she wanted to devour me. It was as if we were both in heat at the same time, needing each other to fix the tension.
It was like our minds spoke to each other as our lips crashed against one another. I drank in her soft lips and I slid my tongue into her mouth. I started to pull of my pants and she lifts her hip.
I let my pants fall around my ankles and my boxers pooling at my feet. Her soft hands wrap around the girth of my cock. My tip glistened with pre-cum and she pumped her hands up and down. She let her spit fall out of her mouth and land on my cock.
"No, I want to feel my cock inside of you," I moan.
"Do you remember when we were in Italy and I was begging you to fuck me?" She asks.
"Of course I do, you looked helpless underneath me."
She jerks the tip of my cock and spit on my cock more, spreading it around as lube. I licked my lips as I watched her jerk my cock in her hands.
"Do you remember what I said?"
"Refresh my mind," I smirk.
She leaned against my ear. Her warm breathing tickles my ear. I knew what she was talking about and how she said she wasn't begging for what's hers.
"I wasn't going to beg for what's mine. I want to have my fun with my dick, before you take over," she whispers.
"Baby, You're playing a dangerous game."
She gets off of my lap and goes in between my legs. She pulls off my pants and throws them to the side. She sucks the tip of my cock and looks up at me.
"Mhm, keep talking to me in Russian," she smiles.
I look down at my lioness as she sucked my dick. Her mouth encasing it warmth and covering it all in her spit. She took me to the back of her throat, but I pushed her head further down making choke.
"I love hearing you choke on my dick," I moan.
I feel myself hit the back of her throat and spit collected on the sides of her mouth creating a mess. She pulled up her head up and let out a breath. Strings of saliva fell from her face.
My body buzzed and my balls growing heavy watching her. She sucked the side of my cock and moaned around it. She sucked and licked on my cock like it was a mother fucking lollipop with ice cream.
"I'm going to start punishing that dirty mouth of yours, every time you get smart with me."
"Oh really?"
"Yes, I'm going to fuck your throat and when I am finished your jaw will be aching. Your throat to sore to even talk."
Excitement blazes in her eyes and she slurped on my cock. She moved further up and put her breast around my cock. She moved them up and down stuck her tongue out lapping at my tip.
Just the sight of her like that pushed my orgasm closer. She fucked her breast with my cock and circled the sensitive part to my tip.
"You like watching me fuck my tits?"
"Yes, baby just like that," I moan.
Dots started to gaze my vision and my fingers tips buzzed and burned. My body tingled from head to toe. My orgasm fell over me as my toes curls and my vision become painted with darkness.
I forced myself to open my eyes and watched as my cum shot out of my cock landing on her. It landed on her face, her tongue, her chest. I had just cummed and yet my cock didn't go down an inch.
I used my thumb to wipe off the cum on her face and sucked it off of my thumb. She gets up and was about to sit back down on my lap. Her panties were now drenched and she couldn't hide it.
"Take off your panties," I order.
She hooked two fingers inside her panties and she pulled them down. There was a large wet spot on her panties and she looked at me. Even though her melanin skin didn't show that she was blushing. I know when she is blushing, not matter how she tried to.
I take them from her and threw it on the couch. I was going to keep those. I couldn't care how embarrassed she was. I pulled her to me and she climbed back onto my lap. She hovered over my tip and I spread her swollen lips apart.
She was slippery and drenched. She was so wet that when I separated her folds that thick and thin ropes were made. It dripped down the longer I kept them apart. Cum was now leaking out of my tip as her wetness fell onto my cock.
"Look at how wet you are," I murmur.
I slide two fingers up her pussy scooping a good amount of her juices up. It covered my fingers and I put my fingers in my mouth needing to taste her.
"I hate when you do that."
"Do what?" I ask, licking my fingers off.
I lick my lips and move my fingers back down to have another taste. There was that sweet salty flavor and then tasted like nothing after a while. I dip my fingers back into her, needing to taste more of her.
"That," she whines.
"You mean enjoying a small feast? Open your mouth."
She opens her mouth and I put my fingers in her mouth. I take the opportunity to push her body down onto my cock. She gasps as she sinks down inch by inch. She sat on my lap now and clamping down on my already. I groaned and thrusted my hips forwards.
"Kaz," she stifles.
I put my hands on her ass and I relish the feeling of being inside of her. She took my dick perfectly and I rocked her body against mine. She hooks her arms around my neck and buries her face in my neck.
"Bounce on my cock, Baby," I groaned.
She moves her hips up and down, going slow. Letting me getting feel every inch of her pussy. She moans softly against my neck and starts to nibble on my skin.
She was going to leave many hickeys on my neck after this, I can tell by just the small nibbles from my neck. She was going to cause so many issues and I would stand by her side as her lion.