Right now I'm walking to the beach to meet up with my friends and my boyfriend and when I finally saw them I dropped my bags at Layla's towel and ran over to Jordan and he pick me up and started kissing all over my face and I started laughing
"I missed you so much, and I love you so much" I say
"I love you too, and I missed you too" He said back and he put me down on the ground and I run over to Layla to talk to her about my music
"Hey!" I said tackling her with a hug and she hugged me back, over break her and I have become closer
"Hey"
"So I have something to talk to you about" I say with a smile on my face and she looks back in confusion
"What?"
"So over break, I got a deal to be on a TV show, and I'm gonna start filming soon, but that's not what I wanted to talk to you about" I say and she looks excited
"Ok, what do you need?"
"Over break I have been getting into writing, and over 1 day I wrote a song and I sang it and I worked out the beats myself with the studio in my house. What I'm trying to say is, I want you to sign me to your label, because I trust you and this is something I really want to do" I say hopeful
"Yeah, of course, I will sign you, you're like my best friend" She said and I hugged her
"Do you have the song, I wanna hear it" She says and I get my phone and play the song and it looks like shes fucking with it
"It's called 'Every Kind Of Way' and I didn't want to release it yet until I got signed by you and I posted a teaser on Instagram along with the fact that I'm gonna be filming soon" I say and she nods her head
"Ok, um can you send that to me so I can brush it up and when it's done we can release it, and we can do something special, like a live singing or something, but as you know Coops signed to me too" She said and I nod my head before she leaves
"Rosalia James!" I hear someone shout and I turn around and see one of my best friend ever, we know everything about each other and we used to hook up
"Anthony!" I screamed and ran to him and he caught me and spun me around before putting me back down
"Oh my god! How have you been?" I ask pushing him slightly and he laughs
"Um, I'm great, I just graduated school so that's nice and you know I've been doing a lot more with my music career and it's going really great like I'm famous now and I'm even about to start a new show" He says and I smile
"Yeah, I have your whole album in my playlist. And I'm about to start a new show too, called Behind Closed Doors it's a reality show" I say and his whole face lights up
"Yo that crazy, I signed to the show too, the producers said they were taking like 10 different celebrities and putting them on a reality show to show people that it's not as easy as it looks living like us, and they also said that before the show starts we should meet some of the cast members to make a connection with them" He said and I nod me head in agreement walking along the beach
"They also said that there teenagers like us so that should work out awful" I said
"Tell me about it" he says "So how have you been and how is that beautiful little girls of yours?" He asked and I smile
"Oh my gosh, shes 1 now, and she started talking and walking, and she really got her attitude from me, and I'm in a new relationship, and I just started getting into music, things are good with friend and family, and I'm gonna graduate early since I have enough credits" I say moving my hair out of the way
"So where is this boyfriend of yours?" He asked and as we walked back to them I see Jordan kiss a girl and in that moment my heart shatters
"Well that was my boyfriend but not anymore" I say walking away only to have Jordan come after me
"Wait!" I turned around to see him and I had tears in my eyes and rolling down my face
"How long have you been doing this because over the whole break when you were with me you were acting very shady and you would always brush me off, you would leave in the middle of the night and not come back, you would always take your anger from your dad out on me, so how long have you been doing this?" I ask balling my eyes and he doesn't say anything he just put his head down and I chuckle at him
"Wow, you can't even answer the question, don't talk to me ever again, I don't wanna see you" I say getting in the car a driving home
2 weeks later
Jordan has tried reaching out and I have been ignoring him and I've gotten closer with Anthony and we have started filming for the show so I'm going to school and filming and the principal was ok with as long as I didn't show anyone who did't want to be filmed, and I noticed a change in myself. I would be sick all day, and have mood swings, one minute I would be laughing and the next I would be crying, and I haven't had my period in two months, and I wrote a whole album of songs about my break up. Then I made a song with Anthony. Now I feel a lot better about things and I'm ready to get back to being me, the bad bitch I am.
I just woke up for school and I went in the shower and brushed my teeth then picked the best outfit to make Jordan jealous
I pulled up to school in my BMW and I stepped out with the camera crew behind me and I strut through the hallway with all eyes on me
On the show, Interviews
I'm sitting down in a chair doing interviews for the shows
"So how do you feel about all the girls Jordan is messing around with?" The producer asked me and I put my head down for a second before looking back up with tears rolling down my face
"Um, it's hard, because of the way that it looks, it looks like our relationship didn't matter to him because he acts like he still has me and it's not far to treat like I'm something that you can just drag along whenever you want, I'm human and I have feelings but it's like that doesn't matter. But you know what when my songs drop you can't call me wrong for what I said because if you guys were there you would know that deep down I'm in pain" I say in tears
Later
After school I went to CVS to get something then I went home, and Anthony met me there just to hang out and spend some time with me and Aaliyah, now were sitting on the couch and I'm just thinking and the camera crew was there too
"What are you thinking about?" Anthony asked
"I think I'm pregnant" I say playing with Aaliyah's fingers as she takes a nap on my chest
"What are you talking about, why do you think that?" He asked and I picked up Aaliyah and put her in her play pin before grabbing a pregnancy test and walking toward the bathroom
Moments later I came back out with 2 tests and waited two minutes and when the two minutes had passed I didn't look at them because I was to scared
"Whats wrong why didn't you look at them the two minutes are up" He asked me and I take a deep breath looking up trying no to cry
"Because I'm scared, my last pregnancy was so rough and stressful that I ended up having a c-section at 34 weeks so if I am I don't want that to happen again and I don't wanna do it alone" I said and he looks at me sadly
"Well, you won't be alone, you got me, you always have and you always will, and you're already a great mom, so if you are pregnant then that baby is gonna be lucky to have you" He said and I kiss him and he kisses me back before we pull away the camera's still in our face
"your stalling" He said and he was right so I picked up the test and it was positive and and soon as I saw the two lines I broke down crying