She felt comfortable with you
She let you in
She let you hold her
Something she'd never let anyone else do
You were her excitement
She only wanted to see you
She didn't understand much
But she trusted you
You are the moon that shines on her
You were her guide
You were her light when she was in the dark
She felt safe with you
How could she love someone like you?
Someone who doesn't know how to comfort
Someone who doesn't understand emotions
How could she feel safe with someone like that?
Even i wonder that
She won't speak to me
She's mad at me
Because I was the reason why her comfort person left her
I regret it too now
I miss the feeling of being comforted
Just by their presence
Just to hear their name brings my mind at peace
She still doesn't believe she left us
She thinks that our comfort person would ever leave us
I wish I could tell her
But she wouldn't understand
She cries every time I tell her they left us
It hurts
Not just her but me too
Because she is my inner child
- JJ